Title: Without Harm
Author: kiraloverless
Account: u/6023476/k…
Fandom: Ed, Edd, 'n Eddy
Musical Recommendation: watch?v=8Z5EjAmZS1o Yiruma's Greatest Piano Hits
Setting:
Hotel/ Apartments
Pairing: Kevin/Edd (lil bit of Nat x Rave)
Genre: Hurt/comfort, some smexy in later chapters.
Rating: M
Chapters: 15
Type of Work: Multi Chapter story
Status: Incomplete
Warnings: Gay sex, angst,
Disclaimer: I don't own Edd n Eddy belongs to cartoon network and Danny Antonucci, Rave belongs to kirakurryart, Nat belongs to c2ndyac1d

Chapter 3

The next night Ed and Eddy were going out, at nearly half past nine. Ed was leaving the city to meet with Sara. Eddy had gone to check out his luck at a local bar. It had been nearly a half hour longer than expected when Eddy finally left Edd alone.

"Hello, room service, could I get a bottle of champagne and ice, please? Have the red head bring it up" the phone call came in on Kevin's cell phone.

Kevin had answered and decided to play along, being nearly off his shift for the night.

"Certainly, I'm sorry sir, but to which red head are you referring to?" Grinning into the phone as he collected his keys and the bottle of champagne from the hotel bar.

Edd's voice was seductive and whispered "MMmm…The Irish hunk with freckles on his face" letting out a small breath into the speaker to entice Kevin a little more.

Kevin and Edd had known ahead of time that Edd would be alone that night and that he would call once the coast was clear. The small backpack in Kevin's locker had a change of clothes and a few things from the drug store, Like a few condoms and a bottle of fruity flavored lube, blueberry.

After changing he collected a silver bucket of ice, the champagne and a few strawberries and his backpack. Making his way up to Edd's room grinning from ear to ear. In the elevator he looked over himself again ruffling his hair this way and that, breathing heavily because he was slightly nervous. Knocking on the door he leaned on the frame. Taking a breath to cool him self.

"Who is it?"

"It's room service, a special delivery" He called out.

Moments later the door opened, revealing Eddward without his ski cap, wearing a long sleeve white shirt under a pale green turtle knit vest over a pair of dark slacks and a sexy grin on his lips. Giving the red head a very good look from head to toe.

"Well, hello there sexy" Edd's words seamed very erotic, until he started laughing.

It made them both start to laugh at the very uncharacteristic flow of words.

The two stumbled into the room still giggling but having come closer to each other now. Their laughing had died down once Eddward's hands found the collar of Kevin's shirt, slowly pulling him closer. The kiss at first was soft and gentle, allowing them a moment to gaze at each other.

"I like what you've done with the place"

The shortest of them looked about the room leaning agents the side table as Edd stood in front of him, occupying the space between Kevin's legs leaning into him. The room was dimer with a warm fire blazing in the fireplace. A few randomly placed scarlet rose petals about the surfaces of the pale furniture, the curtains drawn with the windows slightly open to allow the cool night breeze in. A low sound of classical opera was playing from somewhere but he couldn't tell.

Butterfly kisses to his neck by the raven head distracted his wondering eyes but it was pleasant and added to the thrill. There was a scent of vanilla…Kevin took in the heavy smell, breathing it all in through his nostrils.

"God it smells like cake in here" He commented lifting Edd's chin to kiss him.

Eddward moaned softly allowing Kevin's lips to dominate the kiss.

Eddward's hands rested on Kevin's shoulder's as the kiss deepened, feeling the calm sensation of gentle fingers run through his hair. Kevin's eyes were half lidded watching the silky black swallow his fingers like a soft thick mane of locks. Grasping Eddward's waist to guide them over to the sofa he felt Eddwards's skin beneath the turtleneck. It was warm and smelled eatable, indulging in a small bite gained him a sound of a high pitched gasp. The sound made them slightly jump apart.

Kevin enjoyed that sound very much.

Eddward covered his mouth looking away slightly bashful. "I'm ..sorry. Did that come from me?" He asked himself more in disbelief.

"Yeah, and I wanna heard more of it" Kevin's lips made contact with the small bite, licking and nibbling further up Eddward's neck. While one hand made it's way around Eddward's waist to group the spheres of ass pressed to the back of the cushions.

In less than a second Eddward had slipped away. Making his way across the room once again to gather the bottle of champagne and the treat Kevin had brought. Turning to offer a small mischiefs smile, Kevin sighed but gave in to Edd's willing desires to have a drink first.

'Maybe he's nervous too' He thought

"I'll get some glasses." Kevin whispered into his ear, kissing the temple on the left side of his face.

In the back of his mind a thought made it self heard.

'What if Edd isn't ready for sex yet?'

Taking back two glasses the thought wouldn't leave his mind. When he reached the living room where Edd was sitting on the ground with many pillows a few feet from the fireplace, his doubts slipped out.

"Edd are you scared to have sex with me?"

The moment he said it he wished he could take it back, but it was too late. Suddenly the designed carvings in the glasses had taken over his attention. While a few seconds had passed with nothing but silence and the crackling of firewood, Eddward only smiled staring at the hem of on the pillows.

"Actually, I am afraid. Because I was hurt by .. my ex so badly … I will probably be for a long time."

Kevin sat down next to him, resting a hand on his knee holding both glasses, the other tangled in Eddward's black hair, pulling him close fore a kiss.

"I won't force you. We can wait." Resting his forehead to Eddward's closing his eyes to breath in the sweet scent.

Eddward leaned in even further, almost crouched beneath Kevin's eyes initiating a kiss of passion.

"I don't want to wait anymore."

The read head was slightly taken by surprise being pushed back and attacked so suddenly. Wanting so badly to surrender to the eager need to make love to the dark haired beauty. But a slight feeling of guilt wouldn't let him have it. With determination he sat Eddward away a little.

"I really think we should wait"

Eddward smiled softly, setting a gentle touch to Kevin's face. Searching deep forest green for the source of his essence.

"You're very kind, Kevin."

For once Kevin's mind was more content with the idea of not having sex. It was a foreign idea. Eddward took a glass and held it up to him.

"I still intend on getting very drunk tonight." He said, handing the bottle to him. Kevin, easily popped the cork sending it flying to some unknown place in the room.

With their glasses filled and emptied a number of times, pinkish stains of strawberries smeared about their clothes. Kevin has seen a new side to Eddward. He was in fact a very bad drunk, loose and much less formal yes. But as a drinking companion he was an absolute floozy.

Being Irish holding alcohol came damn near naturally as a bird laying eggs. Eddward on the other hand, was more like a goat laying eggs. Eddward had successfully convinced Kevin to sleep with him, under the presumption that that was he entire plan all along. It was a funny sight to see actually.

"Listen to me Kevin. I don't drink. I dong do drugs or anything like that, and I certainly don't like that look you're giving me.

I am a grown man. And, I've wanted to rip you out of your clothes since the first second I laid eyes on you.

So my goal tonight was to have a good drink and … and actually engage in some really good intercourse tonight. Because… you're all I think about anymore."

Edd's eyes began to wonder down Kevin's body to fix on a patch of exposed skin under the navel. A trail of red hair disappeared under the heavy jeans.

In a moment his face heated uncontrollably, imagining what the red head looked like in the nude. Biting his lip slowly approaching the red head, unbuttoning the small black buttons of Kevin's shirt. Slowly resting the palms of his hands flat over the tanned toned chiseled chest, abdomen and shoulders. Seeing as Kevin hadn't denied him yet he continues to stroke pass the valleys of muscle to reach around and feel the muscular back muscles, flexing as Kevin's arms moved to lift Eddward's slender body off the ground. Heading to Eddward's bedroom gently setting him down on the bed, stealing a kiss before discarding their shoes to climb onto the bed hovering over him. Finally pulling Eddward to him, earning soft groans and soft sighs.

The kiss grew in intensity and urgency. Their hands tangled in each other's hair, then to touch skin again. Soon Kevin's lips broke away in a desperate need for air. Taking a moment to breath, gazing at Eddward's flushed rosy cheeks. Parted gasping lips and lust filled gaze. A warm palm rested agents his beating heart. It was warm and inviting. The way it fit perfectly in the crook of his pectorals, it had a calming effect.

'Christ, This face is just too sexy' He thought.

Eddward gave a gentle tug to Kevin's arm, urging him to keep going.

Lips made soft subtle trails from slender lips, slender chin and jugular. It bobbed slightly when Edd swallowed. Kevin continued to kiss down the neck, to meet at the shoulder again, sliding a hand under Eddward's shirt to touch his chest, biting again to earn a moan. Pinching two fingers to group the tiny bud of sensitive flesh, making Eddward quiver in excitement.

"Kevin" His soft voice called out breathy and soft.

Lifting his shirt a little more to kiss just below the navel Kevin stopped. He was staring wide eyed at a massive scar. It ran nearly four inches long about one inch below Eddward's navel.

"Edd?"

When he looked back at Eddward he was forcefully pushed off the bed and tumbled to the floor.

Standing to find Edd cringing holding tightly for dear life the fabric of his shirt.

"Hey? Edd?"

Kevin noticed the change and noticed a shine off the pale skin as a tear stream.

"I… apologize Kevin for … pushing you like that. I'm afraid we'll have to end our evening early..."

"Edd.. what do you mean? Did I do something?" He asked feeling a little panicked that he had somehow stepped over a line… that couldn't be it.. they were both kissing one minute and then the next … he found himself in this situation. Reaching to touch the slender shaking shoulders, but Edd had sharply moved away.

"Kevin… you have to go!"

"Whow, easy…" Something was very wrong. There was no reason to be so upset about being touched.

'Unless it's the touching that set him off. But that scar…what ever made that scar has to be the reason. I'll be it has something to do with his ex' he thought.

Kevin decided not to leave, but to get close and comfort Edd, from whatever nightmare he was reliving. Ed and Eddy's warning voices echoed in the forefront of his mind.

' "Eddy was the one to find double d in a bloody mess, unconscious on the floor." '

Feeling the bed shift under Kevin's weight as he climbed slowly towards him Eddward cried in fear.

Kevin was inching closer to him, making sure not to move to suddenly.

"Edd, babe talk to me. I'm not gonna hurt you." Reassuring in a quite soothing tone. Finally he reached Eddward, Placing both arms and legs around him gently holding him, hugging him tightly.

"It's ok. You're ok. Nobody's gonna hurt you"

Eddward held onto him tightly, crying and breathing heavily willing the memory to die down, his heart hammering at his rib cage. He tried to ignore the numb burning in his heart.

"Hey.. com'on just breath ok"

Nearly an hour had passed before Eddward had stopped crying. Kevin asked him to talk about what was wrong. Taking a breath before deciding to tell Kevin what had made him so upset. He turned around to sit with his back facing the red head.

"If you really want to know… I'll tell you."

Kevin's suspected that what ever was wrong was much more than he ever knew was eating away at him on the inside. He wanted to know. He wanted to know if he could help. But most of all, he wanted Eddward to open up to him.

"I want to know."

Slowly but surly Eddward let Kevin lift the shirt to reveal scar long, deep and permanent. Blemishing the pale skin. The scar ran from one side of Eddward's lower pelvis to the other, nearly and inch below the navel. When Eddward turned to face him again he parted his hair to reveal another scar above his left eyebrow in a slender star shape.

"This scar, from when I was a child. I had fallen and hit my head on the corner of a glass table. I nearly died.

These" Eddward took off his shirts, the only cover to hide the ugliness from the world. Running the tips of his fingers over a scar at the base of his back.

"These, were punishment for running away. I wasn't beaten by my ex, Kevin."

Eddward whipped away a few more tears, then turned around again to look Kevin in the eyes, taking Kevin's hand and placing it to the scar under his navel.

"I was punished because I wanted to keep my own child."

A few minutes of complete silence ticked by as Eddward stared blankly at Kevin's hand over his skin.

"I was pregnant, Kevin." Eddward whispered.