Disappointed in myself, I kept punching the wall in DiZ' room constantly. I let them catch me before I had even begun.

"If you want to keep up with them you have to have faith in the darkness. You have to swim through the stream but don't drown. Because if you drown, you'll lose yourself forever and you'll be even in a worse state than the nobodies you despise so much."

I had to face the truth. The only thing I could fight with was the darkness. I had to hide the light glistening through my heart and fool them. But how could I fool myself?

His words took my breath away slowly, tearing at the seams of my faith and hope.

I looked at myself in the reflection of the computer I was standing in front of. My eyes reflected the sorrow, the endless battle between darkness and light in me. The facts which this reflection displayed would get me nowhere. To fool the organization I had to fool myself.

This was the day I started to wear the blindfold. The day I hurt one of the dearest persons to me.

Step after step I walked up the stony path to the castle. For I didn't see her I assumed she was hiding someone.

I paused in the middle of the spot keeping equal distance to each of the 4 statues surrounding me.

It happened just as I expected.

She rushed at me swinging her keyblade, however; I was faster. I grabbed her hand the moment her keyblade approached me and threw her back, her keyblade crashing down beside her.

Revolving slowly I walked up to her and to get a glance at her face.

What I saw when I lifted my blindfold will haunt me forever. My blue eyes starred at a face that was too familiar. I jumped off and stumbled backwards.

"Who are you really?" I confronted her.

"And why do you have a keyblade?"

She raised her hand, holding her weight up with her hands.

"Tell me first why you dress like one of us!"

My mission was over for now so I turned to leave the castle.

"To make sure my best friend sleeps in peace." I didn't need to answer. But I did it as a warning sign.

"I don't know who you're supposed to be" I continued, picking up her keyblade.

It can't be her.

"but you can't fight fire with sparks. This keyblade, it's a sham." Worthless as it was, I threw it at her. "worthless" I added to the metallic sound it made bouncing on the floor.

"My keyblade is not a sham!"

This voice.

"What gives you the right to say that!?"

With all the anger and disappointment of losing that filled her heart she ran towards me. It was just too easy to duck and throw her down once more. As if I'd care for someone that could never care for me. A Nobody can't feel, after all. She is a nobody. Nothing of that nobody is like her anymore.

"Find a new crowd. Trust me, those guys are bad news." As if a nobody could trust.

"Why? You're the real sham!" she yelled back.

I paused as I realized that she just opened my eyes.

"Fair enough, you could say that I am" It felt as if the air froze around me.

"the biggest nobody of them all."

I walked out into the silent night, my head still spinning from the conversation when I heard a painful cry tear apart the night sky.