One of those days

My POV:
I woke up because the morning bell was ringing, we had to get ready for breakfast. After that we would have to go to class. But I just couldn't get out of my bed damn, it was one of those days. I was usually very strong and could do anything but I had some days I was feeling weak. Never in-between always the one extreme or the other. It had something to do with my heart I knew that for sure. The other girls went on and the girl I sat in the bus with said "aren't you coming, you know you will be in big trouble if they find out you are still in bed", " I know I said but I just like to sleep for a couple minutes" I smirked knowing I lied. "Alright" she said "suite yourself". The truth was I couldn't get out of bed let alone stand or walk, I felt miserable it was one of those days.

Major Damon's POV:
She was not in class the rebel, I hadn't seen her at dinner I recalled. So I go look at the bedroom dorm I thought. There I saw her lay in bed "the spoiled brad" I sighed.
"What do you think you are doing" I yelled, "get your ass out of the bed cadet Atwood and well right now".

My POV:
I opened my eyes slowly because I heard yelling major Damon stood in front of me "crap" I sighed. "What are you doing cadet get your ass up right now" he yelled. "No sir" I replied with a weak voice "I can't". "There will be consequences" "I know" I replied "give them later not now, I want to sleep, I'm tired". "Out" he yanked the blankets of me. "Get up and give me ten pushups". "Sir no" I replied. "Fifty get up". Better do it before I have to do more I thought. I stood up and saw that I was shaking but tried to hide it. Fail I thought I saw him look at me very weird.

I knew I was pale white but I went down and started the pushups by eight I collapsed on the ground. I got up and collapsed again almost immediately. "What are you doing cadet" the major asked, I kept going and collapsed again after two pushups. "Aright stop cadet", "no" I grinned I went on and collapsed again I had to do 37 more. "Stop cadet" he said again, "no sir" I replied "why not" he asked curiously, "you are obviously ill". "I won't stop because then you win, I won't let you win" I groaned when I collapsed again. He took my arm and put me on the bed I stiffened by the touch and jerked away, "I said stop cadet, that is an order" he said. "Let me finish" I almost begged, "not in that state you can finish later" he promised me. "So next time when you feel sick you tell someone and go to the doctor's office". "I'm not sick sir" I replied, "you'll never admit that right" he replied, shit he was already on to me I thought.

"Come on" he told me "the doctor already requested for you so it's going to be an early visit". "With a growl I stood up but was shaking hard. I tried to stand on my feet but almost collapsed to the ground wasn't it for him catching me. "Come on" he sighed helping me walk to the office.
"I can walk myself" I grinned back. "Don't touch me", "ok the hard way then I guess it is" he sighed. He released me from his hold and I took a few steps I was dizzy as hell but I wouldn't give up. I grabbed on to a wall, "give me a sec" I told him, then I continued to walk I wouldn't let him escort me. I could do it on my own.

I felt death when I sat on the doctors examination table. "Ok I have some questions for you" the doctor said. "Especially general questions about family history and your physical health at this point". "Do I have to" I nagged. "Cadet" I heard major Damon say angry. "Alright" I sighed.
"What was your father's cause of death?": "Killed on duty" I said.
"Did he have any health issues?": "Not that I know of".
"What was your mother's cause of death?": "Drug overdose".
"Did she have any health issues?": "Drink too much, do too much drugs". "What do you think?"
"Don't be a smart ass cadet" major Damon said. "Screw you" I yelled at him. "Alright you earned 20 extra pushups for cursing at me", "fine". "Bring it on" I said while I got off the bed and started to do the pushups. "Hell no cadet" major Damon said, "get up now he yelled". I did already ten pushups when I collapsed again. He got me up and put me on the bed again, "don't touch me" I groaned.

"Continue" he said to the female doctor.
"When have you've been diagnosed with HCM": "five years ago".
"What medication do you take": "a shot once a week".
"How many shot's did you miss the past years?": "Half of it probably".
"Do you use drugs?": "none of your business".
"Which drugs?": -
"How do you use?": -
"How do you feel at this moment?": "Like crap".
"How did you feel yesterday?": "Just fine".

"Could you just leave me alone no offence but I just need to lay down sleep or whatever". "It's just one of those days all will be fine tomorrow".
"One of those days" the doctor replied "you have this more often" "yes" I said. "How many times ?", "twice a month maybe three times I think" I answered honest.
"Ok I'll give you a full physical exam", "well that's my cue" major Damon said, "I'll wait outside, behave" he said to me with a serious face. "Doctor can I speak you outside for a minute" he said to the doctor.

Major Damon's POV:
"Doctor" I said "would you please check her up for bruises anything and give me the report". "She is a pain in the ass and very rebellious but she's terrified of physical contact". "I will" the doctor replied.
The doctor came back about ten minutes later. "Her heartbeat is a little slow but I gave her a shot, she should be ok tomorrow or the day after". "She cannot do any physical training at this point". "I checked her she has some old needle trace marks and cutting scars on her arms, she also has cigarette burns". "I wanted to look at the rest of her body but she refused". "She said why what's the point".
"Alright then I'll make her show it". "Alright come back in, the doctor said".

"Cadet do you self harm yourself" I asked. No answer, I repeated "cadet you have a lot of pushups in store why not ad twenty". "I won't answer you what's the point you knowing" she asked. "Alright cadet the doctor has to listen to your heartbeat again, she did it on the front the next one is on the back". She sighed "alright", the doctor lifted the shirt and listened to the heartbeat.
"Alright cadet you are done get your shoes on and major Damon will escort you back you will stay in bed today" "yes m'am" she replied. I was taken outside by the doctor "she has old and fresh scars on her back". "That's impossible to inflict by itself". Alright the rebel was abused now I only had to find out on which ways and how bad. She might inflict herself pain and wouldn't admit it.

She came walking out of the door very careful I tried to confiscate her arm so she could walk more easily but she pulled it back and I thought I saw a twinge of fear in her eye before it went back to its usual fuck the world stage. "Alright you hungry" I asked "you didn't have breakfast". "Yes sir" she said. "Alright well I have a drill to attend, I'll get someone to bring you food afterwards you're not allowed to leave your bed, only for a bathroom visit". "Did I made myself clear", she nodded, "did I make myself clear". "Sir yes sir" she replied but not with the strength she did before. "Alright get your rest you need it a lot of pushups left" I smirked.

Major Stefan's POV:
I walked with a trade of food into the girls dorm room. My brother had told me about the rebellious girl he said she was a pain in the ass a real rebel. But he feared she had been through a lot and that there was a lot of work needed to fix the girl. I had to wake her up even if she was sleeping, he insisted she had to eat. "Cadet" I said "wake up", no sign of waking up. "Cadet" I gently pushed her shoulder "wake up", I felt her stiffen by the touch and her eyes flew open. "Don't touch me" she said.

"Sit up" I replied, "you need to eat this understood", "sir yes sir" she replied yawning. "You're his brother right" she asked, "who's brother?" "The pain in the ass major". "How would you say we don't look alike". "I heart from the others that there was some major Stefan who worked here with his big brother Damon so I guess that would be you". "That would be me now eat". "When you're finished you can put the trade on the ground someone will collect it". "Sir yes sir" she replied simply.