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~~~~ Finnick ~~~~
On the train I feet claustrophobic. I am circled by an ugly shark, Luciana should really change her dress. As soon as I enter I am bombarded by tables of food and luxurious fabric and I just want to leave. It is too beautiful, unrealistic. From the looks Leah feels about the same. I want to go to my room immediately but I am stopped because Luciana wants us to meet our mentors. I had totally forgotten about mentors until now.
A middle-aged man and an older woman walk in. The man, Sam, is cocky and doesn't want much to do with us just the food and drinks. The older woman though, Mags, is very sweet and the first thing she does is quietly whisper, "I am so sorry." This is the first kind person I have met since boarding this train.
As Sam sits down to stuff his face and Leah runs to some corner of the train, that must hold her room, I walk towards Mags and hug her, whispering back to her, "thank you." I then back up and as I am about to turn away I see her nod, a sad smile on her face.
I jog to my room without anything to eat and sit on the bed. It is soft and warm but not enough to get me to sleep. I just lay there with my hand gripping the pendent and gold chain around my neck, it reminds me of my family and the sea. The only two things I want right now. My mother and father are safe at home right now about to watch their only son publicly fight to the death. I also think of my friends and how relived they must feel to be safe. I wonder what they are thinking about me, maybe guessing how long I'll live.
I stay awake until the first rays of sunshine peek over the mountains outside my window, because only then do I feel safe enough for my eyes to shutter closed. The sun warms me through the window and my dreams begin to consume me.
The dreams are horrible. I am trying to say goodbye to my parents but they wont respond because they are just too busy crying over a grave, a grave that across the top read "Finnick Odair". My father is holding my mother but he looks as if he could use someone to hold him. Then the scene changes without warning to Leah walk towards me with a spear in her hand. When she gets close enough I see a glint of a tear on her face, which slowly turns to the face of our mentor Mags and whispers "I'm so sorry," and the spear in her hand flys towards me.
I bolt upright suddenly and look around realizing I am awake. I am in my room on the train and the sun is well up in the sky. Not far off in the distance are large towers that must be the window. As I stand and go to the window I jump hearing a knock on my door. "Come in," I call towards my door. It opens slowly and behind it stands Mags. She walks in and sits down on the bed, just across from me, her hands in her lap.
"I am going to be your mentor, Finnick, not Leah's. Just so you are aware," her voice seems to always be a sort of whisper.
"Oh good, I was really hoping you would be," these are the first relaxed words I've spoken. "Sam doesn't seem very helpful."
"The games change you, dear boy. Even if you win you are part of them forever." Mags makes me feel safe. She talks with such purpose but says it so delicately. "Time to start training Finnick."
~ ~ ~ ~Annie~ ~ ~ ~
When I get home my older sister is there. "Hello Annie! So glad you are safe," she chirps.
"I know Birdy, but b-b-but Finnick," I don't know why it upsets me so, but I begin to sob a little. Birdy may not always be the nicest, but when I'm upset I know she'll be there. She walks towards me and puts her arms around me. She is taller than me and she is beautiful. Her chin rests on the top of my head.
"Oh Annie. I'm sorry I wasn't there this morning. I am so sorry."
"It-it's okay." I wasn't bothered by that not the way I was about Finnick. "Do you think he can do it?"
"Finnick? Maybe. He is very strong and smart."
"Yeah, you're right. I went to see him."
"Uhhh. You did?"
"Yes. He was crying. I gave him my pendant."
"Annie why would you do that?"
"He didn't have anything, except an odd gold chain."
"Annie that gold chain was his brothers."
"Birdy? What are you talking about?"
"His brother Gill, was one year older than me in school and at age fourteen he was a tribute. Finnick was just barely three years old they never told him because well how do you tell someone that?"
"No! That's not true. He is going to find out about his brother and then have to kill a bunch of children in hopes of making it out alive." I can't handle this. Before I know it I am on the beach and jumping in the water. Somewhere distantly I hear Birdy screaming my name but none of that matters. Poor Finnick, and he doesn't even know.
I float through the sea on my back wondering why I care so much. I think that maybe it's because wouldn't want that to be me. I dive deep and watch my hair float around me. I think that maybe it should have been me instead.
I stay out just floating until the sun turns to a moon and the clouds turn to stars. Then I swim back and drag myself back to the house. My parents are talking with Birdy and Caesar is talking on the television to another man about the line up of tributes.
"Hello Dear," my mother says lovingly and then comes up and hugs me, "I am truly sorry about your friend but can we just forget for now and have a nice dinner?"
"Mmhm," is the only sound I can muster. My father looks at me with sad eyes. He is reluctant though that I am safe.
Dinner consists of the four of us eating, me in silence and my mother and father asking Birdy about her boyfriend of two years, Reef. He is a local fisherman along with Finnick's father. I don't let that thought into my mind for long though. Whilst trying to dismiss my thoughts there is a question directed at me. "Hmm?" I ask not having heard.
"Let's go to the beach. Shell we?" My father laughs at himself and my mother and sister join in.
"We shell!" I say light heartedly. My family can always change my mood. Then I start laughing too. We all throw on light cover ups and walk out the door to walk along the beach in the moon light. We have done this on the night of the reaping for my entire life but only now do I know why. It is calming and it makes you feel close to the rest of the people in District 4 because this is the one thing we all have in common. The love of the sea.
~~~~ Finnick ~~~~
"Training?"
"Well not really just you telling me everything about yourself so I can help you get out of the arena alive."
"Okay, like what?"
"What are you good at? Don't be modest."
"I am good with a trident and I can make a net out of almost anything."
"Okay good. Now tell me about your family."
"Well I live with my mother and father in a small house a little ways away from the beach. My father is a fisherman and my mother makes jewelry. She sells her jewelry at the Cresta's store. I am their only child."
"Finnick." Her tone worries me, "you haven't always been their only child, dear."
"Of course I have always been their only child."
"You had a brother named Gill. He was a tribute in the 54th annual Hunger Games. He was fourteen years old. You would have only been three years old. Your parents didn't think you would ever need to know. I am so sorry. That gold chain was his token. He almost made it." This is the most Mags has ever spoken to me. I can tell she is telling the truth but I just don't want to believe it. A brother.
"M-m-my poor parents." I have to win now. Not for myself but for them. They deserve to watch their child survive. No. No parent deserves any of this. They shouldn't have to sit at home crossing their fingers that their child will survive. They should be with their children having a good day on the beach. No child deserves to have to kill others and live the rest of their life remembering what they have done, or to die. "Mags, I have to win, for them."
"I am going to get you home." With that she walked to the door then she turned, "we will be in the Capitol in a couple of hours."
As the door shut I once again turn to the window this time seeing my reflection. My reflection is sad and weak the things that I am not. "I am not weak I am strong," I have to keep repeating this in my head as I allow myself to think of my family and friends once again. I will go home to them I know I can.
I must have drifted off to sleep at some point because I am startled by a loud "knock knock knock" on the door and the very chipper voice of Luciana saying "Out, out, out! We are almost in the Capitol. We need you out in the main part of the train in ten!" I stand immediately and walk to the wooden stand in the corner of my room. There are drawers in it and in those are clothes. I see nothing normal except some pant so I keep my shirt from the reaping on and pull on the pants.
In the main part of the train I am confronted with Sam, Mags, and Luciana. Leah is nowhere to be seen but there is food and I am starving. I pick up some strange bread with my fingers and begin to eat it but I am chastised by Luciana for not having appropriate manners. She then hands me a fork and knife insisting I cut it and use my fork to pick up the pieces. I set down the for and knife proceeding to eat with my fingers. She lets out a disappointed breath and breaths to herself, "hopeless".
"Oh thank goodness you're here," I hear Luciana chirp her mood back to normal, normal for her anyways. Leah is walking in her face red and eyes puffy. She must have been crying but no one says anything. "We are about to go through the tunnel. How exciting we are almost in the Capitol. You will love it there. The food is much better than what we are given on the train!"
The window go black and I cringe a little. We must be in the tunnel. The darkness doesn't last long though before we are blinded by the view of all the amazing building exotic people and bright sunlight. "Here we are! Isn't it lovely?" Does she ever stop talking. Apparently not because she is still blabbing on behind me but I am to busy trying to take everything in to pay her much attention. Leah is next to me her mouth open in aw.
"She's right, it is lovely." These are the first words Leah has spoken since entering this part of the train. Then without warning the train stops and we are herded of the train. I hope silently that I will see that train again in two weeks, I tell myself that I will.
~ ~ ~ ~Annie~ ~ ~ ~
My night had been sleepless. I though all night of what it must be like to have to go into the arena. The morning though brought sleep. I sleep until my mother comes in to tell me I must come downstairs because we are required to watch today as the tributes step into the Capitol for the first time. That happens later this after noon but I must eat and I slept quite late.
Breakfast is a green tinted bread. It is the bread of our district and I eat it although I am not all that hungry. "Would you like to help me make a net," my mother, Birdy, and I have worked on nets together since I was very young.
"Sure Mum."
"I will," Birdy skips into the room, "It will be just like old times."
"Just like old times," my mother repeats.
We continue on a large net to sell to Mr. Odair for his fishing boat. We talk as we tie the knots. then after a few hours the television comes on to Caesar Flickerman telling us that the tributes are about to arrive. District 1 comes in first. The tributes are big and happy to be there but they aren't as large as usual. District 2 steps off the next train and they are huge they must both be 18 and have trained their entire lives. District 3 is nothing special this year average kids who couldn't care less where they are. Then District 4 comes in. I see my mother and sister look at me but I am just waiting for Finnick to step off the train. He does and he is aw stuck. It must be beautiful. I don't bother to watch the other districts. I continue on the net and I know that later tonight I will be able to see Finnick all dressed up riding on a chariot. Poor Finnick.
