Okay, I updated, and no one reviewed except this one guy who tells me to make this R

R! This is a poetry fic with depressing things You no like you no read

It is PG-13

Alone

Everywhere I look I ask myself

What are they thinking?

Do they know anything about me?

I seem to stick out as strange

Do they notice?

Why should they care?

I seem to be the one that is different

The weird one

The one that stands out in the crowd

The one everyone wants to forget

But just can't

The one that you want to disappear

But I'm always there

I am the one that you never understood

The one that you love to hate

The one that you always ignore

The one always left alone in the cold

The one that you figure that if you ignore enough

I'll just go away

That I'm a bad dream or a nightmare gone wrong

That I am merely nothing more then a fly

That holds no actual relevance

Unless to be swatted at

Or a book that so many today treat like the plague

Until they need help or reference

And like the fool I am

I aid you on what you need

And then you discard my like a piece of crud

You shove me off into a dark corner

So that I may gather dust

If you happen to look at me

You see bent and torn pages

You see something you would like to throw away

Yet never get around to

Making me unwanted

Making me worthless

And leaving me to burn

As I watch I see the flames of society

Like long fingers reaching

To pull me into the darkness

To lock to door

And throw away the key

So that I remain alone

As an outcast of life

As a forgotten child

As a weary beast

And I know that the deeper I sink

The darker it becomes

Till all is black

And life

Is Slowly

Slipping

Away

And I wonder in the battle field of popularity

If I should have even tried

For it seems I am the first to fall

And I wonder in the black of lonely night

If I should light a candle

To lead the way when I have already

Fallen behind

And I dream that this is not all that life is

And that I am just another face in the crowd

That I will shine as bright as the others

Instead of dimming as I do now

Instead of fading as I find myself doing

I wish that I could be as others are

I wish to be able to laugh and cry

I wish for a family that did not die

I want to be away from this hell

I want to die but shant for them

I shall live for them

I shall die for them

And I fear die we all must

For here is the abbey

This is Hell

Spencer

Okay it's a little longer then I wanted, but oh well
I know your going to ask why htis is for Spencer and it's because he looks the part So smile!

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Blood of the Wolf