Okay, I updated, and no one reviewed except this one guy who tells me to make this R
R! This is a poetry fic with depressing things You no like you no read
It is PG-13
Alone
Everywhere I look I ask myself
What are they thinking?
Do they know anything about me?
I seem to stick out as strange
Do they notice?
Why should they care?
I seem to be the one that is different
The weird one
The one that stands out in the crowd
The one everyone wants to forget
But just can't
The one that you want to disappear
But I'm always there
I am the one that you never understood
The one that you love to hate
The one that you always ignore
The one always left alone in the cold
The one that you figure that if you ignore enough
I'll just go away
That I'm a bad dream or a nightmare gone wrong
That I am merely nothing more then a fly
That holds no actual relevance
Unless to be swatted at
Or a book that so many today treat like the plague
Until they need help or reference
And like the fool I am
I aid you on what you need
And then you discard my like a piece of crud
You shove me off into a dark corner
So that I may gather dust
If you happen to look at me
You see bent and torn pages
You see something you would like to throw away
Yet never get around to
Making me unwanted
Making me worthless
And leaving me to burn
As I watch I see the flames of society
Like long fingers reaching
To pull me into the darkness
To lock to door
And throw away the key
So that I remain alone
As an outcast of life
As a forgotten child
As a weary beast
And I know that the deeper I sink
The darker it becomes
Till all is black
And life
Is Slowly
Slipping
Away
And I wonder in the battle field of popularity
If I should have even tried
For it seems I am the first to fall
And I wonder in the black of lonely night
If I should light a candle
To lead the way when I have already
Fallen behind
And I dream that this is not all that life is
And that I am just another face in the crowd
That I will shine as bright as the others
Instead of dimming as I do now
Instead of fading as I find myself doing
I wish that I could be as others are
I wish to be able to laugh and cry
I wish for a family that did not die
I want to be away from this hell
I want to die but shant for them
I shall live for them
I shall die for them
And I fear die we all must
For here is the abbey
This is Hell
Spencer
Okay it's a little longer then I wanted, but oh well
I know your going to ask why htis is for Spencer and it's because he looks the part So smile!
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Blood of the Wolf
