We made it to Chapter 3! Yes! Disclaimer: Own Big Time Rush? Us? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. That's funny. Nope, we don't own BTR, sorry to disappoint. Warnings: Strong sexual content and language


James' POV (Cont.)

We had reached the pool. I set her down gently on her feet, being extra careful since she was wearing high heels. "Okay Katie, tell me what exactly Kyle did, and I'll make sure to do it even better than he did. I'll have you screaming my name in minutes."

"He just touched me and it felt awesome."

I licked my lips slowly. I hated the idea of someone touching Katie besides me, it made me burn with rage, but I couldn't let that affect my performance. "Was it through your underwear?" I asked her.

"No, I wasn't wearing any."

Of course she wasn't. What had I expected her to say?

"Anything else you wanna know?"

"So...he actually touched you? I mean, there was nothing in-between his fingers and, well, you? I'm just checking, because I'm pretty sure you can get STD's that way."

Katie stared at me and then burst out laughing. "You dufus, no you can't! And no there was nothing between his fingers and me."

"Okay," I said, "time to prove you that I am straighter than anyone you know - especially Kyle...I knew that kid was trouble," I added in a mumble.

"We'll see."

I reached under Katie's skirt, and gently hooked my fingers around the waistband of her...was that a thong? Of course it was. What else would she be wearing? I slid the thong down her legs, and glanced at her to make sure that she was okay, before gently creeping my fingers back up the inside her thighs.

"James, you're killing me." she said.

"Hmmm?" I teased her, gently nipping at her ear.

"Please." she begged.

I grinned, sliding my hands up and down her thighs. "Please what?" I continued to tease. "Say it Katie, tell me what you want me to do to you."

"Touch me." she groaned.

I smirked in satisfaction, and slipped a finger up her inner thigh, until it was just softly brushing her center. She was already damp. Ohhhh...

Katie jerked in response. "Oh." she breathed.

"You like that?" I whispered, licking around her earlobe.

"Yessss."

"How about this?" and I pressed a little harder against her clit, before adding another finger.

"Mmmm"

I laid her back against the stone ground that surrounded the pool.

I gently began rubbing in circles, applying enough pressure for her to squirm under me.

"Don't stop." she said.

I chuckled. "As if I would."

"James." she moaned, tossing her head back in pleasure.

Aaaghh...the sound of her moan and the sight of her in such obvious ecstasy, all at my doing, went straight down to my groin. Was it just me or were my jeans getting a little too tight?

Katie grinned as I shifted slightly. "Getting turned on?" she asked.

"Maybe."

She smiled in satisfaction. "Good. Maybe you're not gay after all."

"I'm not!" I said.

"Hmmm hmmm," she said with a smirk. "You haven't quite proven it to me. Come on James, you know what to do. Take your pants off." she breathed.

"My four favorite words," I said as I began to unzip and unbutton my jeans. "Especially coming from your mouth."

"Oh. Wow." she said when I had my pants pulled off.

"You like?" I asked her as her eyes widened slightly.

"Yeah. Those really don't hide much." she added.

I smirked. "I wore them specially for you."

"You sure know how to make a girl feel special."

"It's my forte."

"Get back over here and finish what you started."

"Okay," I agreed, "as long as you finish what YOU started." I indicated my boxer briefs and the growing problem.

"I promise." she whined. "Just, please..."

I chuckled again and began rubbing her center, changing speed and pressure, according to her moans and whimpers, and how much her hips bucked.

"Harder."

I obeyed, strengthening the pressure as she thrashed, moaning with pleasure. She bucked her hips up, into my hand, so that my fingers were buried even deeper in her clit.

"It...feels...so...good!" she gasped.

"How good?" I asked, changing the pace to agonizingly slow, and then speeding up again.

"If you do that again..."She gasped. "I will kick your ass!"

I grinned. "How are you going to do that when you're flat on your back and begging for more?"

"Don't test me! A-and as good as this feels. I-it's not e-enough."

"What do you need?" I asked, already knowing what she was going to say.

"Take me."

Those were the two most beautiful words in the English language. I think mini James agreed with me, since he seemed to be getting even more excited.

"Now." she said.

I lowered myself onto my elbows so that I was just barely hovering over her. "If we're going to do this, we're not going to do it half-assed," I told her. "And I refuse to be the only one naked."

Katie smirked at me. "But you're so good at it," she purred before turning serious. "What do you want?"

"I will not be doing you up against a wall...maybe in the pool, but not against a wall. I'll slam you up against the wall, but that's beforehand." I paused. "Are you sure you're ready for this?"

"Yes, I'm sure."

Okay, so Kendall was going to kill me. But whatever. He had been ready to kill me since he woke up from wherever he had been passed out. And it would be totally worth it.

"Are you scared James?"

"No! I've done this dozens of times with girls! I'm just...I want to make this good for you, that's all. And I want to make you feel better than Kyle did."

"You saying you've done this dozens of times doesn't comfort me. It actually grosses me out." she added.

"Well, maybe that was a slight exaggeration," I admitted. "And maybe I'm a little nervous...but I'm not scared!" I added defensively. "Just...nervous."

"You know when you have sex, you sleep with everyone your partner has slept with."

"And when you finger someone, you're fingering everyone your partner has...forget it, this is a really stupid defense," I grumbled.

"Are you nervous that Kendall's going to do when he finds out? Yeah, it is. And for the record, I've never fingered anybody, but you have. You just made it worse for yourself."

"Yeah, I do that a lot, don't I? Okay, how about this: When you touch someone, you're touching everyone your partner has ever touched. That didn't sound any better, did it? And yeah, maybe I'm a little nervous about Kendall finding out. But he can't scare me away! Besides, we have too much sexual tension, Katie. This is going to happen no matter how much I ramble."

"I know, I'm scared."

My heart nearly broke for her. I brushed a piece of hair out of her eyes. "Of what, baby?"

"I couldn't fit a tampon up there and you expect me to fit that?" she asked.

Ohhh...that's what she was worried about. "I'll go super slow," I promised her. "And I'm not a tampon."

"I know, you're a lot bigger."

Well, as much of a compliment as that was... "I've seen tampons," I told her. "Those things look painful."

"To you, yeah." She laughed lightly. "They don't normally hurt, I'm just the exception. Although, I'm sure it will be good for you considering I'm insanely tight."

"Okay, yeah, probably," I agreed. "But I promise, I'll be as careful and gentle as I can possibly be. And if you want me to stop, just say so. I don't want to hurt you."

"Okay." she whispered.

I reached for the hem of her shirt. "Want to help me with this?" I asked her.

"Sure" she said as she sat up. "You should take your shirt off too, Maybe you're abs will distract me."

"I can do that," I told her, and pulled my t-shirt up over my head, to reveal my washboard abs. Yes, ladies and gentlemen, they are beautiful.

"Do I get to see your butt dimples too?" she asked with a smirk.

"Is that you're way of asking me to take my boxers off?"

"N-no." she stuttered.

"You sure?" I teased her. "Cuz it kind of looks like you're blushing. Come on, admit it, you want to see my goods. They are pretty fabulous, I've gotta admit."

"Shut up." she said as she started to pull her shirt off.

I watched, mesmerized, as she pulled her shirt up over her head, revealing her black lace bra.

"What? I'm hideous right?" she asked covering her chest.

"Absolutely not!" I cried, and took her hands, prying them away from her chest. "You're beautiful, don't ever think you're hideous."

"Why were you staring at me like that?"

I blushed. "Because you really are so beautiful," I mumbled out. "I couldn't look away."

"Corny much?"

"Hey, I only speak the truth, and if it comes with corn, then so be it. And just for the record," I added, "corn is awesome."

"Yeah." she agreed. "I probably shouldn't even bring this up right now, but I wonder what Kendall's doing." she added.

"Katie," I informed her. "Nothing is worse for a cock-block than bringing up your big brother."

"Sorry!" she apologized. "Maybe I can fix that." she said as she put her hand on my crotch.

Ohhhh...I rolled my hips against her hand, throwing my head back in pleasure, just as she had done earlier.

"It looks like the tables are turned. You like that?" she purred.

"Oh God, you have no idea," I groaned.

She smirked and gripped a little harder. "How about that?"

"Mmmmnnnn…" was about all I could get out at this point. "Oh yeah! Mmmm…tighter, babe!"

She gripped even tighter. "Are you sure this isn't hurting you?"

I looked at her through lidded eyes. "This is perfect." I paused. "You can move your hand if you want."

"Away?"

I scowled at her. "Don't even think about it."

"I- I don't know what to do."

I gently covered her hand in mine. "I am so glad I'm your first. Anyway...just up and down...once I'm naked, we'll get to the fun stuff."

"Okay." she said slightly unsure.

She moved her hand under mine, my hand guiding her, until she gained a little more confidence.

"James." she whispered.

"Yeah?" I whispered back.

"Touch me."

"I can do that." Propping myself up one elbow, I lazily stroked her clit with one finger, swirling it around as she moaned, still keeping the rhythm going on me.

"Mmmm. Why did we never do this before?" she groaned.

"Because we could never get away with it before?" I suggested.

"We can barely get away with it now." she said, gripping tighter.

"Just don't think about your brother," I told her. "Ohhh...that feels so good..."

"I wasn't, but thanks for putting that in my head." she said loosening her grip.

I quickly pressed my fingers to her clit a little harder, widening the circles I was making. "Sorry," I apologized. "Is it okay if I try to loosen you up a bit? I'll use my finger."

"Oh!" she gasped. "O-okay."

I repositioned myself so that I was still stroking her clit, but so that my index finger on my left hand was right at her entrance. I gently, slowly, slid it in. Wow...she really was tight.

Katie hissed. "Hmmm"

"Is that okay?" I asked, keeping my finger perfectly still. "Does it hurt?"

"A little, it's burning. Is that normal?"

"Ummm..." let's see...had I ever slept with any virgins? No...I don't think so...But hey, it was supposed to hurt the first time, right? "I think so..."

"It feels really uncomfortable."

"Just try to relax around my finger," I directed her. "Think happy thoughts about kittens!" At the same time, I changed the speed of my other hand on her clit to help take her mind off of the pain. "Or...focus on my abs! Or I could take my boxers off, that would really distract you!"

"I think if you did that it would freak me out. And thinking about kittens while you're doing that would be gross and weird."

"Okay...focus on my fingers on your clit. Think about how good it feels. Tell me what I can do to make it feel even better."

"I-I don't know. You're the expert, Dr. Love. You should know what to do." she added.

"How about I take your bra off?" I suggested. "That way I can focus on another part of your body, and you can too."

"Why don't you take my skirt off too while you're at it?"

"Okay!" I agreed eagerly.

"Horndog!"

"You say that like it's a bad thing."

"Would man whore be better?"

"Horndog it is," I agreed.

She grinned up at me. "So are you gonna take my bra off or not?"

I took my fingers away from her clit and her entrance, helped her sit up, and with fumbling fingers, unhooked her bra. It fell away to the ground. I nearly fainted.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah," I choked out. "Just...ummm...you're gorgeous. Whoa..."

"Thanks." she blushed.

"Ummm...I guess I'll do your skirt now," I mumbled. I unbuttoned her denim skirt and tugged it down. She was completely naked.

"It's kinda cold dude."

I grinned. "The pool's heated."

"Do you think it would help, you know cause the water acts like a lubrication?"

I hadn't even though of that. "Sure," I agreed readily. "But these are really expensive boxers, so I'm going to have to take them off."

"What about me bleeding?"

"I'll have the pool guy go over it extra thoroughly."

"Okay." she mumbled getting into the pool.

I hooked my thumbs under the waistband of my boxers, and slid them down, before following her into the water.

"Now what?" she asked

"Come here," I said, reaching for her and pulling her plush against me. "Just let me know when you're ready."

"We should probably go down to the deeper end, but it's 5'5 down there...I'll drown."

"We'll wade in a little deeper, until you're covered from the waist down," I told her.

"I mean I guess it wouldn't matter, my legs are going to be wrapped around you anyways. You won't let me drown right?"

"Of course not! I'll hold you up, don't worry love."

"Have you been reading the Twilight series?"

"Why? Am I talking like Edward Cullen?"

"Yes,"

"Ooh. That was completely unintentional. I was trying to sound British, not vampire-esque."

"Right...I'm ready."

"Okay." I wrapped my arms around her waist, lifted her up so that her legs were wrapped around my upper abs, and carried her to the deeper end, making sure that I had a good hold on her.

"This is gonna suck."

"Okay, yeah, probably," I agreed. "But you never know, you might actually enjoy it after the initial pain is over. Anyway," I added, "I'm going to go in on the count of three, okay?"

"Most girls don't have an orgasm their first time." she said. "O-okay."

"I'll see what I can do," I told her. "On the count of three..One...Two...Three..." I aimed my hips, and directed myself into her entrance, hovering just inside.

"James."

"Are you okay?"

"No, but just do it quick."

"Okay," I agreed, and kissed her forehead, before steadily moving in.

"Don't tell me when you're going to do it."

I continued to move in her, until I felt the very tip brush up against her wall. I was there. Once I pressed forward, she would officially no longer be a virgin, by most standards.

"I'm there," I told her, kissing her shoulder. "Are you okay?"

"Okay as I can be." She said with a strained smile.

I pushed forward until...I felt her hymen break.

Katie yelped and sunk her nails into my back.

"James," she whimpered and I felt hot tears on my shoulder.

I clutched her tightly. "It's okay," I whispered. "It's okay. I won't move. I'm here. I've got you."

"It hurts." she sniffled.

"I know," I murmured, trying to stroke her hair while still holding her up. "It'll pass. Just relax. Breathe, Katie, breathe. Just hold onto me."

"What happens with us after this?" she asked relaxing slightly.

"Oh. Well, I was going to ask you out on a date," I told her, still keeping very still so I wouldn't hurt her any further. I couldn't even think about good she felt, not when she was so obviously in pain.

"What if I have to go back to Minnesota?"

"You won't," I said determinedly. "Either you'll stay with us, or I'll stay with you in your apartment. You're going to be with me no matter what."

"How can you be so sure of that? Kendall's not going to let me stay here."

"Well, he doesn't have much say over whether or not I stay with you in 2J," I assured her. "So even if he still refuses to let you stay here, I'll be with you in the apartment. It's as simple as that. Ummm," I added, "tell me when I can move."

"Sorry, I-I think you can move now. I know this has to be hard for you. No pun intended!" she said quickly

I had to grin at that one. "Don't worry about it, and even so, that was very punny."

She flexed her muscles and grinned back. "How's that?"

I groaned at the sensation around my cock. "Oh Katie...that was amazing..." I gently began to move out, and then slide back in, getting a slow rhythm going.

Katie's face scrunched up. "Mmm."

"Is that a good moan or a bad moan?" I asked worriedly, immediately pausing what I was doing.

"It's not exactly bad, it just- It hurts."

"Is it okay if I move again?"

"Mhm."

She winced a little when I moved.

"Are you okay?" I asked in alarm.

"Oooh, yeah...ummm...just...it's not...exactly...comfortable..."

"Do you want me to stop?"

She shook her head and let out a breath. "N-no, it's okay."

I stopped anyway. "Katie, you're in pain."

She made a face. "I'm going to be."

Crap. Why, in my long list of conquests, had I never slept with any virgins? If I had, then maybe I would know what do to make it better for her. "What can I do?" I asked desperately.

"I don't think there's anything you can do." she said. "It's just something I'm going to have to deal with."

"Kaaatie..." I whined. "There must be SOMETHING."

"How would I know? I was a virgin until like a minute ago."

"Oooh...good point...Ummmm...Are you sure I can move?"

"Yeah, I'm sure. You're going to have to move at some point."

That was true. I could already feel the pressure building. "All right," I agreed reluctantly, and slowly pulled out and pushed back in.

Katie closed her eyes and whimpered softly.

I immediately froze.

She opened her eyes. "Seriously?"

"Seriously what?"

"Are you going to stop every time?"

"I don't like seeing you in pain," I said defensively.

"I understand that." she smiled reassuringly. "It's going to hurt this time though. There's nothing you can do to change that."

I sighed and kissed her softly. "I'll be gentle."

"Okay." she said before kissing me again.

I pulled out, keeping my pace deliberate and slow, and then gently pushed back in. Ohhhhh...Okay, focus, this was not easy for Katie...Her nails dug into my shoulders as she squeezed her eyes shut with pain.

"Are you sure you're okay?" I managed to get out.

"Yes and if you don't stop asking me that, we'll be done."

Well, there was a threat for you. I shut my mouth, kissed her again, and continued to move in and out, picking the pace up gradually. I groaned. How was it possible for someone to feel this good?

Katie looked at me. "Are you okay?" she asked.

I blushed. "Yeah, I'm good."

"Awww, you're blushing!"

I blushed even more. "I am not!"

"Yes you are." she giggled.

"Ummmm...well, it's hot in here," I said defensively.

"Yeah," she grinned. "It's real hot in here."

"It is!" I cried.

Her grin widened. "I know."

"I was talking about the actual heat...although..."

"Although...what?"

I grinned back. "Between the two of us, I think we add about twenty degrees to the temperature."

She blushed.

I smiled in success and continued to pump in and out of her, still being extra careful.

"I was right, this totally sucks."

I bit my lip. Immediately, doubts began to creep into my mind. She was right, this was only good for me, but for her, it had to be a mixture of painful and boring. But what could I do? I'd been having trouble in - ahem - bed, lately, and I was beginning to think I was losing my touch.

"Oh...James...I didn't mean it like that!" she cried, seeing my face. "It's not you- I mean it is- But- I- I'm not used to being stretched like this!" Her blush immediately came back.

I could feel my face reddening even more. "Yeah, I know...I just wanted to make it good for you is all."

"It's not going to be that good for me this time."

"But it should be," I whined. "You deserve for it to be good."

"Thanks, but that's not how it works." she smiled.

"Well it should be," I grumbled, working on keeping my pace steady so I didn't hurt her anymore than I already was.

She smiled and pecked my lips. "If it makes you feel any better, it's not hurting as much."

"Great," I pouted. "That's just on the painful side of an orgasm."

"Don't pout."

"Fine."

"Shouldn't you be happy it's not hurting me as bad?"

"I am! I'm just not happy I'm hurting you at all."

"Well, maybe if you weren't so big." she grinned.

I moaned.

"What?" she asked.

I blushed even deeper. Great. Now I was going to look like a very handsome radish.

"N-nothing."

"What?" she prodded.

"It's just...kinda hot...when you talk like that," I mumbled out, avoiding her gaze.

"Talk like what?"

"You know, about my size and stuff," I muttered.

"Oh." she said, blushing again.

"Sorry," I said quickly. "I didn't mean- I mean- I- I didn't mean to embarrass you."

"It's okay."

"Are you sure? I mean, I can stop bringing stuff like that up...I think..."

"Yeah, I'm sure. You know, it's not really hurting anymore. It's really uncomfortable though." she said.

I immediately brightened up. "Really?"

She nodded. "It's really, really uncomfortable though."

"I'll be really careful," I assured her. I paused. "Wait, how can it be uncomfortable, but not painful?"

"The pain from the stretching has pretty much died down. It just feels uncomfortable because I'm-" she paused and blushed. "I'm not used to having something inside of me."

"Ohhh..." Right, she didn't even wear tampons. "I guess it would be a pretty weird adjustment," I agreed.

She nodded. "You have no idea."

"I'm sorry," I said sadly. "I should have loosened you up more with my finger, gotten you used to the sensation."

"Probably." she agreed. "It's okay though."

I smiled sadly at her. "You're really tough, you know that?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, you just...you haven't even screamed in pain or anything."

"Not since you broke my hymen."

"Well, that doesn't count."

"Umm...Okay."

"I mean, because it was, you know, your hymen. But you haven't screamed since I started moving."

She nodded. "It hurt, but it wasn't painful enough to make me want to scream. Cry maybe, but not scream."

"I'm sorry," I said again. "I know I keep saying that, but I really am."

"I know you are." she smiled and kissed me.

I deepened the kiss, pausing my lower body so that I could focus on my lips on hers.

She pulled me closer, wrapping her arms around my neck.

I moaned against her mouth. "You're amazing," I murmured, not quite taking my lips away from hers.

"Why?" she murmured back.

"You just are."

"Well thanks," she teased. "That puts it into perspective for me."

I grinned back. "I'm glad I could be of service."

"You can move if you want to. I know it has to be kind of difficult for you to stay still."

"A little," I admitted.

"Move, it's okay."

I should have argued more, but it was starting to get extremely painful to stay still for so long, so I hesitantly pumped in and out.

She smiled at me and then looked down. She turned red and quickly looked back up.

I tried to keep from smiling, but it was hard...she was just so cute!

She looked up at me and her blush deepened.

"Something wrong?" I teased her.

"N-no." she stuttered, her blush somehow managing to get darker.

"Really now. Cuz you're blushing even more than I was earlier."

"Shut up." she mumbled.

"So, what's wrong?" I prodded her.

"Look down." she said quietly.

I obeyed, even though I already knew what I was going to see. Still, it was pretty surreal to see our bodies connected like that...kind of...I don't know...erotic I guess. I looked back up at her and she was still blushing.

"Ummm...wow...that's...wow..."

"Nice vocabulary." she teased.

I blushed for the millionth time that day.

"Who's blushing now?" she laughed.

"Well...I mean, I knew what to expect..."

"Obviously..."

"What do you mean?"

"Well, you're not exactly innocent when it comes to sex..." she trailed off.

I rolled my eyes, but she had a point...

"True," I agreed. "It just kind of...shocked me...I guess."

"How?"

"I don't know," I admitted. "It's strange..."

"Good strange or bad strange?"

"Good. Definitely good."

She smiled again.

I continued keeping the pace, hoping that the uncomfortable-ness would leave Katie alone.

"So...Umm...How-" she paused and blushed again. "How does it feel for you?"

"Beyond amazing," I muttered, turning tomato red again. "Better than anything, ever."

"What's it feel like?" she asked curiously.

"It's like...I don't know...perfectly warm and tight and just...really, really amazing...I don't even know how to describe it. You just feel really, really good."

"Oh." she said. "I always wondered what it was like for guys."

"Well, ummm...it just feels amazing," I mumbled.

"So I've been told." she said playfully.

"Well, that's kind of the only word that's coming into my mind," I explained. "How did it feel when I touched you?" I prompted her.

She blushed again and almost looked down. "Really good."

I leaned forward so my lips were centimeters from her ear. "When you're stretched out and used to me, I'm going to make sure THIS feels even better than that."

I heard her breath catch.

"Oh." she breathed out.

I licked along her earlobe. "You will feel sooo good you won't even believe it. I can do things that you haven't even imagined."

She gasped and tightened her grip on me.

"Ooohhh..." I breathed out. "You like that?"

She nodded and looked up at me, her eyes dilated.

"Do you want more?" I whispered in her ear.

"Mhm."

"You feel so good around me," I murmured. "You're so tight."

"Oh." she breathed again, pushing herself closer to me.

"You feel so hot around me," I continued. "Like you just out of the hot tub..."

"That's- That's really warm." she stuttered.

"I know." I began kissing down her jaw. "And you're so wet down there." I was starting to get into this.

"Oooh." she moaned, turning her head to the side.

I kissed along her neck. I didn't know if the moan had been for what I had said, or what I was doing, but I appreciated it all the same.

"I love being in you," I murmured. "I can't believe how good you feel."

She moaned again and arched into me.

"How do you feel?" I asked.

"B-better."

"How much better?"

"It's still uncomfortable if that's what you're asking about. It's going to be, but it's tolerable."

"Does my talking dirty help?"

"M-maybe."

"Only maybe?"

She blushed again.

"You're so adorable when you're embarrassed," I informed her, now kissing across her collarbone.

"Th-thanks."

"You're stuttering," I commented mildly, licking across the path I had just kissed.

She gasped again, bucking her hips. She looked at me with wide eyes.

I looked up at her in shock. "What is it?"

"N-nothing."

"That was not nothing! You looked completely turned on!"

She blushed again.

"Katie?" I prompted her. "What is it?"

"I- I don't know. When you did that- I- I just- My hips moved on their own."

I continued to stare at her. "When I did what?"

"What you just did."

"When I licked you?"

"Y-yeah."

I frowned a little. "Okay." I tried it again.

She did it again...Hmmm...

That was obviously a sensitive spot for her...I kissed the exact same spot to see what her reaction would be.

She tightened her grip and bucked her hips again, moaning.

I guess she liked that. I gently scraped my teeth against that same place.

"James." she gasped.

"You like that?" I asked, keeping my voice husky and seductive.

"Yes."

"Just that one spot?"

"Uhhh..."

"Hmmm?"

"That's not the only sensitive spot. Only one other person besides myself knows about it."

"Where is it and who is it?"

"Gabi." she answered, ignoring my first question.

"How does she know? And where is it?"

"Girl talk and she likes to mess with me...she thinks it's funny."

"How nice of her. And where is it?" I asked, a little more urgently.

"I'm not telling you, it's super sensitive." she blushed.

"Which is exactly why I want to know. Come on Katie, you can tell me, I won't use it against you."

"No," she said, her blush darkening. "It's like- almost like instant orgasm sensitive."

"Then I can make this better for you. Please?"

She shook her head.

This was insane! There was a spot on her body that would send her practically into an orgasm, and she refused to tell me where it was! I sighed and moved my hands to her knees to tighten her legs around me. She tensed when I touched the back of her knee. Wait- Was this?

"Katie?" I asked hesitantly, stroking the back of her knee slightly.

"James." she gasped.

I added a little more pressure experimentally.

She tightened her grip and pulled me closer.

"How does it feel?" I whispered, now rubbing circles into her skin.

"Oooh." she moaned and her muscles clenched a little.

I gasped at the feeling. "That...good?"

"I told you it was sensitive."

"I'm not judging. It's so hot to see you like this."

"I- I don't- There's just something about the crease."

"Must be some sort of nerve or something...Wooow...that's fucking hot."

She gasped again and bucked against me.

I moaned...so good...

"James." she moaned.

I added a second finger to the back of her knee to see if that had any effect.

She whimpered and pulled me into a kiss.

"Mmmmm..." I moaned into the kiss. "You...are...so...amazing..."

She moaned and her muscles clenched again.

I groaned as my muscles spasm-ed slightly. "I love you."

"W-what?"

Ohhh. Had I just said that out loud? Oops...

"What did you say?"

"I- uhhh- I said I love you."

"D-do you mean that?"

Was I blushing as much as I thought I was blushing?

"Y-yeah, I do."

She looked me in the eyes with a look I'd never seen before. She looked scared...maybe even broken?

"Do you honestly mean it?" she asked, her voice wavering.

"Yes Katie, I love you. I mean it more than anything."

"How much?"

"As much as I love the guys...only romantically..." Wow, that sounded kind of lame...

She gave me a weird look in response.

"You know what I mean. I love you more than pretty much anything. I would do anything for you."

"So...If I asked you to give up all that is Cuda, you would do it?"

"Ummm...yeah...I guess I would...Please don't make me do that!" I begged.

"I won't...I just wanted to know."

I immediately relaxed. "Oh thank goodness."

"I- I love you too." she said quietly, I almost didn't hear it.

"You do?" I gasped. "Really?" Oh man, I just knew I was grinning like a complete dope.

"Mhm. I never said anything cuz I was afraid."

"Of what?" I asked, trailing up and down the back of her thigh.

"That you didn't feel the same way, that it would freak you out."

I thought about that for a moment. "How long have you felt that way?"

"In love with you or crushing on you?"

"Ummm...let's go with crushing."

"Before I made you sign that contract."

My jaw dropped. "That- that long? But you- you made me- you made me- it was all an act?"

"I couldn't let you know and have you teasing me, now could I?"

"I wouldn't have...teased...you..." my voice trailed off at the end. Okay, so maybe I would've...just a little bit. But I mean, come on, the girl was fourteen, and I was eighteen, it wasn't like I was really going to be looking at her.

She cocked an eyebrow. "Really?"

I winced. "I didn't sound very convincing, did I?"

She shook her head. "I knew what would happen if you knew. I didn't want to be teased and most importantly, I didn't want to make things weird."

"I'm sorry," I said honestly. "I didn't- I mean- I'm sorry."

"Why are you apologizing...again?"

"I don't know...I just wish I hadn't been the kind of person who would tease you about having a perfectly normal crush on someone...like, say, me."

"You would tease me about it no matter who I had a crush on. I was like a sister to you at the time, it's understandable."

"I guess..." I did a quick little pump-pump in and out of her. "How about being in love with me? Or- I know! How long have you wanted to sleep with me?"

She blushed the darkest I'd seen yet. "That is classified."

"Awwww, come on," I protested, moving my hand back down to behind her knee. "I'll show you mine if you show me yours," I added with a wink.

"James!" she yelled.

I pouted. "So you don't want to know how long I've been having DREAMS and FANTASIES about you?"

Her blush came back. "You've-"

I smirked. "I've-?"

She rolled her eyes. "How long- How long have you had feelings for me?"

Now it was my turn to blush. "Since- since right after you-" I mumbled something under my breath.

She smirked like a had a few seconds ago. "After I-?"

I sighed. "Since right after you turned sixteen."

She gaped at me. "Seriously?"

"Ummm...yeah. Why? Is it that shocking?"

"Kind of. I mean- When did- How did you- How did those feelings change?"

"I guess...I don't know. It was slow, I guess. I know one time you hugged me, and I realized that a jolt went through my body. Another time I got- you know- hard from seeing you in a bikini. I started noticing things about you that I never noticed before. And then the dreams started."

"So part of it was because of my body?"

"Well, yeah, I mean, I couldn't exactly help but notice certain stuff. Not all of it, but some of it, yeah."

"So...What things were you noticing about me that you never noticed before? And what certain stuff about my body did you notice?"

"I guess the way you'd laugh...the way you like your waffles. The way you eat ice cream...How you bite your bottom lip when you're thinking hard. Your attitude, like you just don't give a damn. Your sarcasm. And as for your body...well, for one thing, I finally noticed that you had a chest."

"The way I like my waffles? You like my attitude? I don't think I had a very big chest then. I mean, I guess it would be considered big because of how tiny I am, but I was only a B."

I licked my lips. "That didn't matter to me then. It still doesn't," I added quickly.

"But, you're not going to complain about the fact that they're bigger now right?"

"No...that would be rude...and stupid..."

She grinned. "I think you like them better now."

I pumped in and out a little more quickly. "Prove it."

She pushed herself flush against me.

"Ahhhhh..." I groaned. "How about this? I like them exactly the same?"

"Liar." she said, laughing a little.

I pouted. "There's nothing wrong with a girl with a size-B chest...especially when she's five-one."

"I didn't say there was, but you do remember that I'm not a B anymore right?"

"Yeah, it's kind of obvious."

Her grin widened.

"Stop smirking," I grumbled. "I already liked you when you were smaller."

"But?"

"But what? Your bra size had nothing to do with me liking you."

"I didn't say it did."

"But it was implied," I argued.

"And?"

"And nothing."

"Whatever. Anyways, you skipped over the waffles and my attitude."

"Oh yeah. Yes, I like watching you top your waffles with strawberry and whipped cream. And your attitude...Wow..."

"What's so great about me topping my waffles with strawberries and whipped cream? What's wrong with my attitude?"

"I don't know, it's just kind of sexy. Nothing's wrong with your attitude. It's tough; you act like you don't give a fuck about anything."

"I don't give a fuck about anything."

I pouted. "Not even about me?"

"You know what I meant."

"Right, about the general stuff."

She nodded. "So, wanna tell me about these dreams?"

I paused. "Do I have to?"

She pouted. "I wanna know."

"Well, there was one with us in my bed back at the apartment," I spilled before I could stop myself.

"W-what happened?" she asked curiously.

I blushed deeply. "You came into my room one night, dressed in this sort of black lace teddy thing...You crawled into bed with me...told me you wanted me...I kissed you...I think you can fill in the blanks."

"Tell me." she whispered.

"We made love," I whispered. "Rough...hard...hot..."

She gasped like she had earlier.

"What?"

"That's- That's hot."

"I know."

"When did you have it?"

"The first time was about eight months ago," I admitted.

"That's when you had the first dream?"

"Yeah..." I mumbled. "Something like that..."

She looked at me questioningly.

"Well, it's been a recurring dream," I explained. "Some details might be a little different, but it's always the same idea."

"Oh, did you...you know?" she blushed again.

"Did I what?" I asked.

Her blush deepened. "Did you cum?"

I blushed too. "Ummmm...kind of..."

"What do you mean...kind of?"

"Well...I mean...maybe I came a little..."

"A little?"

My blushed deepened incredibly. "Okay, maybe a lot..."

"Why are you embarrassed?"

"I'm not embarrassed!"

"Then why are you blushing so hard? You look like a tomato."

"I do not!" I protested

"You kind of do."

"Well...well...I-"

"You what?"

"Well...why should I be embarrassed?" I said defensively.

"I didn't say you should be. I don't think you have a reason to be."

"Exactly!"

"Ookkaaayyyy."

"Stop looking at me weird."

"You are weird."

"Yeah, but I'm adorably and lovably weird."

She shrugged. "If you say so."

I stuck out my bottom lip. "You don't think I am?" I whined.

She shook her head.

"Why not?"

"You're not adorable, you're handsome." she grinned.

"Good answer," I replied with a grin.

"I know."

"So, any more questions about my dreams?"

She nodded. "When did you have your very first dream about me?"

I took a deep breath. Time to come completely clean. "Two weeks after your sixteenth birthday."

"Really? What was it about?"

"We were on the beach," I began. "Just messing around. It was just us. We were playing around in the ocean, and it was nearly sundown when we finally got back to the beach. We collapsed on the sand, and I kissed you."

"Aww, that's sweet."

I blushed even more.

"Why are you blushing now?"

"Just a reflex," I answered.

"Oh. Are you- Are you close to...you know...soon?"

"Yeah...kind of...I hadn't really been thinking about it- talking's been distracting me."

"Sorry."

"No, no, it's a good thing!" I quickly assured her. "This way there's still a chance that you'll be able to...you know...cum..."

"I doubt it, but is there- Do you want me to help?"

"Um...how were you planning on helping?"

"I don't know. Maybe moving my hips? It's got to be better than me not moving at all."

It's true, I was doing all the work, but this was her first time. "Only if you think it won't hurt you," I said worriedly.

"I can try."

I nodded in agreement. "Okay. Go ahead."

She pushed her hips against mine.

"Ohhhh..." I groaned. "That feels...ohhhh..."

She looked up at me. "Is- Was that okay?"

I kissed her gently. "That was amazing."

She blushed. "I don't really know what to do."

"Just do what you just did," I suggested.

She gave me an unsure look, but moved her hips the way she had before.

I groaned again. "That...wow..." I switched angles slightly, and thrust into her a little bit harder than before.

She made a face.

"S-sorry," I gasped out. "Too rough?"

"A little." she said, smiling slightly.

"Sorry," I said again, pushing back into her more gently this time.

"It's okay." she said before quietly apologizing.

I frowned. "Why are YOU apologizing?"

"I feel like I'm taking away from your pleasure because you can't do what you want."

"Correction: I can't do what I normally do." I paused. "Katie, would you call this making love?"

"I- I guess so. Why?"

"Because I don't think I've ever made love to ANYONE. It's always been just sex, purely for the pleasure, not about being with someone in the most intimate way." I blushed furiously. Wow...I just sounded like a Hallmark card.

"Oh. Natural reaction again?" she teased, bringing her hand up to cup my cheek. "I think what you just said is really sweet." She smiled and pulled my lips down to hers.

I paused in my thrusting again as I kissed her back.

She broke the kiss after a couple more seconds. "Is there anything I can do to help you?"

"Just keep moving your hips," I told her. I paused, thinking, and then decided against the idea- she wasn't ready for it yet. It was one thing for me to talk dirty to her, but another thing for her to do it back.

"Okay." she said, moving them again.

"Gehhhh..." I breathed out. "Ohhhh...Kaaaatieeee...amazing..."

She looked up at me in...wonder? "Does it really feel that good?"

"Hmmm hmm..." I moaned. "God...I wish I could help you feel this way..."

She blushed again.

I could feel the pressure building, and I forced myself to keep the slow and steady pace. It felt agonizingly good, and I could feel my muscles tensing.

"Are you okay?" she asked, looking at me with an unreadable expression.

I was gasping by this point. "Katie...brace yourself...I'm going to..." One last thrust, and that was one too many. I felt my muscles clench tightly and I gripped her hard, screaming her name at the top of my lungs.

She gasped in response.

I can't remember the last time I had cum that hard. I don't know if I ever had. I finally surfaced, grinning like an idiot.

"Ummm...James?" Katie asked, her voice hitched, staring somewhere over my shoulder.

"Yeah?"

"WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?" Kendall roared.

I'm toast.


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