(A/N Suprise, bet you think you saw the last of me. I forgot that I didn't post everything of this story here and felt like doing it. The concept will be changed a bit but it will be still kind of the same, and well. Uh, enjoy? I know I said that the fics won't be continued but I read this and I changed my mind. This is still Problematic, and really encompasses the person I was 5 years ago and honestly I missed a great oppurtunity in doing a real 5 year timeskip along with the story but yeah.)
"A fiancee? Are you sure?" the angel asked, not believing in what the human said.
"Yeah. I mean, I don't like her personality but her looks aren't bad. And she is rich so my parents are happy." Izaya said with a somewhat distant tone.
"But... what about love? Do you love her?" the angel asked, hiding his sadness and astonishment.
"Love? Ha ha." Izaya laughed bitterly. "Love doesn't matter. Money is power in this world, Tsugaru. Or that's the common belief." he added, looking at the ground.
The angel was relieved. Maybe there was still a chance that Izaya would notice the way Tsugaru looks at him. And maybe some day... the boy will return his feelings.
"Hey Tsugaru... Did you ever wanted to be somebody else?" the red eyed human asked the blue eyed angel with a bit sad voice.
As if he pretended to be happy about finding his future wife this morning.
"You know... I always wondered how it is to be human. Not like I'm disliking to be an angel but..." 'If it allows me to love you. If it would make my love less forbidden than it is now... I'd give anything.' the angel thought, looking at the black haired human he desired so much.
Izaya waved his legs and looked at the blonde with a confused gaze.
"So... aren't angels dead humans who were without sin? I always thought that the good humans are going to heaven and they become angels while those who sinned badly are going to hell and becomes little devils." saying that Izaya looked at the angel the whole time, and his voice was serious.
Tsugaru only laughed sincerely.
"I'm sorry to cross your beliefs, but that's not the case. Can you name a human who never committed a sin?" the angel gave the red eyed boy a piercing look.
"Well... no. Even I'm not completely innocent. But there surely is somebody." while Izaya was talking about himself, a light blush made a way to his face. The boy was surely embarrassed about saying such things aloud.
"Even if there is somebody like that, the amount of sinful people is very big compared to these who are innocent. That would make the power of hell much greater than this of heaven. And yet there is a balance between them." said Tsugaru and smiled cheerfully.
"But then... how do angels come to life?" asked Izaya with a curious voice.
A while passed before Tsugaru answered his question, as if he tried to remember all the important details.
"We are created by God itself, whenever a new human is born, to watch over it. The Devil itself creates his servants of evil so that they could tempt humans to commit a sin. But we don't die at the same time when the humans who were assigned to us. Our life is eternal, and eventually we are assigned to a new human. You, Izaya are the one of those whom I'm watching over." when he mentioned the raven haired boy, the angel smiled happily.
"So... how many humans did you watch over before me?"
