Stephenie Meyers PWNS!
Melanie's Dairy
Dear Dia….Journal
I knew Wanda had it hard. We'd both had it hard. And I almost felt bad for get this- keeping my body. I know it sounds ridiculous, but I know how she feel about being strong or weak…believe me, I lived with her long enough. Sometimes, I could tell she felt as if she were still me, but I know she doesn't mean it, and I know she is just having to adapt to her new body. But sometimes, I feel a little bit of jealousy coming from her, and it worries me sometimes. She's my friend, and I know she wouldn't do anything rash…like try to take my body away from me- but I worry that she isn't happy, that they chose the wrong thing for her. Wanda looks like a child, which is odd since she is many times older than any of us. But I think with time, she will adapt, and I've noticed her doing push-ups and curls to build muscle. That body of hers is so petite, and has almost no muscle power. We were joking around the other day in the rec hall about our past 'closeness' as we now called it, and I said, "Try carrying a load of water through the desert with that body, Wanda!" we had both laughed, but I saw a twinge of sadness in her face, and I wished I hadn't said anything. Well, Jared is coming to bed…so…
