Chapter 2 – Reminder Of The Past
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Trigger warning: rape and sexual abuse of a minor!
Since that day Killua had been beaten, cut, burned and tortured in any way possible. He had found out that they only kidnapped him for revenge against his family and that he didn't even have to do anything with the reason why his captors held a grudge against the Zoldycks. He was only captured because he was the heir and the most promising Zoldyck. They apparently thought that if they abducted him his family would be hit harder, but in reality that was only so because they cared about his talent and his promising future as a master assassin not about him as a person.
Killua was in a pretty bad shape to put it lightly. With his special chains holding his hands captive above his head he had no way of escaping this hell hole alone.
He was brought back to reality when the door to his cell was opened and his captor came in with yet another torture device. When Killua saw what it was all blood drained from his face.
"Time for some fun."
The man shut the door behind him and slowly came over to where he was shackled to the ceiling. Killua struggled to get away from this mad man but it was no use. He couldn't escape. But he still had some fight in him. So when the man came closer Killua kicked out with his foot and hit the man square in the chest. He stumbled backwards and spat blood. Killua had hit him pretty good, but this didn't stop the man from approaching him.
"You'll pay for this, brat!" Shit.
The man was coming closer again, a syringe in his right hand and rage in his eyes.
"Just remember that you brought this upon yourself!" And he plunged the needle into his left arm with much more force than necessary. Killua winced slightly before he succumbed to unconsciousness.
When Killua woke up, he noticed that he was lying on something soft. Very soft.
The next thing he noticed was that his arms were shackled to the wall with the same chains that had kept his wrist captive for the past four weeks.
Killua was shivering. It was really cold. Well, maybe that's because he was fucking naked! Why was he even naked?! Then he remembered the thing his captor had in his hand when he came into his prison. He instantly paled. He knew exactly what was going to happen to him, because it had already happened before.
4 years ago, when Killua was only 10 years old (1), he was told to come to his brother's chambers for special training. Killua, not knowing what was going to happen to him soon, obeyed his orders and stepped inside the familiar room.
There was his brother, already awaiting him eagerly. "Come over here, Killua."
The younger one did just this. He had a weird feeling in his tummy, but he ignored it. Later he knew he shouldn't have done this. He should have just run.
When he standing directly between his brother and his brother's bed, Illumi pushed the unsuspecting younger boy onto the bed and pinned his arms above Killua's head. Poor Killua didn't know what was going on. All he knew was that his brother had stripped him from all his clothing and then… pain. Only excruciating, penetrating pain. He vaguely noticed that something was moving inside of him, but then the pain took over once again and Killua couldn't take it anymore. He screamed. He even begged for his brother to stop whatever he was doing and Killua never, ever begged.
But Illumi was blind to all of this. He just kept thrusting into his younger brother, kept moaning his name over and over again. He was oblivious to the pain he was causing his brother or maybe he just didn't care, after all he never bothered to prepare Killua or to even use any lube. He didn't even notice when his brother went limb under him.
It continue like this for over three weeks 5 times per week before Silva found out what was happening and put an end to it. He wasn't a completely heartless man. He cared for his sons, especially for Killua. So when he found out what exactly his oldest son did to his precious Killua he was, needless to say, furious. And when he found out that Illumi had also sometimes used a cockring on his younger brother he was close to murdering his oldest son. But he was, luckily for Illumi, able to control himself.
(1) I'm not exactly sure, but I think Killua is 14 at the end of the anime.
Please note that I was not comfortable writing this and I in no way encourage things like raping a minor to happen. If anything I think that raping someone is inhumane.
I'm sorry that this took so long! Please don't forget to review! Till next time 😊.
