A/N So, I haven't updated this in a long time, but I suddenly got hit in the face with a new poem so... here ya go! Enjoy and leave a review! :) ~Sammy
To save the Forsaken
I'm not letting you go, I can't.
You keep saying that I've got to learn to live without you.
You act like it's just so easy to move on,
Like it's not going to feel like I'm ripping my heart out.
You don't deserve Hell, Dean, no matter what you think.
So I'm going to keep looking for a way out.
I'll keep it a secret, keep it hidden away.
But I can't hide my worry, or my devastation, or my loss.
You say that the only way you'll get out is if I die.
And you'll never let me take that chance.
But you keep forgetting how important you are.
You forget that I need you by my side.
So you sold your soul to get me back.
And I'd give my life away to keep you away from Hell.
I'll keep looking, keep searching, keep hunting.
Until you have a whole lifetime of happiness, not just a year of fear.
You say you're fine, say that you're dealing, but I can see it, Dean.
I can see how terrified you are, how you hide it beneath this bravado, and it hurts.
You're damned because of me, it's my fault you're dying.
So I swear, Dean, I'll save you, even if it kills me.
