Miss You When I'm Dreaming
Brooke gets out of the shower and towel dries her body. She wraps a towel round her soaking wet hair and heads for her bedroom were all her clothes are sitting waiting to be worn, waiting for a night in the town, waiting to be ripped of by some total stranger and strewn across his or her bedroom floor. She sits down at her dresser and looks at all the little pictures stuck on the walls and things. Her and Peyton, her and her parents, her and mouth and the one that still remains ripped, shredded and torn into pieces just like her heart, her faith and her trust in him. She walked over to her bin and lifted a few of those pieces and set them on her dresser and stared at them. A single tear ran down her face but she quickly wiped it away with the back of her hand and tried to hold herself together she had a reputation to protect. There was a light tap on her bedroom door that made her jump. She turned round and there he was standing in her bedroom doorway. He looked pale, drained, sad and lonely. Serves him right she thought. It should be Peyton's doorway he should be standing in and not mine. She folds her arms over her chest. "Brooke we really need to talk we can't keep avoiding each other" Lucas said lowering his head in shame and looking at the floor. "Oh what do you want Lucas do you want me to welcome you with open arms say I'm sorry baby and just forget about what you did so come on in Lucas lets talk what shall we talk about oh I know how about when you cheated on me with my best friend or how you lied to me where you want to start?!" Brooke said tears welling up in her eyes. She promised herself she would never let Lucas see how much he had hurt her. Lucas wiped his face trying to hide the fact that he was nearly crying. There was silence between them both. "Brooke I made a mistake I am only human it was jst one lousy kiss it didn't mean anything" Lucas said looking up and looking into Brooke's heartbroken eyes. "Kisses aren't lousy Lucas they mean something a hug I can deal with but a kiss jesus christ who do you take me for? Now just get outttttttttttttt!!!!" Brooke screamed at him and threw the pieces of the ripped up photograph at him. Lucas jumped when she screamed at him. He slowly walked towards the door and began to cry. He didn't want her to see how upset he was. Brooke fell into a mess on the floor and screamed and cried. She thought she was over him thought she could handle his presence. Never had she been like this with a guy ever. She didn't feel like going out tonight after all she just wanted to curl up into a ball and fall into a deep sleep and to never wake up. So it could erase all the feelings and pain she felt. All that she felt for Lucas.
Lucas got into his car and just drove. Didn't know what he was doing or where he was going he was just driving. He wished he could just drive away out of Tree Hill, out of America, out of the world, out of his life. Things never happened like that though but if they did he would go out of his way to do it. His head, his life was so messed up at the minute with anger for himself, with love for that speical girl he is dreaming of, with hate for himself as to why he would do that to himself. He found himself driving round to Peyton's house. He stopped the car and sat there for a while and stared at her house. She was in there. Her blonde curly locks, her piercing hazel/green eyes, her soft silky touch. He loved everything about her. The way she looked, the way she dressed, the way she spoke, the way she is around other people. He got out of the car and walked to the front door knowing if he knocked she wouldn't answer so he walked in. There she was with Haley on the sofa. "Haley whats wrong? Whats happened is Nathan ok?" Lucas stared at a tear stained face that Haley bore on her face. "Lucas please can you just leave us Haley is in a bit of a state but she'll be fine" Peyton said getting up and patting Haley's shoulder. "Haley your my best friend you can tell me anything why are you crying?" Lucas said walking towards Haley. "Lucas just clear off please" Peyton said her voice getting angier and louder. Lucas stepped back in shock. Why was Haley crying? Why was Peyton being so protective of Haley? Can she not speak for herself? "Haley tell me now or I'm..." Lucas said but was interupted by Haley's scream as she threw the pregnancy test that she had been hiding in her hands at him. It fell on the floor. Lucas read...
