Hello again!!!! Thanks to everyone who reviewed! It makes me all happy and warm inside jejejeje. So i know it was a verryyy late update, but my teachers bombarded me with projects and i had no time to waste and on top of the i had stupid FCAT (or should i say FCRAP). So yeah, this chapeter is like what i dream about happening to me! Hopefully you guys like it, its not an awesome chapter but i tried my best. Dont be to hard on me if it's really crappy. Just leave me a review and tell me what you think. And i might finish the story in a few chapters, not sure. Let me know what you think!
Special thanks to my amazing beta, edwardandbellabelong2gether! She is seriously the best! now on to the story!!!!
Disclaimer: I dont own twilight, but i wish i owned Edward jejejeje (dont we all, right??)
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Tuesday: part two
The class passed by fairly quickly. No words were uttered between us still. When the bell rang signaling the end of the day, I stood up to leave, but I felt a shock of electricity around my wrist. I looked down to see Edward's arm reach out, his hand clutching my wrist. His head bowed low and he was still sitting in his seat.
"Bella," his voice sounded hoarse. "We need to talk."
Nothing good every follows those four most dreaded words in the English language. Nothing at all.
Edward was still gripping my wrist, as if it was his life support. I gently put down my book bag and sat back down onto my chair. I took a deep breath and glanced around the room, looking anywhere but in the two green, conflicted eyes that were now staring at me.
The room had an eerie silence, everyone had left the classroom by now, and the teacher had rushed out claiming to be late for some meeting. It was just Edward and me, in a room, by ourselves, with no one around.
'Yeah I should have definitely skipped this class today'
I turned back to Edward, ready to get this conversation over with. We stared at each other for a while, searching for the words to say. By the look on his face, he had none. He ripped his gaze away from me once more and bowed his head once again. He let go of my wrist.
"You're wrong you know." His voice cut through the silence. "You think, and you act as if...as if I treat you like shit." His voice was hoarse, trying to control the anger building inside of him. I knew him well enough to know that his control would slip if I said the wrong thing. He took in a breath, ready to continue. "Do you know who I really treat like shit...? Do you?"
I opened my mouth to answer but he cut me off. "Don't answer, it was a rhetorical question. You wouldn't know the answer even if it bit you in the ass, Bella. Do you understand why I go out with the girls I do? They're easy Bella; they want sex, the same as I do. They don't demand my respect; they don't even have respect for themselves!" Edward let a few chuckles escape while he shook his head.
"And then you Bella, of all people, demand me to treat you like them. To pay attention to you! Are you blind or just plain stupid, Bella? I would never, under any circumstances treat you like that. You are so...so much better than them. I treat; well I try to treat you, as the lady you are!
But you're so stubborn! You put on makeup20and change your style to get my attention, Bella you don't need any of it! Don't you see that you're the girl I respect the most? You're the girl I would never dare to hurt intentionally! You're the girl that I have had the deepest feelings for since I uttered my first words to you that ignited that magnificent blush on your cheeks! Jesus Bella, you're so frustrating. As smart as you are, you have no common sense, or maybe you're just not as observant as I thought you were...."
He finished his tirade by sucking air. He had let his anger explode on me, and it left me breathless. My heart and brain are not working together right now. My brain is doubting the truth of his words, while my heart is going to burst of happiness.
My hormones are going into haywire. Who would have thought that Edward Cullen would say such deep things to the girl who he had ditched so many times, or humiliated in front of the whole student population? I was a mess, a total mess.
I just stared at Edward and he sta red back at me. His eyes were pleading with me to say something, anything. 'Looks like I'm the one who's left speechless this time.'
"Why then? Why did you want to ditch me? Why humiliate me in front of so many people? Why do you say cruel jokes? You're just saying these things so you won't look like an ass in front of your friends. Or are you scared Alice and Rose will beat you up in your sleep? I don't believe you Edward, not a single word; your actions spoke much louder than your words." As much as I wanted to believe him, I couldn't, there was no way that such a God would ever like me, much less love me the way I loved him.
"CAN YOU STOP BEING SO STUBBORN!?" Edward had jumped out of his seat, and in doing so knocked the stool over. It landed with a loud bang; I peered down to see one of the legs had been broken.
"God Bella, will you just insert it into your little brain? I love you Bella. I love you so much it hurts to be around you! I try to push you away from me because if something were to happen to us, to your heart, I would never forgive myself! What will it take you to understand"
I stood up by that point, and placed my hand on his shoulder. He took my hand in his and he just gazed into my eyes. "Bella, you're so amazing, I would never hurt you. I have never meant to hurt you. I want you, I want to be with you, but if I can't trust myself, how will you be able to trust me?"
His face was just centimeters away from mine. With the little remains of courage I had I lifted both hands to his cup his face. I pulled our faces together so our foreheads were touching. I closed my eyes and I'm not sure if he did so to.
"Edward, I do trust you. You don't know how long, or how much, I have wanted for us to be like this. Well not on the verge of tears, but sharing what we really felt about each other. I won't force you to be with me. I'll wait until your ready. I've waited two and a half years for this; it won't kill me to wait a little bit more."
With that said, and finally off my chest, I gently touched my lips to his. I let my lips linger there, and instantly there was heat being radiated from one to another. Our lips began moving, in an innocent kiss. There was no lust, there was no rush or anger. It was a kiss only two lovers could share. His arms wrapped around my waist and my arms did the same around his neck. The kiss began to pick up intensity. Our lips were now colliding with each other.
His tongue licked across my bottom lip begging for entrance. I granted it willingly. Our tongues were battling for dominance. I was letting him win but putting up a good fight. As our tongues danced and our grips on each other tightened┘I knew this was it. We were finally letting loose all the passion we kept bottled up for such a tremendous amount of time. There were hands everywhere, trying to get each other closer together. After awhile I needed oxygen.
Stupid air. We broke apart slowly.
Edward still had his eyes closed, savoring the kiss we had just shared.
"As amazing as that was, love, it can't happen again. Not until we're official. Not until I'm completely yours and you are completely mine. Don't be offended Bella. You deserve to kiss you boyfriend. And hopefully I'll have the honor of having that title"
I simply nodded, still dazzled by this new Edward that I had never met. I looked at the clock and saw that it was 5pm. Edward caught on to my signal and picked up my book bag for me.
"I see chivalry is not dead." Edward just smiled and shook his head. He put his arm over my shoulder and I snuggled up into his side.
We both left the classroom with smiles on our faces. And maybe one of us had a very fluorescent blush on our faces. Edward walked me all the way to my tuck. He opened the door and let me slide in.
I started to close the door but he stopped it with his hand. He leaned in quickly and kissed me on the lips. He pulled away slowly and I kept my eyes closed, taking my turn to savor the kiss.
"I thought you said we couldn't kiss until we had the correct 'titles' Edward." I said smiling up at him.
"Sorry, love, I just couldn't resist." He had called me love several times today. And I loved it every single damn time. He was going to be the death of me.
With one last crooked grin from him, and another blush from me, he walked away to him Volvo. I pulled out of the driving spot and left the school. I knew Edward and I had a lot of things to work out. But we eventually would, and plus, I was in no rush.
I got home a couple of minutes later, Charlie wasn't home yet. I cooked him some diner and went upstairs to finish up my daily routine. I did some homework (surprisingly enough I was able to concentrate), i took a a shower and got ready for bed. But then I added something new to my routine for the first time in years. I sent a text message.
[G'night 3]
And not two seconds later, I received one back.
[Goodnight love. Be ready by 7. I'm taking u to skool. 3]
I laughed to myself. His timing is just like Alice's. I climbed into my bed, turned off my lamp and snuggled up. My eyed quickly closed, ready to catch up on the much needed sleep. Maybe I would even dream of my personal Green Eyed Monster.
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