Well this is it , I decided this would be a semi perfect ending for this type of fic .

But don't worry ,I am planning on making my writing a bit more like this (aka violent and angsty)

so be sure to keep a look out for me ok ^_^

well hope you enjoy ~


It's like a sickness , I cant escape it .

I wish I could say this isn't my real self, but ...

When.. When I feel rage, sadness, lust ... It feels so good.

Nothing can tame what I have become, I've already tried.

This place, my bedroom, clothed in black with a white carpet so I could see every blood stain... Every tear.

I wish I could let go, wake up from this nightmare.

But.. I could feel the craving... So deep inside ripping its way out .

The only one who can get it out is my master.

I used to feel nothing... It was like I was hollow ...

Thats what makes me resort to him...

wonderful pain that I crave ,it's the only peace I can get.

I love the attention , back in Skyloft, it was always Zelda ..

Zelda this Zelda that, they only saw me as her hero..

If I saved her... I would go back to the shadows..

But now I am alone again...

Demise came here and now I am alone.

Gritting my teeth ,tears escaped my eye's.

I can't let it happen.. I can't be forgotten...

He knows about me, he hasn't forgotten, he just cant see me.

Because some fucking bastard is in his view.

I deserve the beautiful pain Ghirahim offers .

I deserve it... Every slap ,every cruel word..it's all true..

Looking down at my bloody arms ,I took the dagger ,digging it deeper into the wound .

It wasn't good enough.. Nothing was good enough...

I needed him..

I needed him to do this to me ,to hurt me.

Standing up ,I stared at the locked window.

"Link.. "

Squeezing my eye's shut , the blade cutting the palm of my hand as I gripped it.

"Link what happened to you?" My childhood friend asked.

"Non of your fucking business.."

I twist the knife that is still in my grip, gasping as it proceeds to skin the inside of my hand.

Flinching as her hand meets my shoulder ," Link, why? Why are you doing this to yourself?"

"Because he wont.."

Moving away ,I tore off a piece of the curtain and wrapped it around my hand.

"Link! This is ridiculous! Everything was ok before, you could have won!"

Zelda yelled at me.

"SHUT UP! Just shut the fuck up!" I knocked over the night table in rage.

"You don't know anything Zelda! Miss perfect had nothing to worry about ,you had everything and I was in a shadow . This is mine not yours! Or are you going to try and take him away from me too? If I want to hurt myself I will! If I wish to die I will! And you can't do anything about it ! Do you know why?! Because your dead! You are dead Zelda! "

Slamming her against the wall.

"How many fucking times do I have to kill you?!"

Pulling at her blond hair ,I slashed at her stomach .

"Every time you just keep fucking coming back."

Piercing her hand into the wall ,her arm twisted in an un natural way.

"You never scream, you never cry, nothing! WHY DON'T YOU JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE!?"

Twisting the knife before ripping it out ,I punch her face, before pressing the knife hard against her neck, ready to plunge it in.

"Because you don't want me to..."

Falling to my knee's in front of the mirror ,I stared at my bruising face in fear.

Gasping as I lowered the knife.

I was afraid ...Afraid of myself.

I should have been used to it.

Pushing myself off of the floor with my good hand I saw the wind was blowing hard outside ...

"I will not be the hero anymore...I will not be forgotten.."

Throwing the dagger at the glass, I watched it shatter in thick shards made there way to the ground.

Gripping the window arch, the sharp glass shards making there way into my hands .

I was on the second floor , roughly about twenty five feet off the ground if not more.

Reaching out I grasped the vines that grew on the walls, swinging out of my room.

My leg catching on a glass shard on the way...

Slowly I climbed down the ivory ,the fierce wind trying to blow me off balance .

Hail and rain started falling from the dark clouds above, hitting my bare skin , washing away the blood.

I struggled with my wounded hand to keep a grip on the slippery weeds.

Loosing my balance, I cry out as I fall from the building.

Thunder covered my screams as thick shards of glass were embedded into my back.

No one would hear my cries.

Struggling to get up ,I made my way to the tree's.

I didn't know what I was doing anymore.

Was I running? Was I trying to draw attention to myself? Was I trying to die?

Images of my past ran through my head.

Faces of Zelda..Groose.. Pipit..

All of them trusted me... I let them all down..

Reality hit me like a stone to the head as I fell to my knee's.

"W-Whats happened to me?" My voice shook.

Tears and rain ran down my face .

"Skychild.."

"Go away..."

"Dear sweet Skychild..." Ghirahim purred .

His voice was clear.. It stood out from everything..

Even with my blurred eye's I could still see his face just inches away.

I let out a sob as his arms maundered around me, pulling me into the nape of his neck.

"Shhh." He cooed in my ear lovingly.

"I-I let ...I let you kill them," I sobbed, not pulling away from his embrace.

"I know..I know my sweet, but that is what you were made for.."

I looked up at him with confusion in my eye's.

"I made you ...I made you to assist me with the rising of my master.. Our master.. But that damned goddess.." He hissed, pausing to regain control.

"She took you away as her own... But you came back to me... You came back little Shychild.."

He wiped the tears and rain from my eye's.

"I am so proud of you ..." He whispered .

I couldn't speak ... I could only cry..

Cry in his embrace.

"I know you are hurt love... And that is why I shall bring you mercy for serving me so diligently , I will bring you peace..."

I could hear a voice... His voice... It was lulling me to sleep.

There was no pain.. No sadness...

Just him... I could feel warmth in his cold embrace .

My eye's growing heavy ,I ran out of tears..

There was no regret...no sadness..

I was bound to him.. He was my master...

"Thank you," I whispered ,staring at his face once more before falling into my eternal sleep...

"Master.."

Demise looked up at his servant who was dripping with rain and stained in blood.

"The boy is dead?"

Ghirahim nodded gravely .

"It was meant to be . His purpose was done ,the temporary soul you had created reached it's limits."

"I understand master," The weapon bowed and Demise went back to his papers.

After all these year.. Our thread of fate... Was finally sealed ...