It Feels So Wrong, Yet Right

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"Hey 'Mione, can you help me study tonight?" Ron asked after defense against the dark arts class.

" Yah sure Ron" I answered as we made our way to potions.

As we entered the class we were both met with a smiling Draco. Then I realized Ron was over standing with Lavender and Draco was smiling at just me. I smiled back at him happily but to my dismay when I looked toward Ron again I leered at the sight of Ron and Lavender snogging and turned to Draco who caught sight of them to and also leered.

"You'd think they would notice they are in a classroom" I mumbled to Draco as we sat at a potions table.

"It is quite nasty isn't it?" Draco mumbled back.

"Quite? More like horrid" I spat back.

"You aren't jealous are you?" Draco whispered with a raised eyebrow.

"What? Never!" I whispered franticly.

"I don't know" Draco said with a sing song voice and a smirk.

"Oh please, I could get any guy I wanted" I said with a smile.

"Of course" Draco joked with a smirk.

"I'm serious I just... don't need a distraction" I said with a raised chin.

"From what may I ask?" Draco whispered as Professor Slughorn started teaching.

"School of course" I whispered back as I copied everything from the black board into my notebook.

"You could be fighting a troll and still be undistracted from school" He joked as he also copied everything from the black board.

"Maybe so, but... I'm just not ready yet" I mumbled quietly.

"To what, date? I didn't even know you've ever dated anyone" Draco whispered back.

"Yes, as a matter of fact, I dated Ron this past summer" I whispered as I grew frantic and awkward.

Draco said nothing after that. For the rest of class we sat in silence. After class I parted ways with both Draco and Ron, for they had to go down to history. I had trigonometry next which was a great deal farther away from history.

Draco seemed in a hurry to catch up with Ron but not in a happy way. I grew curious at this and followed them silently. They were walking in silence most the time but then they took a detour down a corridor. Draco shoved Ron against wall roughly. This is going to make me late.

"What did you do to Hermione this summer" Draco demanded.

"Blimey mate! What's this all about!" Ron yelled.

"Did you hurt her!" Draco yet again demanded.

"I'll answer you if you let go of me!" Ron yelled.

Draco seemed to be thinking this over, but came to a conclusion, "Fine" Draco said as he let Ron go "Now tell me"

"For godrics sake mate, I cheated on her, okay, with Lavender, and then she broke up with me" Ron mumbled.

"Why?" Draco asked, still mad. He may of been mad but he wasn't the kind of mad like before, it was more protective.

Ron said something, but it was hard to hear from where I was hiding. But next thing I know they are heading my way! I quickly hide behind a pillar until they pass.

"Bloody hell" I mumbled under my breath as I hurried to my next class, which I was far too late for.

"Ok Ron lets go and study" I said to Ron as I stood in the common room.

Ron nodded and we made our way to the library. We walked in silence as our footsteps echoed off of the stone walls. The awkwardness was unbearable and made my skin crawl. Ron and I stopped outside of the library, I went to open the big double doors, but Ron stopped me.

"Ron-"

"I need to talk to you" Ron said pleadingly.

"There is nothing to talk about" I said irritated.

"Yes, there is" Ron spoke softly.

I just nodded. Hoping that this would be quick.

"I don't want to be with Lavender, I want to be with you, and I miss you 'Mione, and I hope we can go back to how we were" Ron said trying to look into my eyes, but I wouldn't meet his.

"No, I... I can't Ronald" I whispered, barely audible.

"But-"

"Let's just study now" I cut him off with, gaining more confidence.

He just nodded.

I am not going to fall for what he says again... never again.

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"So" I laughed out. "You're telling me, Harry, that you finally snogged, and got caught, with Ginny Weasly!" I exclaimed with a laugh as I drank my butterbeer at the Three Broomsticks with Harry, Ron, Draco, and Luna while Ginny was shopping next door.

"God 'Mione keep it down!" Harry mumbled with a small laugh.

"It's just so funny, I figured you would of done that by now" I said quietly as I took a drink of my butterbeer.

"What am I going to do with you 'Mione?" Harry said with a smile.

"I don't know, make me the godmother of you and Ginny's children?" I said with a shrug and smirk.

"Oh shut it" Harry said with a smile.

Draco and Ron couldn't help laugh at this, while Luna smiled and giggled quietly.

"You go any further with my sister and I'll kill you mate" Ron joked with a smile.

"Oooo so scary, I'm trembling, really mate you'd never hurt me" Harry said with a laugh.

Ron just laughed at this and drank his butterbeer.

Draco kept starring at me, he looked so serious it was making my skin crawl. I looked down trying to hide my blush. Then when I looked back up he was sticking his tongue out at me with his eyes crossed. This made me laugh like a mad man as I waved him off.

"Sorry Hermione, but I just don't see what's so funny" Draco said with a straight face, but I just kept laughing, which made him laugh to.

Harry and Ron looked at us so weird, while Luna sat there smiling contently.

I haven't laughed like this for so long. But, never the less, the laughing stopped and I decided to go find Ginny.

"Well, I guess I'm going to find Ginny" I said with a sigh as I stood up.

"I'll come to" Draco said quickly as he stood too.

I was slightly confused but didn't interject. I have really started to like his company, probably because he almost beat up Ron but that's not something anyone needs to repeat.

"Have you forgave Ron?" Draco questioned as we made our way down the street outside in the warm glow of the end of summer and beginning of fall.

"Something like that" I answered with a slight nod.

"Do you ever want him back" Draco asked as he looked into the sky.

He didn't look to pale in the sunlight, he actually looked quite nice, if you think about it. Shaking my head from the thought I answered his question.

"Not really, it was nice being with him for the time being but he likes Lavender more so I can cope"

"He was stupid to cheat on you" Draco grumbled.

I stopped. "Listen Draco, Ron is like a brother to me and sure he does stupid things with stupid people and makes mistakes, but that's no reason to think bad of him and... shove him against a wall even though he kind of deserved it" I told Draco.

I made a go at walking away but was grabbed by Draco in the arm.

"I didn't think you saw that" He spoke softly as I looked away from him.

"Well I did and besides why would you even care" I asked quietly.

He became quiet for a while and shook his head and said "No reason, it doesn't matter right now".

"Back to the secrets are we?" I mumbled as I walked more leaving Draco behind.

He stood there for a while and finally jogged back up to my side.

"Listen, I'm not trying to be mean and secretive and all, it's just... complicated, when It really shouldn't be and isn't but... when I figure it out I'll tell you" Draco explained while I looked away from him.

I waited a bit and thought about it. "Fine" I said.

With that we entered Borgin and Berks to find Ginny.

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