AN: hi guys I'm sorry if this chapter seems depressive or overly dramatic. I'm basing everything from this chapter of the fact of once my neighbor was struck and hit by a car. He survived luckily and lived to tell us what he felt in the moment of being hit by a car. So I'm trying to base everything off of what he said .. Also I'm sorry a lot of these are no more then 500 words. I update daily so I compensate for the lake of words. I think. Anyways enjoy ~

DISCLAIMER: I DONT OWN DAN OR PHIL

Guardian soulmate

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In that moment my mind went blank as my body went numb. All I could hear was car brakes squealing and screams from who i could only guess was Phil. Then everything just stopped. The brakes didn't squeal, nothing. Only distant mumbling, as i thrown to the side of the road near our drive way unable to move anything.

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I heard Phil scream as he ran towards me. I could tell by what I could see that he was crying. Crying and yelling. In a few seconds new faces joined his. My mom, my dad, and a woman I had never met before. I could barely hear then but I could tell they were screaming and quite panicked. I heard the sirens blaring up our road being mixed in with the ringing in my ears. But that's it. All I saw was the faces of ones I loved and the beautiful blue sky above me.

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In that moment my brain finally caught up with what was happening. I was going to die. And all for what? Some boy I barely know? Heroic? Maybe. Stupid? No. Crazy. Absolutely.

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Things changed in that moment. Everything just felt meaningless. Everything that I had ever worried about felt so unimportant as of this moment. My family was crying, Phil was crying and here I was laying on a stretcher inside of an ambulance clinging to the last threads of my life. It really truly does put everything I've ever done into perspective.

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Then the world just went blank. No noise, nothing. Just darkness. And the permanent image of my family and my best friend crying in pain over me. Nice way to go out huh?

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Even after you die you can still feel and see the world going on around you. You can feel the world still revolving with or without you. But you still know that there are/were people who are going to miss you and that is a pleasant feeling at least

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And now that I'm thinking about it this all makes me sound EXTREMELY emo.. I swear I'm not.