Hi guys, i decided to take a break of combining lyrics with this story line. I just finished this story around 5am, and being that i'm gonna be out from the house all day,and wont get the chance to meet with my editors decided to just upload it and fix it later. so i apologize for any errors and redundancies that you might come across, i will fix them later on today. so enjoy and don't forget to review =).
"I'm sorry Finn, but my answer is no". The taller boy looked crushed as if someone had stolen a newborn baby right from the mothers grasp after delivery. "Oh…well…that's cool… I guess" Finn said with a hint of disappointment. As he starts to put the ring back in his pocket his boyfriend grasped his hands, stopping any motion that was and what might be. All Finn is able to do is just look at the ground, for if he even glanced at Sam it would just be too much to bear. The blonde sensing Finns disappointment, decided to break the tension "at least hear me out, please". Finn just nodded, preparing for the worst. So many thoughts were running through the quarterback's mind, "oh god I moved too fast, he's going to break up with me, why doesn't either of us have an umbrella"?
"Finn, first off I know what you're thinking and no I am not breaking up with you". You didn't need to be a telepath to know Finns reaction to Sam's statement. Sam pressed on " I would love to marry you, but I meant what I said when I asked for you to talk to someone like Miss. Pillsbury about what's going on; I want you to stop keeping these feelings bottled up like this…right now were just not ready for this type of step". After what seemed like an eternity being on one knee, Finn finally rises from the ground. He looks at his lover straight in the eye, with a look that is riddled with confusion and curiosity. "Finn what's wrong"?
"I'm going to be completely honest with you Sam, part of me was expecting you to break up with me, because I thought I might've been taking things a little too fast with the proposal". The blonde was about to say something, but Finn just continued. "I mean look at me, I dance like a cat chasing a laser pointer light, I admit my deepest feelings for you along with proposing to you…in a cemetery…after yelling at my father tombstone, And I'm pretty sure if I was even close to some form of smart I would've brought an umbrella so neither of us would be soaked right now…..why are you even with me Sam, you could have anyone you want, why settle for me". After that sudden outburst the taller boy just shuts his eyes and keeps his head down, but he hears a slight chuckle that evolves into laughter.
This just deepens Finns embarrassment, becoming distant in thought until Sam's voice snaps him back to reality. "Is that really what you think"? Finn just nods. "Ok this is why I made you promise me to talk to someone before I gave my answer, but I need you to look at me to see that I'm serious about this". He slowly raises his head, opens his eyes to see the blonde angelic being smile before him. Sam continues "I have, and always loved you Finn that will never change, but I just can't keep making myself make you see the goodness in yourself. It's like an endless cycle with you. You say you're over the loss of your dad and other mistakes yet here you are dealing with it again. It's like your way of trying to burn me out, push me away, and punishing yourself all at once".
"Do you want to know why I want to be with you Finn"? All the taller boy could do to respond was just shake his head. "I'm not going to lie; you do have some iffy qualities. Sometimes you treat everything as a joke; it takes you a long time to make up your mind, and you doubt yourself too much". The look on Finn's face seems like a kitten being crushed by a bulldozer during a Disney parade. "But when I look at you, i see the most caring person in the world, I know your trying…and you're learning to deal with your problems. You're learning the times to be silly and to be serious. And it takes a lot of guts to get down on one knee and do what you did; when you showed me that picture of us, on the Ferris wheel that just proves to me, that you care about all of this, and are willing to try…I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend".
Finn just stares at Sam, as if he was on some sort of medication and the words he was saying weren't his words. "Sam, I", but the blonde cut him off. "No Finn, no more talking, no more trying to fix things I'm sorry but it's done". Finn couldn't believe it, he gave his heart, his body, his everything to Sam only to have it just chewed up and spit back at him. "Wait, Sam what do you mean it's done, I thought we we're still together". The blonde just smiles at Finn "oh we still are, but this trying to solve all your problems by yourself thing, that's what's done not us". As soon as it dawned on Finn what Sam had truly meant he decided to do something he didn't have the guts to do with Rachel, or even Quinn.
He took a deep breath and was about to say something, but the blonde beat him to the punch "Finn just….shut up". And with that Sam pulled him in for the most passionate kiss they had ever received, sending them into a state of mine where Words meant nothing. all their feelings for one another was expressed in that one single action. Screw ignorance, this…this was truly bliss. Anything and everything that became a Hollywood cliché was happening to these two teenagers. Behind their closed eyes fireworks were exploding, butterflies were dissipating from their stomachs. And as if that wasn't enough, Finn took the final initiative. He slowly wrapped his arms around Sam pulled him even closer than ever thought possible, his boyfriend reciprocated by weaving his arms around the others neck. And with just one motion Finn lifted Sam into the air, tightening his grip to make sure he didn't fall.
After awhile they broke apart gasping for air, when Finn suggested; "you know…not that I'm complaining, but I kinda want to get out of the rain". Sam chuckled at His boyfriends somewhat request. And with that Finn leaned into Sam's ear and said seductively,"and I know the perfect place". Sam bit his lip to keep his what was a passable poker face. Finn knew he had the blonde right where he wanted him, as they starting leaving the cemetery, Finn knew he had one last thing to do. "Hold on I'll be right back". Finn was in front of his father tombstone once again and said "I know it wasn't my fault or yours that you're not here, but I want you to know there's someone in my life that I love and loves me back, and I'm going to do my best to treat him along with myself the best that I can…thanks dad". He places a single rose on the site and rushes back to the awaiting other. "Everything ok" the blonde asks. The taller boy just smiles and puts his hands in his lovers..."yea I think things are going to be alright". Little did they know there was someone awaiting them at the entrance gates, someone neither of the boys expect to be waiting for them? Dave Karofsky.
