MADE WITH LOVE
It's been 4 days since I had bumped into esme, and I haven't stopped thinking of what to do. I know Edward is due back in the next couple of days and I wonder if he knows I'm in town. If he did would he wanna see me? No I don't think he would but I need to stop thinking of myself and think of izzie, she need to know her father and need his family as they can teach her stuff I can't.
I need to find information on what will happen to izzie while she grows up. Would she stop at certain age? Would she keep growing then die? And the only person who can find this information out is Carlisle. So for that I need to see the Cullen and hopefully before is Edward is back.
So that's why I'm standing outside their home, I don't know what I had expected, but it definitely wasn't this. This house was timeless, graceful, and probably a hundred years old. It was painted a soft, faded white, three stories tall, rectangular and well proportioned. The windows and doors were either part of the original structure or a perfect restoration and it was a ten drive from their closest neigh bough and nothing around us apart from the forest around the property.
Waking up this morning I thought this was a good idea but now I fell sick.
I haven't seen these people since my 17th birthday and now I'm going to see them all and tell them about my izzie. I didn't bring her with me today as we all needed to talk.
Just deep breaths, you can do this
I walk to the front door and before I could knock esme had the door open and pulled me into her arms
"Bella I'm so glad you came"
"Me too" its wasn't too much of a lie
"So everyone is in the dining room waiting for you, so are you ready" I nodded
She held my hand as we walk through the house. It was just like the house in London. It was very bright, very open, and very large. The back, south-facing wall had been entirely replaced with glass, and, beyond the shade of the cedars, the lawn stretched bare to the wide river. A massive curving staircase dominated the west side of the room. The walls, the high-beamed ceiling, the wooden floors, and the thick carpets were all varying shades of white. As soon as I walk through the dining room i saw Alice and before I could even blink I was in her arms and she was dry sobbing into my neck
"Bella, I'm so sorry"
"It's ok" I pulled away from her, and then Rosalie, jasper and Carlisle, then there was Emmett. Let's just say I was gasping for air after he hugged me.
It was good to see them all but I was here for a reason so I just wanted to get on with it.
We all sat round the table and they were all staring at me smiling but not saying a word.
So I started and told them a little of what had happened over the last two years and they all listened and never interrupted me but this was where it was about to change
"so esme I know you wanted to talk the other day about the past and about Edward but I'm not here for that, what me and him is the past and it's done with, yes I was deeply upset but I would rather him be happy somewhere without ,then be with me unhappy"
"But he…" Alice interrupted
"No Alice I don't want to hear it, I'm here for one reason and it's for my Elizabeth"
"Who Elizabeth" Alice asked
"My daughter" they all grasped even Alice
"You have a daughter" rose asked
"Yes, but Alice how did you not see this"
"I don't know, I haven't really seen you in over two years, I didn't even see esme running into you either, who was you with when you next into Port Angeles"
"It was just me Charlie and Elizabeth, they were in the fishing shop when I saw you "I said looking at esme
"How old is Elizabeth"
Before answering I took a deep breath
"She turned two on the September 10th"
"Bella how could you?" Rose jump up out her chair, while Alice was silent looking into space most likely having one of her visions
"How could I what?" I'm confused what is she on about?
"How could you cheat on Edward, is that why he left you? Did he find out you was pregnant by some other guy? when we left he told us it was best for you and that you deserved more than what we were, I didn't agree because to us you belonged with us, you always have but now finding out you have a daughter what is two years old means you must of cheated on him. The last two years have been hell for him and for us. He loved you more than anything in this world and you cheat on him like some slut."
I was stunned I didn't know what to say. Once I ran through everything she just said my blood was boiling. how fucking dare she
"WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? I NEVER ONCE CHEATED ON HIM. I LOVED HIM MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD. I WOULD HAVE DIED FOR HIM. NO MAN WOULD EVER COME CLOSE TO WHAT HE MEANT TO ME AND YOU TALK ABOUT EDWARD BEING IN HELL, WHAT ABOUT ME, HE LEFT TELLING ME HE DIDN'T LOVE ME ANYMORE AND TELLING ME HE DIDN'T WANT ME. HE BROKE MY HEART, NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND." I scream at her while crying my eyes out, she was sitting back down with her mouth opening and closing, while the other sat speechless looking at me. esme got up off her chair and pulled me into a hug but I couldn't return it, I was fuming and wanted to leave but before I did I needed to tell them because even though I might not think they deserve to know the truth, I needed to do it for izzie.
I stepped out from esme hug and turn to the others
"I came to tell you that Elizabeth is Edwards, you might not believe it but she is his daughter"
"Yer right, it's not even possible" rose said harshly
"rose why are you being a fucking bitch, I never once lied to you in the past so why would I now" I took a picture out my purse and throw it on the table "look she even looks like him, every day I look at my beautiful daughter and I see the man I love and its breaks me every day, I thought you might want to have an relationship with her but I was so wrong "I turned and walked out the house, no one of them came after me, not one. Fuck them I don't need them and either does izzie.
Esme pov
When Edward first started dating her, I was so pleased because it was the first and only girl I have ever seen him interested in. he was happy and you could see how much he loved her with just one single look, it was just like the way Carlisle looked at me. Only problem was she was human which was very rear for a vampire to mate with a human. as normally a vampire would mate with another vampire but either way He had found his mate. The only way for them to be together would be to change her but he couldn't or should I say he wouldn't do it. Alice saw that Bella wanted to be changed but he wouldn't risk her soul, so he walked away from her taking us with him.
He was in so much pain when we left, that he even left the family to travel on his own but a year after he returned, saying he was going to get Bella back. I was so happy for him but it didn't last long. He returned 2 days later tell us that Charlie had moved away and that there neigh bough told him that Bella had died in a car accident.
Edward was broken; he wouldn't hunt which meant he would eat. He locked his self in his room every day and never spoke to anyone a part from Alice but even after a couple of mouths that stopped too. I lost my son the day he lost Bella.
Over the last couple of months he has started to get back on track after Alice told him Bella wouldn't have wanted him to live like this but he wants time alone. So we moved to forks after Alice had a vision of all of us being happy there, even Edward would be happy.
Edward wanted to go Italy before he joined us. I just wanted my boy back and Alice said it would work out in forks, she couldn't get a picture of why he would be happy but now I think we all know why BELLA. I don't know how he is going to react to seeing Bella again but I'm sure he will be pleased just like we all where.
I could believe she agreed to come to the house to see us all, but then she said she had a daughter I couldn't help but smile at her. she told us her age and it work out she was conceived while she was with Edward and rose called her out on it, asking 'how could see cheat on Edward' I could of slapped rose when say laid into Bella but before I could say anything Bella stuck up for herself and I was so proud of her, she was never scared of us vampires.
Then see when on to tell us that her daughter was Edward, I was speechless, and I knew they had slept together but I would never have thought that she could get pregnant by him. I knew she loved Edward and I knew she would never have cheated on him but it wasn't possible but then she pulled a picture out and I watched her walk out, I should have gone after her but I couldn't move. I turned to the picture and picked it up and sobbed my heart out.
On the picture was Bella smiling down at a beautiful little girl with dark hair with tints of copper in it, she had crooked smile and big green eyes, and she was stunning. She did look a little older than two years old but you could tell she was Bella and there was no doubt in my mind that Elizabeth was Edwards.
My Edward has a daughter.
I looked up at Carlisle who was standing behind me "he a daddy "I handed the picture over to him then he pasted it over to rose who started to sob in Emmett arms
"I know darling, Alice you need to call Edward, he needs to come here asap and as for you rose I'm disappointed, Bella had always been a good friend to you and all of us and you just treated her like shit. We all thought we lost her and we had a chance to have her back and you might have fucked that up for us. She did nothing wrong and you shot your mouth off without letting her speak" rose looked up from Emmett arms
"I know I'm sorry, it's just….. It's not possible"
"I know but it would seem that it is and you had no right talking to Bella the way you did. you're not only to blame we all sat her and said nothing , we all need to say sorry to Bella and I just hope it's not too late for her to forgive us for not just today but for the last two years"
"I know I'm sorry…. I will go to her now" then she headed for the door
"Alice have you got through to him"
"No but he soon, an hour or so"
"Ok, you all need to hunt and when you come back don't think about Bella, also Alice go with rose"
"Ok" then they all left leaving me and Carlisle together
"Esme you ok "
"Yer but do you think she will forgive us, "
"I really don't know" with that I sobbed some more
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