English class is soooooo boring. And I already advance read into this chapter so I pretty much know about this. And it's not that hard. I looked over at Sam and saw that she probably looked as bored as I am right now. I sighed. I need to talk to her sometime soon.
I took a small piece of square paper and scribbled 'We need to talk' and then folded it into a triangle. I placed it strategically and when the teacher's back was turned I flicked the triangular piece of paper into Sam's desk, which is right beside mine. Then I looked straight at the teacher not to make anything look suspicious. No.. I wasn't just note passing during class. Psh! Yeah… not gonna work.
I could hear a rustle of stuff from the desk beside me and a tearing of paper. Suddenly a small perfect triangle landed on my desk. I looked up at the teacher and saw that she didn't notice. I looked back at the triangle and admired its perfect sides. I opened it up and saw a small response.
What?
I looked at Sam and saw her staring at the clock. I smiled. Then I scribbled something back again and followed the lined Sam made and somehow unsuccessfully made a perfect triangle.
Not here. Meet me at the fire escape tonight at 8. It's important.
I tossed the note to her and she read it. Once she was done she looked up at me in surprise. Our gazes held and I could feel my heart thumping hard and a warm fuzzy feeling going through me. Suddenly she nodded her head and I gave her a small smile.
I looked back at the teacher and sighed. How am I going to tell her?
"Knock, knock." I heard someone tap on the window on the fire escape and I smiled when I saw that it was Sam. I was sitting on my chair that was out here and was listening to music when she arrived.
I looked at her as she sat down on the window ledge. I could tell that she was a little nervous… but so was I. I couldn't help but think about the night that we had our first kiss. It was so similar to right now.
"So…." Sam said, trying to break the silence.
I stood up and sat on the steps right in front of her. I took a deep breath… how do I begin? "I… I'm over Carly." I finally stated.
I watched her as she arched an eyebrow. "I thought you were going to be her second husband or something?" I winced inwardly.
I sighed, "It just came to me yesterday… she's never going to like me back." I looked down. Everything is just so confusing! All of this. Me realizing that I didn't love Carly, EVER, as anything more than a best friend… me realizing that… me… realizing that… it was Sam that I loved. My best friend ever since we were kids…
Suddenly I heard some movement then I felt a soft, warm hand rubbing my back comfortingly. I looked up and i saw her smiling at me softly. I missed the feeling of her hand not doing anything that will physically hurt me at all. I smiled at her and she smiled back.
We stayed the same the whole night. We didn't need to say a word. We just sat there… my hand on his back… and both of us looking over Seattle with smiles on our faces. I wish that we could just stay like this forever. But even I know that every good thing comes to an end.
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