A/N:

I know this may be confusing, but here comes some flashback's.

Showing how this came to be.

Memory Lane

After lunch I had gym with Mike. I'm very uncoordinated, so when I say I fucking loathe gym with a passion, I abso-fucking-lutely mean it with all my heart.

Then after gym I had history and then school was out.

Mike met me by my truck and kissed me before he walked off to his own car. Grimacing, I got into my truck and headed off to my house.

I stopped by the grocery store to pick up some more pop-tarts, Cheez-its, and purple fanta; which by the way, I constantly eat, especially when I have the munchies.

As I got back in my truck my phone beeped letting me know I had a text message.

Opening it, I saw it was from Edward.

You busy tonight?

I replied.

No, your house

I drove off and as I turned the corner to my house my phone beeped.

Ok, Emmett, Rose, Alice, and Jasper are over as well. 6:00.

I closed my phone and shut off my truck as I traipsed in my house to get ready.

When Alice and Rose and Emmett and Jasper came over it only meant one thing.

Weed. Booze. Sex.

Well three things, but you get my point.

Like I said, I would never have done these things before. Those five people were the only ones who knew that I smoked weed and drank my ass off.

They didn't know about the whole hook-up-with-Edward thing though. And they never will either. That was my dirty little secret and I intended to keep it that way.

As I went upstairs to take a shower and get dressed, I thought about how all of this even started. How my life changed so profusely and how I started this whole cheating thing.

*Flashback*

I was a junior in high school, and at that time I had just moved to Forks. I was 'the shiny new toy' in school and had started dating Mike Newton because everyone said I should.

It was a Friday night and Alice and Jasper were having friends over at her house that night for a party.

I went over to her house and got ready.

I had never been to a party before. So I was scared out of my mind, being the shy girl that I was.

People arrived named Emmett and his girlfriend Rosalie, along with Emmett's brother Edward. I had seen them around school, but never actually met them before.

They brought with them weed and alcohol, something I had never done in my entire life.

Everyone else started getting drunk and high, except me. Alice asked why and I explained that I never had before.

She skipped off and went over to Jasper. I looked around the room and my eyes locked with Edward's.

He was staring right at me, burning a whole right through me with those eyes. I blushed and then looked away.

Later, I decided to loosen up a bit and start drinking. I later learned that I was a lightweight, but how was I supposed to know then?

After 4 shots of vodka and 6 beers I was feeling it alright. It was invigorating and I loved it. I was glad to get out of my shell and try something different. I determined next time I would do weed, just to try it.

I was falling all over the place and somehow found myself outside. Looking at the stars I felt someone brush my hand.

I looked over to my side and there he was. Edward Cullen. Drunk in all his glory, and high as fuck.

"So you're Bella right?" he asked.

"Uh, yea Iam" I said as I backed away from the close proximity from us.

He chuckled darkly and then glanced my way.

"You have a nice ass. Has anyone ever told you that?"

I blushed. "N-n-no, they haven't"

He looked at me with a blank expression, the same expression I would learn, is one that he always used.

He grabbed my face and kissed me. Hard.

After the initial shock wore off, I kissed him back. He brushed my lower lip with his tongue and I opened my mouth.

This kiss was like nothing I had ever felt before. Intoxicating. Enthralling. Forbidden. And all thoughts of Mike were gone.

I wrapped my arms around him and he grabbed my leg and hoisted it up over his hip. I followed suit with my other leg and he held me up while he walked back in the house.

We passed through everybody but I was too drunk too care and apparently so was he.

He carried me up the stairs and into the nearest room while we were ripping each other's clothes off.

First came the shoes, and then pants, followed by shirts and then my bra. We were both completely naked.

Edward pushed me on the bed and he came up over me. Kissing his way down towards my stomach, stopping at where I needed him most.

He looked up at me and I nodded my head as he kissed lower before finally licking my pussy.

He started sucking on my clit furiously while his other hand played with my tit, squeezing the nipple. God, it felt amazing.

Right on the verge of an orgasm, he pulled away.

He looked at me with that same blank expression and positioned himself at my entrance.

The look in my eye gave him permission and he pushed in.

Pain ripped through me and I yelped at the foreign sensation.

Edward stopped and pulled out.

"You're a virgin!?"

I gave him a sheepish look. "Yes, is that a problem?"

"Well hell yes! You should have told me before."

Tears formed in my eyes. "Im sorry." I said.

He stared at where I was starting to bleed. "Bella, it's alright. Just next time tell me."

I nodded and he got up and put back on his clothes.

Bewildered I said "You're just gonna leave me?"

He nodded his head. "Yes Bella, Iam. Here's my number. Whenever you want, give me a call and we can finish what we started."

He grinned a crooked grin and walked out.

I was stunned to say the least. Nevertheless, I got up and put my own clothes back on and walked out behind him.

I clutched his number in my hand as I made the choice that I knew would change my life forever.

For the best? I had no idea.

*Flashback over*

I got out of the shower and went to go change.

I straightened my hair and put on some eyeliner and mascara.

I grabbed my keys and coat and hollered at Charlie to tell him I was staying at Alice's.

Liar. Yea, I know, but like I said that's what Iam.

I got in my truck and headed out to Edward's.

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