"Let's just lay in bed all day!" I murmured, stroking her hair. She sighed into my neck, once again making me shiver in pleasure. She pulled her head away, placing her chin on my chest. My heart beat quickened.
"Tor, you're so lazy!" She teased, sticking her tongue out at me. I frowned, pretending to be sad. Cat's expression changed quickly, looking hurt. "No, I'm sorry! I still love you Tori!" She said quickly, shoving her face back into my neck. I sighed sadly, wondering if she would ever love me like I loved her. WHAT THE HELL? I like Cat and I do love her...I'm not in love with her. Am I?
"I forgive you." She smiled into my neck, pressing a kiss to it. I furrowed my eyes at the intimate gesture. She had never done that before. Sure, kisses on the cheek ir forehead but not the neck. I couldn't help but giggle. She repeated her action, receiving another loud giggle from me. Her head shot up.
"Does that tickle?" She asked, a large smile on her lips. I shook my head no. She rolled her eyes, pressing another kiss to my neck. Soon enough she was peppering my neck with kisses and I was laughing like a maniac. She bit down on my neck lightly and I jumped, immediately making her stop and look at me. "Did that hurt?" She questioned with hurt eyes.
"No! It felt nice. I just didn't expect it." I explained quickly. Her playful expression was back as she leaned back to my neck, biting down on it. This time I remained still, not wanting to scare her off again. I bit my lip as she licked the area, her warm tongue soothing the small nip. She kissed the spot once more before sucking on it. I let out a breathy moan as she gave gave me a hickey...Cat Valentine is giving me a hickey? Not that I'm complaining but wow. I sighed as she got up.
"That looks so nice on your skin." She muttered, grazing her finger over the mark she left. "You have lovely skin...I like giving you kisses." She said simply, meeting my eyes. I just nodded, still confused.
"I'm going to go brush my teeth. I'll be right back, love." I needed to think. I jumped out of the bed, rushing to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth as fast as I could. I gazed at myself in the mirror. I frowned, quickly brushing my hair so it was less frizzy, sighing in content when it laid flat on my shoulders. I splashed some water onto my face, trying to wake myself up. I dried my face, before smearing on some lip balm. Once I was satisfied, I moved for the door but stopped. Cat kissing me has only complicated my feelings for her. What are her feelings for me. You don't just give your best friend a hickey for fun! I have to go back. I groaned, opening the door. I couldn't help but grin at the sight of Cat Valentine on my bed, flicking through the TV.
"What do you feel like doing today?" I questioned, plopping on the bed and deciding not to bring up what just happened. Cat let out a cute sigh, grasping my hand. She began playing with my fingers.
"I don't care, I just want to be with you." She said quietly and I almost died. Cat always knew how to make me blush like a school girl. Part of me hated it and the other part secretly liked it. "Have you ever been in love Tori?" My heart fluttered at the question. Love. Why is Cat asking me about that and my heart sunk back down. Who is Cat in love with? Is it me? Oh my god, what if it's me? What if it's not me?
"I don't think so." I uttered softly, looking up at the ceiling. "Have you?" I questioned cautiously.
"I haven't, I was just wondering." That's when Cat did the thing I hated most. She closed up and kept quiet. I always wondered what was going on in that pretty little head of hers. We sat in silence for a few moments before I heard my mom call my name.
"Hold on, one sec." I rushed down the stairs, trying my hardest not to trip. My mom met me halfway, a smile on her face.
"Slow down," She chuckled. "We're going to Grandma's house so we'll see you and Cat later." I nodded, giving her a kiss on the cheek before running up the stairs. Cat was still laying on my bed, a grin on her face.
"You okay?" I nodded.
"Yeah, the family is going out so it's just you and I, butter cup." I teased, tapping her own the nose. She let out a heavenly giggle and my knees went weak.
She fell back on my bed, laughs escaping her lips. I looked down at her, loving the way her hair spread out around her. I imagined how she would look sprawled out on the bed, face flushed and panting with my head between her legs. Her eyes would roll back and she'd let out breathy moans, begging me not to stop pleasuring her in a way I knew that I most definitely do. "Tori?" She snapped me out of my naughty dream. Did I just have a sex day dream about Cat?! When has that that been ok? Though it was admittedly hot, it was wrong.
"Yes?"
"Just checking!" She teased, sending me a smile. I love her. I love her. I LOVE HER. I really just can't fight it anymore. How can I deny feelings that are so real and so true. I have to tell her even she'll never love me back. Cat would never judge anyone, especially me. I'm in trouble.
"Mom, there's no way I'm taking Trina with me. She wasn't invited!" I snapped, putting the final touches on my eyeliner. Tonight was Ryder's party and although I hate the douche, I wasn't giving up the opportunity to party with my friends. Plus there would be so many people there so I probably won't even see him there.
"Hmm fine Tori but you make sure she gets invited to the next one!" My mother said sternly, fighting a smile. "Have a good time sweetie." I grinned, giving her a quick hug as a car beeped.
"That's my ride." I jogged outside towards a black van, climbing into the back seat. Beck had offered to drive all of us to the party and I was last. Jade sat next to Beck, Andre sat with Robbie (with Rex) and I sat in the back with...Cat. Things actually had been going amazing with Cat and I. It had been a week since the kiss and although we hadn't spoken about it, it wasn't akward but Cat continued to do it. Though neither of us had discussed our feelings, our relationship had significantly changed. It was filled with hugs that lasted to long, lingering touches, constant whispers and wandering hands. I had enjoyed immensely but I just wanted to know how Cat felt about me.
"Tori!" She beamed, wrapping her arms around my neck. I placed my hands on her small waist burying my head in her hair.
"Mmm Caterina." I purred, kissing the corner of her mouth. She giggled, pressing a kiss to my jaw. I watched as the four talked amongst themselves, oblivious to Cat and I."You look amazing!" I smiled. It was true. She was in ripped short shorts which made her ass look amazing and a tight tank top, plus her heels made her legs look fantastic.
"Thanks! You look hot!" She said playfully, slapping my thigh. I shook my head, laughing.
Once we finally arrived, I was instantly clouded with smoke and alchol. This is gonna be fun.
