Tweekieweekiepoodlekins;..It's only been like two months. Yup. This is why I don't do multi-chapter fics. But I so drew some seiner the other day (again)..and inspiration..well it didnt hit really, but I figured I should write something. (I'm honestly more in an KHR, xxxholic mood right now. But admittedly Gamma from KHR reminds me of Seifer)....So.....
Anyone not sick? This is friggin insane. Bloody flu season. (I'll shut up now, which would be helpful since I have no voice)
warning for this chapter being pitifully short, badly written and inspired by an feverish mind. (Plus no beta, and screwing with things)
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Well isn't this just the shits.
I am lying here on my bed.
Doing nothing but tossing, turning and thinking of what might come.
This might sound deep, and even unexpected to some.
'Hayner actually lost sleep thinking? ..This is the same Hayner that ended up snoring during his own birthday party right? What was he thinking about? Struggle no doubt.''
..Well screw you imaginary person. Don't be so condescending.
After seeing how Seifer and 'Leon' AKA: Squall 'whatever.' Leonhart looked at eachother who would be able to sleep?
Maybe someone who didn't know at least one of them. I, however knew the most annoying one.
This could lead to blood. In fact, I'm a bit surprised it didn't already lead to blood.
All it takes for me to end up with a bloody nose, split lip or black eye is a leer followed by a 'You jackass, Seifer.'' In cases where he feels really violent all it takes is a 'look'. Which more often than not is most likely me staring into space in the wrong direction.
I'm admittedly fairly worried. Not too much about Seifer though.
Okay that is a lie. Seifer might be able to handle himself fairly well with the folk in Twilight Town..But this is an outsider, an older, probably smarter grown man. Not a pissy, arrogant, stick up his ass 18 year old.
No, Squall is at least 20.
My worry comes out in obvious ways, as I tend to wear my emotions on my sleeve.
And I don't even have sleeves.
As I toss and turn my stomach becomes unsettled, the worse I feel and the worse I feel the more worried I become. This leads to nail biting, sometimes so severe it bleeds. This is also the case with lip biting, or in my case the more appropriate 'lip gnawing'.
Tomorrow I'll turn up at school with dark rings under my eyes, bitten and bloody nails and a split lip.
There is no possible way my friends won't notice, not to mention the entire school.
When I end up avoiding questions on why I am in the state that I am, which I of course will do because it's my problem and they don't need to stick their well-meaning noses into it, and then they realize that there isn't in fact any tournament or competition going on I will end up with more on my plate then I'm really comfortable with.
And by 'more than I'm comfortable with' it actually means 'I will probably flip out, yell, maybe hit someone (hopefully Seifer because this is all his bloody fault. 'connection' my ass), and end up in detention.'
My mind is a funny thing, while these thoughts should have been an even bigger stresser, the thought of being able to hit Seifer for all the trouble he's put me through (on this occasion) slowly lulled me into sleep.
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Okay, I'm really sorry this is so short..with regular stories I try to make sure theres over 2500 words, and with this story at least 1000 each chapter (since it written in a ..weirdass way)..so this is just..pitifully short. But I am really sick right now, and if I don't put this up now it's gunna be an even longer wait for anything. So before I start chilling, hacking all the while curled up ina fetal position with a cold rag on my head I figure I should throw this up. Hopefully when I get over this I'll put up the second part, so within the next week or so.
I was going to introduce Hyperion in this chapter, but that'll probably be in the next part. Sowwy. I love all the reviews and feedback people have given me though, so thanks again.
