Hi all sorry for the long wait.

This chapter is all my own spelling and grammer mistakes, my beta is a bit busy and i couldnt wait for her magic touch.

so here is chapter three.


Chapter Three Burning Immortality

Bella was on fire.

That's how she could describe it; she had rolled into the fire, and was slowly being burnt alive.

Rising on shaky legs, Bella wandered where she was, noticing a glass door in front of her, a forest behind that she walked towards it.

Turning the handle she gasped in shock as the handle come off in her hands, turning away from the door, Bella tried to see why she had pulled the handle off.

Why the door handle was now in her hand crumpled as if it was a piece of paper.

"Bells"

Seeing Jacob, Bella wrinkled her nose in disgust, at the smell of wet dog hit her full force "what is that awful smell?"

"Gee thanks Bells, you don't smell like a basket of roses either"

Staring at him slightly, Bella had the sudden urge to sniff herself.

Frowning at her Jacob asked "you do remember what today is don't you?"

"Today?" Bella asked

"Yeah the Italian bloodsuckers are coming to kill Nessie" Jacob stated as he starred at her "can vampires get sick"

"Vampire?" Bella asked "who's Nessie? What's going on?"

Jacob frowned at her "gee, practicing your shield really does mess with your head" with a shake of his own head Jacob walked through the door with the missing handle.

Bella felt like chasing him down and ripping his throat out.

As soon as that thought entered her head she withdrew in shock.

Why the hell had she thought that?

Deciding to follow Jacob, Bella walked through the door, stepping out into the sun she turned her face towards it, she loved the first rays of the sun when they warmer her skin, as the rays hit her Bella court a sparkle out of the corner of her eye, turning she expected to see Edward beside her, but when she was meet with empty space she frowned some more.

"There you are love" Edward called as he approached her "are you ready to go hunting, we will need all our strength for today"

Looking at Edward she noticed for the first time that the dazzling overwhelming sensation wasn't clouding her mind, his over bearing nature sparked annoyance and anger within her, he no longer seemed like a bright sparkly neon sign that pointed out her flaws.

Instead, he was plain

Plain as she once felt towards him

Shaking herself from her stupor she realised that she had better answer him "hunting?" Bella asked "I've never been allowed to go hunting with you before"

Edward frowned at her, his face a mask of puzzlement "Zafrina said you would have some problems after using your shield for so long yesterday, I never know it would be memory lose."

Getting fed up with their games Bella snapped "will someone tell me what the hell is going on?"

"Try and remember" Edward answered back tersely "I'm going to find Zafrina; she might be able to explain why you can't remember."

Realising that she had held her breath for that whole time Bella quickly breathed out then in again, as the air filled her lungs she didn't hear the pounding that was accustom to her holding her breath for so long.

Turning away from everyone that had started to fill into the yard from all directions, Bella fled into the house, racing up the stairs and into Edward's room.

Noticing that no bed was in the room anymore, she was even more puzzled. Did she not sleep in here?

Catching a glimpse of herself in the mirror, Bella gasped as she starred into the red eyes of a new born vampire, walking towards the reflective surface, Bella ran her finger tips along the glass tracing the beautiful sculptured cheek bones, the fine dainty fingers and the hour glass waist that greeted her made her want to cry.

She was beautiful.

For once in a very long time Bella felt beautiful, going back to run her fingers against the glass again she was mesmerised by the sheer difference of how she looked.

She felt confident that she for once was the one in power over something in her life, that there would be no Edward running around doing things for her, she was her own person.

Her own beautiful person.

Feeling a tingling in the back of her mind, Bella closed her eyes welcoming the feeling.

As a flash of a memory of her wedding poured into the front of her mind, she smiled at the beautiful gown, and Alice's behaviour toward the whole wedding.

Next flashed a memory of boarding a plane with Edward, flying cross country, then around the continent then boarding a boat to go to a remote island in the middle of the ocean, the beauty struck her again as she watched herself watching the sunset on the beach.

A flash of pain as Edward and her had sex the first time, the pain of him leaving bruises all over her fragile human skin, waking up the next morning, unable to feel her legs and sleeping in a destroyed bed, feather and doonas thrown all around the room, the top of the four poster bed lay on the floor near the window, and the head board was missing big fist full's of the hardwood, she remembered her crawling across the bed, and standing on shaky legs

She watched in horror as a body covered in bruises was revealed in the mirror.

A pale stomach, growing in front of her very eyes, the pain as the child inside her kicked, ribs cracking and breaking under her skin.

A sickly thin body being undressed and helped into the bath, a pale hand running across a stomach that was stretched to thinly, blood vessels in the skin burst to the top layer, leaving horrible red lines across the pale flesh.

Pain.

Jacob taking over being Alpha, arguing with Sam about whom was in control, a whole section of the forest levelled in Sam and Jacob's rage.

The Pack splitting in two, only Seth Leah an Embry following Jacob, the rest stayed behind with Sam.

Pain as Edward bites into her stomach, ripping the monster from within her out, the feeling of her life leaving her, the feeling as a small child was shown to her, the unnatural eyes and teeth flashing at her.

A small child with bright red eyes flying into her arms, the connection she felt to the monster, the maternal feeling she thought she would never feel towards anyone if she choice this life.

The way the child lead Jacob around like he was a pet, the way Jacob aloud the child to lead him, like she was the sun and he was the earth revolving around it.

Jacob and her arguing over him imprinting on Renesme

The child attracting the attention of the Volturi.

The threat of the whole clan being wiped out.

Sam Uley's pack being swallowed by madness, none of the wolves knew about.

Sucking in a breath she no longer needed, she turned to look at her darling husband.

"Is everything alright?"

She loved him once.

But she knows in her heart that that love was not real, it was fake brought on by his dazzling ability.

She wasn't meant for Edward.

She was never meant for Edward.

And she knew now that if she had of chosen this life, she would of chosen wrong.

Squaring her shoulders she had 24 hours in this body, in this time were she made the biggest mistake of her life, she would live as this Bella would have and find out as much as she could of her horrible decision.

"Yes my love" she whispered as she approached him, looping her arms around his neck she kissed him "I am just apprehensive of today"

Edward smiled slightly "it is times like these that I wish Alice could see through the wolves, I would love to know if our family is to live or if it is to die in today's ill fated charade"

Biting at her lip Bella peered up at Edward as she asked "even though Renesme brought this on us, wouldn't you have thought that if I had listened to you in the first place that the family may live"

Edward stared at her "I love our daughter, I would protect her with my life and so would Jacob"

The monster shouldn't have been made.

Biting her tongue on her thoughts she stated "I know of this"

"Then you have no concern about our daughters safety, now come we must head to the field"

As Edward tugged her hand she smiled lightly as she was able to keep up with him, in a matter of minutes they had made it to the field where the Volturi was supposed to meet them.

Turning to look around she noticed a lot of different vampire mauling around as well as the four wolves in there wolf form.

As Jacob shifted back to his human form he approached Edward, his eyes not even glancing at Bella as he stated "Sam's pack in not joining us, one of his wolves is in a great deal of pain, and is unable to phase human"

"Surely they can still help us, the Volturi will wipe out your whole tribe not just you four wolves he will kill them all."

"you don't know what it's like Edward" Jacob hissed "one of his wolves is suffering, when that happens they all suffer, they wouldn't be of any use to us anyway in the shape of mind they are all in"

Edward narrowed his eyes at Jacob before nodding his head.

Feeling small hands clutch at her pants Bella bent down and scooped up the demon child into her arms.

As she held the too hot body close to her she felt her daughter touch her pale cheeks.

Is Aunt Alice going to be back for the Volturi?

At the child like question Bella frowned, for someone who was only born a month ago, she was at the developed stage of a three year old, she wandered when she would be able to screw her best friend, or maybe that wouldn't happen for a few more years at least.

"I don't know" Bella answer as she passed the child into Edward's arms.

For some reason the child gave her the creeps, she didn't want to touch the creature that shared her blood.

Renesme frowned at her mother's behaviour before clutching at her daddy.

As figures in robes come into view, Bella felt a hush fall over the crowd as a even cold coldness crept across her skin, she know that in this moment if she had a heart it would have stopped beating in her chest.

Counting 24 vampires in front of her, she know that there was more than just what you could see, she could almost feel more of them hovering around them, slowly forming a circle to ensure that none escape.

Aro stepped forward as he addressed them "ah, Bella I see you have been changed into our kind, I do hope the experience was a pleasant one"

Bella smiled tight lipped at Aro as she responded "it's a great honour to be a vampire at last"

"Yes" Aro hissed "I suppose it in"

As Aro's red eyes focused on Renesme, Bella felt some motherly instinct kick in as she watched the predator eye the child "it is a shame that your discretion will have ended such a short immortal life"

"Our daughter is not an immortal child" Edward stated "if you would just see for yourself, you would realise that Renesme is a hybrid not an immortal child"

Aro held out his hand in front of Edward, as he sighed in boredom "very well show me"

She felt a nervous energy in the pit of her stomach as she watched Edward walk towards Aro with Renesme.

She watched as Aro placed his hand first on Renesme's hand and then on Edward's as if debating on whether or not they both spoke the truth.

Aro hummed lightly as he stated "this may be the truth, but I cannot let you all live, knowing you have consorted with the children of the moon, for that you all must die"

Both crowded of Vampire's seemed too jumped into a stance, some of them already buzzing with energy as they got ready to use their powers.

"Unless" Aro called "Bella and Edward join the Volturi"

"yes" Bella shouted as she thought of the danger the guard would bring on her old friends and her family, she knew in her heart that they wouldn't stop with just the group they had assembled today, they would wipe out Forks and La Push.

"No" Edward shouted "we would rather die than join you and leave our daughter"

Aro laughed lightly at the pair "it seems you two are at differences, very well" with a snap of his hand Bella watched in horror as Aro snapped Renesme's neck.

As the little girl went limp in her father's arms Bella felt a howl of pain ripped from the throat of the wolf beside her, as all four of the wolves seemed to all drop to their hunches and curl up upon them.

Bella was torn between rushing to Jacob's aid or Edward's as he stood in a death grip with Aro, the lifeless body of Renesme's being trampled at their feet.

Looking up Bella collided with s body of a vampire, breaking from its grip she reached around and pulled its arms from its sockets, before snapping its neck as Aro had done to Renesme a minute early.

Stepping back Bella watched in horror as the wolves were ripped apart, she watched as Leah was drained of her blood in wolf form and finished in human.

Embry's whole body was crushed from the inside out, while Seth was literally ripped apart, she watched as four vampires each grabbed a paw and pulled.

She watched in sick fascination as the sandy wolf howled in pain, phasing to his human form where his human eyes locked on her for a second before his head was separated from his torso, ending his young life.

Spinning around she allocated Jacob, who had managed to crawl over to the lifeless form of Renesme where he laid, whining and howling in pain, she know that he was lost to the wolf.

All around her Bella watched as her friend were pulled apart and burnt.

She caught a glimpse of Emmett being thrown alive on to the fire, he screamed in agony as he dragged the two vampires into the fire with him.

Esme and Carlisle had died together both in the throes of Jane's power, both had wiggled in agony their hands clasped, as Alec had come up behind them and removed their heads from their body, throwing them into the fire.

Even Rosalie had fared no better her life ending as she dragged another vampire to close to the fire.

Bella watched as Edward's body was left in pieces on the forest floor, his limbs twitching as they tried to get back together again.

She watched as slow each vampire that was willing to stand beside them was ripped apart, some with simple beheading other endured Jane's powers before their finally death took them.

Looking up at Aro she realised she was the last one left alive, raising her chin she decided that the sooner she ended her own life, the sooner she would return to the really one and make sure that this didn't occur.

"I'm not going to kill you Isabella, your gift is of much use to me, you're better off alive with it, then you are dead."

"Why kill everyone then?" Bella asked as she inched closer to the fire

Aro laughed "oh where just getting started, I need to make sure that there are no more wolves born"

"There was only four" Bella lied "and you killed them all"

Aro laughed as he looked down at the mass of bloody red fur that was Jacob "we have done our research, Isabella, the tribe that created these monsters must be wiped out, so that it does not happen again"

Bella gasped in horror at the realisation hit her.

Aro hadn't come just for her, or her daughter he know all along about the wolves and had needed a reason to kill them all, they had waited there time to strike.

She watched in horror as she was held by Dimintri as the Volturi and followers descended upon La Push, she listened as woman and children screamed in terror as they were all silenced, she watched in horror as the Volturi brought out the heads of the men and through them out into the street.

She felt a sob build up in her chest as she saw them pull Jared and Sam apart, much the same way they had done Seth.

She felt the grief and guilt course through her as she listened for hours all the screams of the Quileute tribe as it was silenced for the final time.

She felt her mind shut down as she witnessed the horrors around her.

For the next hundred years as Bella played the puppet for the Volturi, as she watched them manipulate, and play with humans, draining whole families and even eliminating their own kind that adapted their diet to the way of the Cullen's, she prayed that the nightmare would end, that she would wake up on Emily's grass and all this would be a horrible nightmare.

As she closed her eyes in her chamber, she brought a knife to her skin, digging the sharp blade into her forearm, she watched as the blade bent, reaching down she bite into her wrist, coming away with a chunk of her flesh, the pain that ripped through her system was nothing when she dropped the candle on to the broke skin were the venom leaked out of.

She could no longer wait for Old Quil's tonic to work; she couldn't live in this life any longer.


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