Like I said before, Sis ain't much of a talker but she decided to talk the day after Sugi came. She commented on how I didn't brush my hair or, rather, she commented on how I didn't do it right, so she called me into my room, sat me down, and said, "Your hair looks like a bird's nest, so it needs to be fixed."

I told her that my hair didn't need to be fixed or anything because no one besides her or Sugi would see it but she insisted on fixing it anyway. This was another one of Sis' weirdness things, as, even if there isn't anything wrong with something, she'd insist that there is and fix it. I haven't forgot the one time she made me wash the dishes twice or the time she told me to alphabetize her books. Then again, I complained that I was bored.

While she was messing with my hair for a long ass time, I asked her if she wanted to know what was outside of the front door and such and I got, "No."

"No?"

"No."

"Do you think you're gonna see it someday?"

"No."

"Why?"

"No."

"Sis-"

"No!"

Sis is usually calm but that kind of tone she had, at that moment, was a harsh whisper and it was a tone of "Don't argue, you won't win", a tone that would shut me up on instant. I stayed quiet for the rest of that. She finished eventually and went about her business. Later, that day, I decided to show Mako that my hair got brushed. Of course, the wind blew and turned it back to bedhead.

As I getting ready to close the window, Outside Girl asked, "When're you gonna come outside?"

I smiled, nodded, shooed her off, and closed the window and curtain. I don't think I really felt that upset before, I mean, Sis is weird and she loves me but I'm not allowed outside for what I don't know why, reasons that Sis doesn't tell me. If I go to the Outside, she's gonna be mad and I don't want her to get mad but I just want to see Outside Girl.