Sorry for not updating yesterday I had a huge English project. So thanks for the reviews and this one I'm not sure about but if it sucks I'm blaming it on my fever. Thanks for the reviews this one is getting a lot more then my other two.


Beck POV

The lunch bell rings telling us its time to go to our next class. Though I love my guitar class, I can't help but regret that this is the class Jade and I are separated in. No I'm not one of those clingy boyfriends that can't go a minute without seeing their girlfriends, I just like to know she's alright. So before I go to my class I take her hand, making her role her eyes, and walk her to hers.

Standing outside her singing class I squeeze her hand and open the door for her, this action once gain grants me an eye role but I'm also rewarded with the hint of her beautiful smile. Getting lossed in my thoughts I here the warning bell just as she disappears out of view. Taking a deep breathe I run to my class, knowing once again Jade West would have to be my excuse.

Entering my class the teacher sighed in that annoying way, knowing what/who I would use as my explanation.

"Got starstruck once again I presume, Mr. Oliver." The teacher said in an alright attempt to be funny. Seeing as this is always Mr. Mahony's question a nod my head knowing not to argue or to be sarcastic back to the teacher, It never ends well.

Taking my seat in the middle row beside Andre, I begin picking up my sheet music and getting ready for practice.

"Hey Beck, Whats going on with Jade? I mean I know shes cranky and at times vicious but why was she so mean to Tori?" Andre asked

"Wait, who's Tori?" I asked cause honestly I don't remember who Jade's mean to, most of the time I barely know the reasons why.

Giving me a weird look Andre answered, "You know the girl earlier....Jade spilt coffee on her..." he kept moving his hands kinda like he ws doing karate only slower.

Thinking back I do remember the smeel of coffee....Oh the coffee girl. "You mean that one girl who spilt coffee on me?" Nodding his head I continued, "I'm not sure why she was so mean. But Jade is certainly not a morning person so...maybe she ran out of coffee." I said trying to make it all sound truthfull. There is no way I would tell anyone, aside from dad, anything about Jade's life. Honestly its not their buisness and it has taken me two years of dating to be able to crack the walls to her heart, no they haven't fallen down yet but maybe, just maybe, I can climb over them and reach the real her.

The sound of our next song broke my thoughts and I quickly flipped to Fall for You by Secondhand Serenade. I know most music classes would have songs like 'Ode to Joy', but this class is mixed and the most serious students on singing, drums or any musical instrument are put in here so we can make really cool sounding songs with everything thrown in.

No I am not the type to use songs I hear and mke a mix tape of our life for Jade, for the most part I fear I would probably be eating food through a straw for the rest of my life and also its just to clique and unoriginal. I mostly listen to the lyrics because it is one of my favorite songs. Songs with good lyrics and music make me think. Just if I find one lyric tht sums up my thoughts on something I listen to it to get those worries off my mind. This song just reminds me of mine and Jade's relationship. I'd never tell her but it's us.

"Best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before

I know you don't think that I am trying......

I know you where it thins down to the core"

I know her so well, its possible I am the only one she's let see her cry or show any emotion other then sarcasm and annoyance.

"But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear its true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find"

I've already fallen for her but everyday it just gets harder and harder to spend time away from her. It's like a part of me is missing. I know it's cheesy and annoying to say but its the truth. And a girl like her is hard to find whether that's a good thing or a bad thing. Its good because I have her but bad because since there's no rival for her there's more a chance that others will want her.

"This is not what I intended

I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed

But I have loved you from the start"

This part is Jade's side. She was always so strong and never let anyone see her breaking inside. I know she loves me and I know the fact she has broken her silent vow to never let anyone see her true self. But I know she has loved me through everything, even through those six months when we were not exclusive and she acted like me dating anyone didn't effect her, I know now she loved me even through those hurtful months.

I was shifted from my thoughts by Andres nudge making me realize I had missed my first chord. Getting back on beat I keep my focus on the page in front of me trying to get the girl across the school out of my mind for at least while I play.


After class I walk toward Jade's class to pick her up before I go to our lockers. Once in her class I stand by the door waiting for the teacher to excuse them. Standing in the open door I can see Jade in the middle row cleaning up her things as the teacher raddled on about when the next duets were set for. She began points to a slip of paper on the wall and is nearly trampled with the students trying to see who their matched with. Watching Jade to see her reaction I laugh as she cringes slightly I'm guessing at who shes partnered with. Once the list was through the teacher dismissed her class and I walked to where Jade stood arguing with her teacher.

"Ms. Jameston you can't really expect me to work with him. Why not have me work with SinJin?" Jade requested desperately. She must be really hating who shes paired with cause Sinjin's probably the only person in the world that Jade would run away from. Shaking her head Jameston walked away and I took the chance to walk up to Jade.

"Yes!!!" I herd some guy say and truning round my eyes narrowed seeing Mr. Rich Kid standing there.

Looking back at Jade and seeing the slight since of worry in her eyes I asked, "Who'd you get paired with, Babe?"

Pointing her finger I hold my breathe hoping it wasn't who I thought it would be. But of course my luck hates me and fallowing her finger I understand Mr. Rich Kid was smiling so brightly. My Jade is paired to sing a love duet with Eli. No, no it can't be he almost broke us up. Shaking my head as he highfived his friends, I feel Jade squeeze my hand. Looking at her once again I kissed her cheek and pulled my arm around her as we walk passed Eli and his friends. Both of us trying to restrain ourselves and each other from making it impossible for that boy to ever eat much less sing again.