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A/N What I think would happen if Bella actually went into the Cullen's House.

She leaned there against her red car staring at the abandoned home. Her future home, she used to think in the quiet nights when she slept next to her… next to him. A home where she and Ed… he would live in and sleep in… okay not so much sleep, but exist there together. She stood there awhile longer, the pain in her chest throbbing, just staring at the beautiful home she had come to think of as hers. Time passed and soon the sun was overhead.

She pushed off against the car and took a few steps forward before stopping. She couldn't will her self to go further… but what if something was left behind? What if he had left her a note saying he would come back, or better yet maybe he would be there. Her face brightened, something that was rare those days, and maybe Alice, Emmett, Carlisle, and… she stopped her face she breathed in deeply, the fragile stitches were straining against the emotional weight of it all. What if they weren't in there? She didn't know which one was worse having the Cullen's leave everything behind covered in dusk and white sheets or have them leave nothing behind. She took another step forward, pondering the decision. She took another hoping to find lucidity on the opaque subject with each step toward the house. She needed to know if there was anything, anything at all that had been left behind.

She walked slowly toward the door each step being placed on the ground firmly and with much thought. Finally reaching the door her hand reaching out toward the door handle where it paused in hesitation. "Come on," She whispered to herself, "You can do it." Her hand moved cupping the handle as she turned it slowly. She shook it slightly at first, a small back in forth gesture before trying to pull it violently off the door. It was locked. She stared at the door in shock. "Locked" she repeated again to herself, "The door is locked." Her disbelief turned to anger as she pounded on the door hitting it with her fists. The anger soon turned into anguish, as she slowly slumped against the door, after all that effort and time they had locked their door. Bella let out a frustrated cry. It was only when she felt chilly that she looked up again. The sun was setting behind the house. The glass in the house sparkling in all of the windows except for one, one open window on the second floor.

End part 1

A/N: This isn't a one shot it's a Two shot! Woooooot yea im just way to busy with school and swimming etc. that I cant finish but I really wanted to update something when the second part is finished ill put it together and make it a oneshot