"What are you going to do now?"
"To be hones I don't know and I have no were to go. I´m not going back to camp, I can't see them in the eyes again after what I did."
"You have to sooner or later" She said taking a sip of her coffee "besides the se you as a hero Luke."
"Maybe, but that's not…"
"Shut up and listen to me Luke Castellan, we all knew why you started the war, you wanted the Gods to feel like you did, like nothing, right? But none of us knew why you dissident to set others over yourself and no matter what that reason was it made you a hero. And I believe you came for that reason" She said with deadly glare to be sure I would shut up.

'I always known I'm not a perfect person, there´s many things I wish I didn't do.
I never meant to do those things to you.

I just want you to know, I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be, a reason to start all over and that reason is you.

I'm sorry that I hurt you, which is something I must live with every day. All the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away.

I just want you to know I've found a reason to show, a side of me you didn't know and for all that I do, the reason is you.'

Maybe I´m a hero, but you have properly moved on with your life. What if you don't want be to crash it to your new build world. Who am I to think that you ever needed me, it´s just when I first met you were so little, vulnerable and ignescent.

Rachel made me swear upon the river Styx that I would go back to Camp Half-blood together with her. I already was regretting it before I was done saying it. After we were done eating she dragged me with her to find her friends. We found them in a cloth store for bough men and woman. And I thought it was a bad start on my new life, but now the differentiation of bad got a whole lot worse.
"Owh hey Rachel, I can see you´re out shopping with you new boyfriend" a blond girl said coming op to me, Rachel and her friends. She grabbed my hand and stepped a little closer, while saying "Yeah, do you have a problem with that?" she said it soft, but shape and cold in the edge. The blond girl looked me up and down. "He is hot." she sad to Rachel like she improved of me.
"Thanks" I said and could feel the tension drop a little, but is was still like being in the same room with a grumpy Thelia, static electricity running through the air, making goosebumps all over your body.
The noon was pretty awkward with all the girls finding cloth and modeling for them and the then switching rolls so it would be my try out cloth.
When I was taking my cloth on again Rachel came into the dressing room said as come as possible "We need to get out of here as soon I paid for that cloth!"
"Why is something wrong?" I asked and I was regretted every single word as soon as I said them, because there was always something wrong around demigods. She looked at me with a deathly glare.
"Melissa is my… my ex." The blond girl as I knew her as. In some way I was relived and chocked at the same time. "You mean you´re… swing for the other team?" I asked a little ashamed.
"No… I swig bough for teams, it's the best way to get a good game going. You should really try it I bet you like it." She said with a smirk. "My parents don't know about me being bi and I prefer to keep it that way. Those 'friends' out they would tell my parents if they found out. I am sorry for using you as my fake boyfriend, you don't deserve being dragged around with a lot of stupid girls." "No I deserve a lot worse so lest say it´s a good punishment, and by the way do you always talk that much?" "yeah, and I could properly talk you to sleep." She took the cloth she and her friends had pigged out for me, while she was warking out of the dressing room I said "Thanks for the cloth."
"You know I can't date a guy that hasn't changed his cloth for two years." She teased. "Have I really been gone for so long?"