Ugh... I could feel like I missed an hour worth of sleep. Overthinking all of those questions brought a great amount of stress to my mind. When I looked in the mirror, I could see a small amount of black lining under my eyes.

When I arrived at school, I headed straight to the men's locker room, and coincidentally, I met Aaron and his group of friends along the way. We walked down together to the men's locker room, although we didn't really talk to each other. I was just listening to him talk about football and hockey, while he was just rambling about the best football players.

When we got inside the men's locker room, I immediately changed out of my casual clothes into my athletic clothes. I could tell something was off though, the atmosphere became quiet in the locker room, mainly because Aaron talks majority of the time to his friends. I look behind me and see him with his shorts off but boxer briefs still on.

He gave me a smile... but the smile felt like a malicious smile.

"What are you doing you weirdo?" I said feeling confused.

"Hahaha" he laughed with the strangest voice of satisfaction.

Aaron left immediately and went straight to his friends and told him about what he had just done, the odd part is, I could hear what he was saying, but I dismissed it, he seemed like he was enjoying himself, so I didn't wanna kill the fun anyways, I kinda just played along.

When we came back to the gym, we were told to go outside to the field because we were going to play football for two weeks. Our teacher taught us the football rules but I don't necessarily remember since I'm not fond of football. But of course, I listened anyways since I wanted to be a bit more athletic and be more versatile in sports.

"Alright, the two team captains are Aaron and Darnell! Choose the people you want to be on your team, Aaron's team will have a belt."

Growing up, I was never picked first, even as a guy, most of the time, and I think it was because I never had that 'bro' side to me or I never really talked to the guys, but rather I talked to the girls more and that's why most girls are actually fond of me, more than guys, must be the reason why the guys call me a 'player'.

"I pick Ben." Aaron said while looking at me and smiling.

I mumbled under my breath,

"Oh dear, why am I on your team."

I think I was being mean... I could see if Aaron felt sad, especially since that was impolite of me to say that under my breath, it sounded like I didn't want to be on his team, truly though, that's just how I act when I'm fond of someone but I can't express it physically but rather I express it shyly through what other people could perceive as hatred.

After physical education and a class period, I arrive in U.S History.

Weird, I didn't see Aaron before in U.S History, so I went up to him and asked him.

"Hey, I didn't know you were in this class."

"Yeah, I got moved from my other class to this U.S History class."

"Oh..."

That explains why he's in this class considering I didn't see him before.

When time passed and it came around fifth period, I went into the Orchestra room. I sat with one of my classmates from middle school, he was talking to me about all the crazy memes and I just laughed at it genuinely while we were at the corner. Aaron talked to one of his, I would suppose friends and came over to me, he looked me straight in the eyes and said,

"I love you Ben."

I was surprised, no one has ever went up to me before and said they loved me, especially when a quarter of the class could've possibly heard him say that to me. He stared into my eyes and I don't know.. I think lust took over control because I could feel myself having a semi-boner. I snapped out of it because I didn't want to embarrass myself in front of my classmates and Aaron.

"Oh uh.." And I just walked off surprised and shock.

When I arrived home, all I could think about was that same exact moment, all the feelings...

"I love you Ben."

I could feel my heart beating... what was I gonna do!?... I immediately texted my best friend Blossom.

- Texting -

"Oh! Is he that guy with the blue hair and blonde hair? Oh geez, Ben! If someone as cute as him asked me, I would've said yes already." Blossom texted like as if she was really excited for me.

Well as if that helped me at all, considering that just made me even more attracted to Aaron now...

"You should definitely ask him out!"

"Blossom you know I can't just do that when we barely know each other."

"Right, but you should still ask him out."

"Do you just want us to be together so you can ship me and him together because you enjoy homo couples?"

":3"

- Texting Ends -

Well as if that helped me at all, considering that just made me even more attracted to Aaron now... What was I gonna do about this? I have gym, U.S History, and orchestra with Aaron. What was I suppose to do though with Aaron telling me he loved me? Is that even really love? I mean yeah, its love but... its lust love... we barely know each other and he already loves me? He must have crazy hormones because I honestly don't know why he would love a person like me.

Its true, I'm not really that physically appealing, not to put down my self confidence or anything, I just don't think I'm that appealing, considering that I have some acne on half of my forehead and face, I don't know why he would love me.

Whatever reason he loved me for, I was just so infatuated with that moment... but I was still clear minded, and I knew I couldn't let that stop me, my will power may not be as strong, but its strong enough for me to sometimes realize what I'm doing. I proceeded to bed with that moment, and in a few minutes or so... I fell asleep and drifted off into the darkness.