Chapter 2

Realizations

Hey guys. I know that you guys have been wondering why I usually post two chapters a day. Well its because I don't really have anything going on right now so... Anyway, I think I'm gonna do the Lemon. Well, I'm going to have to change the rating... Ah well! Read and Review!

Lux POV

I screamed in pain as Dooku shocked me again. This one lasted longer than the last, so it left me drained of energy and life. I almost could've laughed when he was done, but I couldn't move a muscle without hurting.

It's been a month since I had last seen Ahsoka, and it's been torture. The first thing they did to me when I was captured was strip me of my clothes and put me in an interrogation room. When I got in there, they didn't ask me any questions. Just tortured me. Though I don't see how being away from Ahsoka could be anymore torture than it already was.

A few days afterwards, I finally fell into a coma and was able to tell Ahsoka that I was alive. I was surprised that she tried to commit suicide so I stopped her. But since then, I've kept the connection closed. I don't want Dooku figuring out I have an attachment to Ahsoka. Force knows what kind of trouble that would put her in.

"Sir, it seems as though he can still function normally," a droid said walking toward Dooku. The droid startled me as usual. They always seem to come out of the shadows like the Sith. I wonder who they get that from.

Dooku's eyes knit in confusion and frustration. "That doesn't make sense. We've injected him with all kinds of poison, done countless experiments on him, and got him shock full of lightning right now. He should at least be dead by now," He said and turned to me. I thought that he was going torture me more, but he walked to me and grabbed my chin. He turned my completely toward him, so that now we eye level. "Has he ever been tested for midi-clorians?"

The question surprised me and the droid. I've never been tested for them, mostly because I've been in the Confederacy for most of my life. But that would explain why I could move objects with my mind when I was a child and why I was better at swordplay than any of my classmates.

"Well, no sir. He hasn't," the droid replied.

Dooku said," Then test him."

The droid placed some kind of tube with a needle on my forearm and pressed a button. It hurt and I winced in pain. It normally wouldn't have hurt, but my body was already weak.

The small device made a beeping noise and Dooku asked," Well?"

The droid said," Sir, it seems as though he is Force sensitive. He has a blood count of two-thousand three-hundred midi-chlorians per cell."

I thought that Dooku would be furious, but he just smiled. "Good. Hook him up to the Drainer."

My face went pale. About a year ago, the Separatists had developed a brainwashing machine that could wipe you of all your memories in just a few minutes. It was one of the most deadly things they had ever created.

The droid looked over at Dooku and asked," Are you sure, sir?"

"Yes. He could be of great use to us and I need a new apprentice to replace Ventress and Savage," Dooku replied then he left the room.

The droid moved to my side and undid the straps that held me on the observation table. I tried to fight the tinny but I just fell onto the floor face down. The droid picked me up and placed me in a chair. He injected a needle into my arm and pressed a button.

I immediately felt like everything that had ever happened in my life was beginning to fade away. I couldn't remember my parents, my friends, or anything. All of it was being sucked into a machine.

I knew though that there was someone I had once loved. Someone… Ahsoka! That was her name. I felt her out in the galaxy, but I also felt something inside of her. Oh gosh! I knew then that I had to get to her. I might not have remembered anything else but I remembered how much I loved her.

I tried to access the energy inside of me and let it out in a burst. I yelled and almost everything in the room exploded. Including the droid and the door. I raced out of the room and looked around.

I had really caused an explosion because almost all of the still functioning droids were cut in half. It reminded me of something, but I couldn't remember. I sighed and ran toward the hangar. I came across a few droids, but they were easy to handle.

I stopped by the armory on the way and grabbed a few guns and explosives. I couldn't find any clothes and what I was wearing wasn't helping me in this situation. The only thing I had on was skin-tight underwear that left everything else exposed.

I found a ship that wasn't being repaired and jumped in. I started it and entered the coordinates for Coruscant. When I exited the cruiser, I launched the ship and saw millions of stars being stretched across the sky.

I still couldn't remember anything about my past. Nothing except… Ahsoka that the only thing I could remember was I had to find her because if I didn't then she would be in big trouble with… Some people that she works for? They won't let her have attachments?

I couldn't remember so I just laid my head back and went to sleep.

Ahsoka POV

After I had contacted Anakin, I cleaned up the mess. I had been searching for some headache medicine in my bathroom and accidentally cut myself with some hunting knives that I keep in my little secret box. It contains things from girly holo-magazines to weapons and poisons that could kill a rancor.

Anyway, I had to stifle a scream when I was contacting Anakin because I was bandaging it up. I didn't want Anakin to be anymore worried than he already was about me.

I had just finished up, when I heard a knock on the door. "Who is it?" I yelled, quickly shoving my hand into a glove I always keep around.

The door opened and Anakin walked in. "Hey Snips, I got the… stuff you wanted," he said, and tossed a package toward me.

"Thank you, Master," I said, then winced in pain. Anakin rushed to my side

"What's wrong, Ahsoka?" he asked and his eyes grew wide in fear.

Before Anakin had walked in, I had thought that it was my period, but when I checked there wasn't any blood. But my head had started to hurt after that and my head didn't usually hurt during my time. You guys know what happened after that

"Nothing, just a headache," I replied then sat down.

Anakin didn't relent and said," Stay here. I'll be right back." He ran out of the room and came back in a matter of minutes. He pulled something out of his pocket and handed it to me.

I looked at it and read the label. Just some headache medicine. I took two pills and swallowed them.

My head started to clear up after that and I felt better. But then I felt a growling in my stomach, and I said," Thanks for the medicine, Anakin. "

"Yeah, anyway I was thinking, Snips that maybe I could un-ground you," Anakin said, whispering the last part.

I yelled," Really, Master?"

Anakin winced in pain and said," Yeah, as long as you don't do that again. Anyway, where do you wanna go first?"

I smiled and replied, "Can we go to the mess hall?"

Master looked surprised and asked," Um, why?"

I scowled at him and said," Well aren't you nosy? Why can't I just get some food without being questioned? WHY?"

I yelled the last part and Anakin covered his ears. "Okay! Okay, we'll go to the mess hall. I just thought that you would wanna go to the Senate building or something," he said.

I was so happy that we could go to the mess hall so I said in a cheery voice," Great, Anakin! Let's go then." I got up, went over to Anakin, and kissed him on the cheek. He blushed and I walked out of the room.

I called to him," Ani! Let's go!"

He came out of the room with a confused expression on his face and followed me to the mess hall. I ordered a lot of food and sat down. Master just watched me devour over three trays of food faster than a Hutt.

When I was done I said," What's for desert?" Anakin's jaw dropped and I just smiled. I guessed that even for a Togruta I had eaten a lot of food.

"Um, why not we go back to your room first," he said then took my hand. I sighed in sadness. I had wanted to get some pudding or cookies.

When we got back, Anakin sat me down on the bed and contacted someone on his comlink. "Barriss? I need you over at Ahsoka's room ASAP," he said then cut off the comlink.

He turned to where I used to be sitting, but I wasn't there any longer. I had tried to reach the refresher before I threw up, but I had only gotten halfway there when I let it out. It was a brownish-reddish color that made me even more sick and I kept throwing up.

Anakin raced to the refresher and brought back a garbage can. He placed it under me and I fell on my hands and knees. I heard someone enter and scream as I fell to the floor gasping for air.

I must've eaten too much… I thought as someone's hands grabbed me from behind and carried me out of the room. I felt padawan's, knight's, and master's eyes on me, some curious, some amused, but most were concerned.

I finally opened my eyes to see Cody above me and Anakin and Barriss right beside him. I closed my eyes again and opened them again to see a medical droid hooking me up to an IV. I saw Anakin, Barriss, Cody, Rex, Obi-Wan, Plo Koon, Aayla, Kit, Luminara, Shaak Ti, and surprisingly Master Yoda and Duchess Satine, surrounding my bed. All of them wore concerned expressions.

Barriss was the first one to notice that I had opened my eyes and hugged me fiercely. "Man, damn you Ahsoka! You had me thinking that you were dying!" she yelled and then turned around to see everyone's surprised expressions. They had never heard Barriss cuss and they'd always thought that she was a goody-two-shoe. Well except for Cody and Rex. "Sorry, Master's," she said sheepishly and went behind a curtain.

It took them a minute, but all of the visitors regained their neutral expressions and turned toward me. They smiled at me as Anakin and Obi-Wan gave me hugs and Plo Koon kissed me on top of my headtails.

"Hey, everybody. What's everyone look so worried about?" They all looked at me strange, but then they smiled.

"Well, we're worried about you, Ahsoka. You almost died on us and here you are, wondering what we're talking about," Kit said, then laughed.

I felt my headtails grow a darker shade of blue. "Well, how did you guys actually take it? You know, me almost dying?"

Luminara answered," Well, most of the Council was about to go to the Council Room, when we saw your Skywalker, my padawan, and the Commander running down the hallway. Well followed you guys to the Med Center, where the droid said that you were dying. Skywalker was screaming at the droid, the Commander was trying to find a clear space for you, and Barriss… was crying."

I laughed at this. I had never seen Barriss cry and I was a little disappointed to have missed it. "So, now that I'm not dying… can someone tell me why I was dying?"

"We're waiting for a diagnosis from the droid," Rex said, looking at me with concern and love for a good friend. "It should be here in a minute."

I sighed in relief and watched as the droid returned a minute later. "I have your diagnosis ready, Commander." I waited for it, but the droid didn't say anything.

"Well, are you going to tell me?" I asked impatiently.

"This requires only your ears, ," he said. I sighed and waved to my friends, who exited the room, but no without grumbling a little.

"Okay, what is it?" I asked. Nothing could've prepared me for what I was about to hear.

"Ms. Tano it seems as though you're one month pregnant."

Well that's a shocker for Ahsoka isn't it? Anyway the next chapter will be here in less than a week so, keep your eyes peeled! R&R!