Chapter three.

Wendy has her arms around Stan. MY STAN! MY BOYFRIEND! WHAT THE FUCK IS SHE THINKING? They're talking about them getting together, and thank god Stan has a disgusted look on his face. 'That's ok' I think, 'he is just rejecting her'. But then something that I never expected to see happens. Wendy pulls Stan closer and kisses him on the cheek, AND THEN, KISSES HIM O THE LIPS! WHAT THE FUCK? AND HE ONLY PULLS BACK, LIKE, 4 SECONDS LATER! WHAT THE FUCK? They got back together? But Stan is dating me, and Wendy knows it! I love Stan and he loves me! How could that happen? My eyes start getting watery and red as Wendy leaves and Stan screams something to her that I can hear, cause I'm feeling dizzy. He walks towards me, eyes wide.

'Kyle, look, this is not what it looks like! Please let me-'

'That's ok Stan, I get that! YOU STILL LIKE WENDY! You still like her and you were doing all this TO FUCKING HURT ME, right!?' Uncontrollable tears slide down my face. 'Well, you did it. I feel like I'm going to fucking DIE. Are you happy? Cause you should be! You did what you always wanted to! ' and I start running past Stan. He grabs my elbow and drags me closer to him, but I pull back. 'If you still like her, then, everything is over Stan, OVER! ' 'I DON'T LIKE HER, KYLE! YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU AND I'VE ALWAYS LOVED!' 'YOU DIDN'T EVEN PULL BACK! YOU LET HER KISS YOU, YOU LET YOUR EX-GIRLFRIEND KISS YOU WHILE YOU ARE DATING ME, YOU CHEATED ON ME, STAN! ITS OVER, EVEYTHING IS OVER! YOUR INTENTION ALWAYS WAS TO MAKE ME FEEL AWFUL, TO MAKE ME WANNA DIE, AND YOU FINALLY DID IT! CONGRATULATIONS!' 'Kyle, please…don't do this to me. You know I love you. You know that if we break up, nothing is ever going to make sense in my life anymore. Please Kyle, don't do that! I wasn't cheating on you, believe me, and let me explain what happened. ' 'EXPLAIN WHAT? HOW WAS THE KISS? EXPLAIN ME HOW IS TO HURT SOMEONE THAT LOVES YOU? EXPLAIN ME HOW IS TO CHEAT ON ME? ITS OK NOW STAN, IM NOT YOUR BOYFRIEND ANYMORE, YOU CAN GO TO WENDY AND KISS HER AS MUCH AS YOU WANT!'After I finish screaming (thankfully, the place was empty, so no one actually heard our breakup) I head to my house. I don't give two shits that there are 2 hours left of school. I just wanna lay on my bed and cry.

I close the curtains and lay on the floor, in the darkness and in the cold. I can't believe he did that, how could he? How could he cheat on me like that? Uncontrollable tears slide down my face as I sob more and more. My blanket is pretty wet and there's no light on my room, completely empty dark. A wave of sadness wraps my heart; I've never felt so much pain. It hurts too much, I don't think I can handle this. I love him so much, but at the same time I hate him for doing this to me and making me feel like this. I wanna die. I wanna die now. At this moment, my phone rings and I flip it open, it's Stan. I don't hesitate before ignoring it. As more tears come, more callings from Stan my phone receives. The night comes and the moon starts shinning, it's beautiful, but nothing matters to me anymore. Life has no sense anymore, and I don't think I can keep doing this. I can't keep living. I can't keep living without Stan. Why does it hurt so much? And I fought with Kenny when he was actually right, gosh! I'm so fucking stupid!

After looooooong hours of crying and sobbing, I finally fall asleep.

I wake up happy, remembering that today I have school and I'm going to see my boyfriend. But then I remember that I'm single now, and the one I love just cheated on me and my heart starts hurting again. I decide I'm not going to school today. Thank God my parents and Ike are traveling, so I can skip school and stay at home…crying. I didn't go because I have lots of exams to take next week. High School isn't easy, guys.

I get up and head to the kitchen to have breakfast. I find an open window and a note on the counter.

'Please, forgive me. I would never cheat on you. I was wrong, I know I was, but please, Kyle. I love you. I love you more than you could ever imagine, I love you more than anything I have ever loved in my entire life, I love you more than words can describe, Kyle. And I know you love me too, so please, don't do this to me.

-Stan'

I smile at the note, but then I roll my eyes and rip it.

On the other side of the counter I find 5 red roses. One of them is made of plastic.

'Kyle Broflovski, I will love you until the last rose dies.

-Stan'

I let an 'aaaaaaaw' and a huge smile escape from my lips, but I quickly stop.

'Arghhh!' I say as I throw the roses on the floor and head to the fridge. I have my breakfast normally, and then I head upstairs to my bedroom and turn on the computer.

After a while, I realize…'How the fuck did Stan got in my house? The windows and the doors were locked! And I didn't hear anything…' But then I remember that he has the keys since when we completed 3 months of dating.

My phone rings and I flip it open. It's a text and it's from Stan.

'Did u like the roses :)?'

'I want the keys back.' I reply harshly.

'Srsly.. I'm sorry. I know I was wrong.'

'I'm not talking 2 u.'

'Kyle, plz, let me explain u everything. I'll be over at 2. K?'

'U know I'm not gonna let u come in.'

'Gosh… u don't have to be that harsh'

' I'm not talking 2 u, remember? And u want me to be nice after you cheated on me? Who do u think u r?

'I didn't cheat on u, ky. But u don't let me explain what happened. So I'm coming at 2 k?'

'Ur not coming in, u know, right?'

I roll my eyes. After like, 20 minutes, another text comes up.

'I love you, so much. Please forgive me'

And then other 13 very similar to that. I want to, but I don't answer any of them.

'Kyle? U there?'

'Yes. Y?'

'U don't answer me'

'I don't want to'

And then he stops texting me. I know I'm being too harsh, but I love him and I still can't believe he did that to me. With that Wendy bitch! And he lied to me, telling me he was 'talking' to her and that the 'conversation' was long… argh! I hate him. But at the same time, I love him so much that it hurts.

Kenny is online, so I decide to talk to him and apologize.

'Kenny, u there?'

'Yeah. I thought u didn't want 2 talk 2 me.'

'Yeah, about that…I'm sorry ok? I never thought that would be true…please, Kenny. I was so fucking stupid. I'm sorry.'

'Don't worry, Kyle :) Thatz ok. I understand u.'

':D'

'So… how r u? I mean, since u 2 broke up…'

'Awful. Nothing is right to me anymore and I don't think I have any more tears ;/'

'That's bad… if u need anything, I'm here ok? ;)'

'Thanx Kenny! That's great. So… how is Stan?'

'He is…awful 2. He stays the whole day in his bedroom ,crying.'

'Just like me.'

'Yeah…Cartman told me.'

'WHAT? How the fuck does cartman know that?'

'He said he went to your bedroom window last night to check on you, but when he saw how bad you were he thought you just wanted to be alone.'

'Ooh… u sure that is Cartman we r talking 'bout?

'Lol… yeaaah'

'Oh :) that's…nice. So, I g2g… xoxo.'

'xoxo'

I lay on my bed and grab a big box under it .I open and I find a bunch of things related to Stan and me.

The first thing is a picture, when we were 10. Me, Cartman, Kenny and him on the school cafeteria. We're all smiling to the camera and on the back there's an angry Craig flipping us off. After this picture there's a small teddy bear. Stan gave it to me the day we got together… we were at an amusement park and on the rollercoaster when I started screaming and then he kissed me. Of course, I kissed him back. He got the teddy bear in some sort of game, and gave it to me as he asked me to date him. I said a loud 'YES!' as we kissed. Cartman and Kenny were eating at that moment, but when we told them, they said they already knew. Stan probably told them his planes. Tears slide down my cheek. There is a lot of stuff in this little box. My thoughts are interrupted by my doorbell ringing.

'Its probably Stan…' I think. I look through the peephole and it's exactly him. 'What do you want?'

'Be your boyfriend again. Please open the door.'

'No! I told you not to come. You're not coming in.'

'Kyle, c'mon! Don't be such an asshole.'

'Oooooh! So you cheat on me after all we've been through and I'M THE ASSHOLE?!'

He sighs. 'Just let me explain everything.'

'I already understood, Stanley! Please, leave. I don't want to see you.'

'Ok, I'll leave if you answer one question.'

I sigh. 'Yeah…?'

'I love you. Do you still love me?'

'I…I…' Of course I love him, but the words don't come out of my mouth. 'Yes. I love you.'

'Then why you're doing this?'

'I don't want to get hurt again. Goodbye Stan'

He knocks and calls my name sometimes before he leaves.

'I love you so much, Stan.' I whisper to myself, and I'm pretty sure he couldn't hear it.

I start sobbing and crying again… why does it hurt so much? Why does love hurt so much?

End of chapter three.