KPOV
I looked at the picture on the entertainment center it was me in my wedding dress smiling as my husband looked down at me smiling. I thought that was a perfect day but in some way it was sad. I slowly closed my eyes as the memory flooded back to me.
I was a young girl around eighteen years old and as innocent as they come, My father was strict and made sure I kept myself pure for my future husband. I looked out the window as the cold air hit my flesh. I couldn't help but think of John. When him and I were younger we swore near the oak tree where Eric and I would soon wed, we swore that him and I would be an item. A couple. Since I lived with just Russell my father, I always had a wolf watching me making sure I did not do anything wrong. One good thing about me was, I was able to always sneak off.
A smile was upon my pink lips and I couldn't help it, thinking of all the moments John and I spent together and promises we made. It all had to come to an end, I was about to be Mrs. Northman. The door behind me slowly opened and I turned to look and seen my father. He stood their with his black hair swooped to the side, he smirked at me.
"My beautiful southern bell" his accent was a thick Mississippi drawl. Many people knew him as the King of Mississippi but I knew him as dad. The only problem was I never knew my mother or how I was born from a vampire. Russell always said matters of that sort should never be brought up, I always had a hint he was keeping something from me. Being a father's girl I never went against his wishes, I wouldn't say I loved him because at times I felt more of a collectable item then anything else. I never felt his love that I seen friends father give their children.
"Thanks" I smiled looking at my fitted white dress; I looked like a fairytale princess. Russell took a step toward me still smiling making me look at the ground.
"You will be the most happy" Russell said to me as I slowly looked up into his eyes.
"How do you know father" I asked since I barley knew this man, it was arranged by Russell and I never knew the reason exactly why.
"Because" he touched my cheek gently with his cold hand "He will give you everything you ever wanted." Slowly I nodded my head thinking material things does not make a person happy but I did not wish to argue with my father.
Russell sped out the room. I turned back to the night sky and wanted to cry. My life was never in my hands and I just wanted one day to have a choice. A choice to live it the way I wanted. A know was upon my door and I slowly walked to the door and their stood John. He looked like he been running for miles with a torn yellow shirt. "John" I barley got out in a whisper.
I could hear an actual knock at my door making me get my mind off my wedding day. I started to feel guilty but I needed to keep that memory away. I did not need my skeletons to come out the closet. As I slowly walked to the door I could see a blonde standing outside from glancing out the window. I quickly opened it.
"Pam" I smirked looking at my husbands progeny. I never knew if she was an ex or like a step child but I just ignored either options.
"Yes…well I came to see how you were doing" Pam sounded so bored as she spoke. I notice she was wearing a fitted red dress with matching rubies to go with it.
"You look great" I said rolling my blue eyes "But I think that dress is two times to small" I winked messing with my dear friend. Pam chuckled a bit "Well I am dead and can't gain weight, I see you have a few extra pounds" she retorted back.
She made a face looking at my brown hair "It was cute blonde" she complained before walking ahead of me and sat on the glass coffee table. She crossed her long legs and started to look at her nails.
"I don't like her either" she added with a risen blonde brow. I crossed my arms "Who" I asked trying not to show I did know it was Sookie.
"The fairy, the one who wears that stupid sun dress and every male vampire wants to try her fairy vagina… Sookie" Pam made a face as she said the last word as if it was making her want to vomit. I rolled my blue eyes.
"You know….he told you" I tried not to sound depressed but I couldn't help it.
Pam nodded. I huffed as I sat down in the chair "I want this marriage over, I don't want to be with him…anymore" I tried holding the tears back. I hated Eric but only a fool would think I didn't love him. I did it grew over the years and fell for him.
Pam looked at me and planed a cold hand upon my knee "You can make him fall in love with you, I know he loves you still. She is just something new you are a person that will always be their…..now look you have me being all sweet and caring so that shows you I want you with my maker" her voice was mostly harsh but her words were sweet.
I smiled a bit "Your right…I shouldn't allow another woman to take my husband….I" I almost told her about John but I changed my mind. I didn't know anymore I was torn between loving John and trying to fix what we had or staying and working on the issue with my husband.
EPOV
I had Sookie every way possible tonight I even was able to do things that I have not done since I was married. I slowly unhooked the cuffs from her wrist and smiled at my dear blonde friend. "You were perfect" I purred as I kissed her lips. Sookie smiled while I pecked her lips.I didn't want to leave such a beauty but I needed to attend and speak with my wife. "I shall be back tomorrow…please stay away from Bill" I knew that bastard was steal after her. I would rather see Bill as a pile of blood then inbetween the legs of my woman.
After our good byes I sped to my house I could smell my child inside and the guilt started to settle in. I never wanted to really hurt my wife but she just couldn't give me everything I wanted sexually. She was to soft and innocent while I wanted something that was more willing to try new things. I took a step to the door and opened it. I noticed Pam and Katherine sitting on the leather sofa as I walked thru the door way.
"We need to talk" I said firmly looking into my wife's blue eyes. She was full of sadness in a way that I never seen before. But I did enjoy Sookie tonight in a way I could never fully enjoy Katherine.
Pam stood up "I must go…I have Ginger waiting for me" she sped out the house leaving us alone to talk.
