I looked up from my edition of Seventeen magazine to a hysterical twin.

"RylieRylieRylie! Oh gods I really f**ked up!" Blake came running into my cabin

I wondered if she had perhaps smudged her nail polish, spilled makeup on a dress, or some other travesty. "What's wrong?" I asked seriously. Girl problems were always serious; no matter how trifle spilled makeup seemed to others.

Blake sat down on the bed next to me in obvious shcock. "Rylie...Michael and I. We had sex. But...but then. I thought we were protected. And-" she said quietly, holding back tears.

So... Definitely more serious than lipstick. "Are you..?" I asked quietly, wondering why she didn't tell me as soon as she'd had sex.

Blake nodded biting her lip, "And my life is over, Rylie! Michael's going to hate me. And think of camp; everyone's going to think I'm a slut. And Mom? She'll hate me too." she started to rant

I grabbed her hand, and she looked at me. "Blake, our Mom, the GODDESS OF LOVE, will not hate you for having sex. Michael will not hate you; he forgot the condom. And I might have an idea about camp..." I said the last part softly, thinking about a show I once saw on television.

Blake sighed, "I don't know, I knew I shouldn't have done it. It just felt so perfect and right and I guess I was just too stupid to check...And how can we fix camp? Everyone will know. Its not even fair! Zan has sex all the time and he's not a father yet...oh my gods I'm going to be a mother...I can't do this!"

I frowned, "But.. what... What if..what if I get pregnan? We.. Could do this together?" I offered so softly I could barely hear myself

Blake's eyes widened "You would do that?.. But, I don't want you to feel like you have too. I messed up, not you."

I closed my eyes, determined. I may not be of much use to anyone, but I could and I would comfort my sister. "no.. I can't let u do this alone. What are sisters for?" I offered a weak smile

Blake reached over and hugged me, "What about Warner though?" she asked me, still in the hug

"You're more important." I told her

Blake nodded, pulling away and drying her eyes, "How...and how am I even going to tell Michael?"

"Just tell him. No embellishments, and definitely no "I'm sorry". Tell the truth." I advised.

Blake hugged her knees to her chest; staying silent for a moment. "I'm so scared he'll get mad, I just don't want to lose him."

I sighed, "You know Michael. And if he would leave you, he's not worth it."

Blake nodded again, because she knew I was right. "I know. Rylie thank you so much. For being here, for listening to me whine. I don't know what I would do without you honestly."

I smiled slightly, "You'd probably be fine." I stated honestly. Nobody could need ugly little me. I'm just kind of here.

Blake shook my head fervidly, "No seriously, your the first person I even thought of telling. I would be insane right now if I didn't have you to calm me down."

I pulled Blake into a hug, "It means a lot for you to say that." I told her, not fully believing

Blake hugged me back "Your welcome. Its so true though Rylie. Your so important to me. Really."

I smiled, "Your important to me too. Now go tell your baby daddy!" I tried to sound light-hearted

Blake tried to laugh, though it came out fake and forced. I realized my joke was a little too soon and a lot to close to heart. "I guess so." Blake said, frowning and getting up "Thanks for everything Rylie, and If I come back soon crying to you about Mike; promise you'll be there to get me chocolate?"

I smiled for real. "Are you kidding? I'll have chocolate regardless. I have to find a way to... With Warner." I winced thinking about it.

Blake bit her lip "If he won't do it you don't have to. Honestly."

"He doesn't have to know. He's been hinting for a while that he wants to... I'll just say I'm ready. I am, you know? I am ready." I decided forcefully.

"If your ready, its so worth it. I mean other then our first kiss it was one of my favorite days ever." I told her thinking to it with a smile "I should really go talk to Mike now." Blake said softly

I nodded, "Alright." I pulled her close for one last hug then shoved her out the door. "Do it now; before you lose your confidence." I bravely smiled until she was gone. Then I collapsed on my bed.