I give in to peer pressure a lot, but that doesn't mean I have weak character. I can't have a weak character. I'm a star, after all. But, when I give in, it's really just a big plan I have going. To be popular. And, so when I win my first Tony (or Grammy. I'm not picky), and Entertainment Weekly wants to talk to the people who knew me from the start, they have a lot to choose from.

So I let Quinn use me on occasion. And tell me what to do. Because even if you hate someone, it's good for them to like you, right?

"If I see you, or any other Glee club Lima Loser suck up freak of nature talking to my boyfriend, who by the way, is a million years out of your league, I will personally get the entire football team to kick your ass. And then I'll put it on Youtube and everyone will see what a loser you are." Ouch. Ouchouchouch. But, there was my popularity and possibly my career at stake.

"Okay. Hands off Finn. Got it." Quinn and her two followers passed me supremely evil looks and walked off. They looked so sad in their Cheerios costumes, clinging desperately to that chance to belong to something. I belonged to something. Glee. But in glee, it doesn't matter if you're gay or fat or Jewish or handicapped. Because glee is about belonging as you are, and not as a Sue Sylvester-drone-robot.

Anyways. I had an epiphany in Spanish class. A very, very life altering experience. Because I realised Finn Hudson is the guy for me. Here's what happened:

We were doing oral reports in Spanish. Finn was doing terribly. Actually, it was an okay report, but it was in English. Schu let him do it anyway. Anyways, Quinn looked at Finn and rolled her eyes, and he looked kind of sad, and so I shot him a thumbs up. Tacky, I know. But it was a changing moment. When Finn smiled at me, I knew it would just have to be. To myself, I hummed that line from Defying Gravity (one of the best songs ever, by the way). The line that says Somethings I can not change, but till I try I'll never know. Everything I did, I had my heart in it one hundred percent. And this, in the instant it began, was no difference. I was going to be with Finn, and Quinn, well, just like anything else, was an obstacle, and I would overcome it. Because that's what life is about.