Well I now have the third chapter all ready. I didn't know what to name it, then I remembered I had a line from a song in the story. So I just named it that. The song is Dressed Up To Undress by Breathe Carolina. I think it kinda goes with this chap at some parts too. Well I hope you enjoy ^_^
Disclamer: I don't own Naruto, only in my long lost dreams
Chapter 3: I don't need words to feel those lips
Last time: "Nothing is wrong Sakura and sorry for this." He spoke, his face only inches from mine.
I felt the connection instantaneously but I didn't want to react to the impulses running through me. How could I? Yes I use to be a foolish fan girl and drooled over him all the time in the past. That slowly faded though through time. Then right before he left the village I admitted I loved him. He then said 'Thank You' and left me on a bench.
I wanted him back so bad after that, things changed and after a while I didn't even want that. Then of course things changed again when he came back to the village. Now look at the situation we are in. I had to face reality right now.
He leaned into closer to me when I pushed him away. "I'm sorry Sakura. Did I scare you? I didn't mean to. It just right now…." I cut him off and pushed him down on the couch. "Sasuke I think you're a little too drunk. You need to get some sleep or your hangover will be even worse tomorrow." He looked up at me his deep onyx eyes staring straight into mine.
I looked away not wanting to see his face. It was honestly a very painful thing to see. It wasn't something you saw him do. The closest I could remember was the look he gave when thinking about Itachi and how weak he was. Even with that, they were completely different looks.
"Sakura look at me. I'm sorry that I scared you. It just… there is this connection right now." I looked back at him not denying his words. The look on his face was so heart wrenching. I couldn't take it anymore; the impulse was far too much for me.
I looked down at him, his body still lying down on the couch. I slowly moved my head down till our lips where only inches away. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't be doing this. It's just gonna hurt us in the end." I wanted to follow my words and stop but I couldn't seem to lead myself to.
All that was spinning in my mind was how could I do this. I never wanted or planned for this to happen. I was suppose to be out of love with him. I was just one of his best friends, nothing more. I could, actually I should, be on the same plane as Naruto. Even with all this spinning in my head I let it fall the deaf ears and pushed it to the back of my head.
I inched closer to his waiting lips. "I want to do this but…" I was interrupted by his low voice. "Stop talking please. I don't need words to feel those lips." His words shook me inside. How could he say something like that to me of all people? And how could he make it sound so good?
My heart was raged with adrenaline by this point. I knew I had to bury my feelings deep down inside, cage that longing in my heart, and let my heart feel numb if I don't want this kiss to hurt me. My true feeling for him would have to disappear, at least for that moment when our lips touched. But with my luck it was far-fetched.
This kiss was soft and not forceful in anyway. It was short and sweet, but it sent off sparks in both of us, sparks too powerful for our own good. Sasuke got up making me jolt back a few steps. He kept walking toward me as I moved back. This couldn't be happening again. Why I always end up in ghastly situations. I cursed inwardly when I found my back hit the wall.
When Sasuke was finally in front of me, he leaned down, his face a breath away from mine. He was tall; the top of my head barely reached his chin. I had always known I looked little compared to him, but I still didn't think about it much. But right now it was hard not to when he was this close. I was attracted to Sasuke; that much I could admit. That was a feeling I always had for him.
I had always had lingering feelings even after I thought I gave up on him. He had always been a confident person overall, but never in this way. His fairly newly found confidence had only raised my attraction to him. However, I had no intention of acting upon that attraction tonight. I had once before and it turned out badly. I didn't want to lose him because of this, but it was so hard to deny him.
All the thoughts in my head revolved around him, my beloved Sasuke, the Sasuke whose heart I could never have. At least his body could be mine. No, I shouldn't be thinking about this. I don't want it to be like last time. He was my best friend, the person who understood me the most, and nothing more. How can this guy make me feel this way?
I looked back up to see his smiling face. I can't handle this type of temptation. I felt caged even though he merely stood in front of me. It was not only my body that felt caged, but also my desires. My desires were calling out Sasuke's name to be satisfied. It was so hard to control, but I had to at least try. A voice then broke my concentration.
"Sakura… if you don't want to do this we don't have to. I will stop, I don't wanna hurt you." My name in his tongue…. the deep resonance of his voice made me shudder. No one has ever called my name and made it sound so… sensual. I know he always said my name, every day I had heard it from his mouth, but that never stopped how much I loved the sound of it from his lips. I cursed silently.
I recognized all the signs; my desires were trying to take over. Once again, I ignored my inner desire. Sasuke moved so he could speak closely in my ear, "Please tell me yes or no now. I don't know how much longer I can control myself." I was so confused my body wanted to go on, my heart wanted to feel his touch, yet my mind knew better.
My mind knew this was not what I truly wanted. Putting both of my hands to his chest, I pushed him away. A small falter appeared on his poised expression to show a tiny amount of surprise before growing slowly into an amused smirk. "If that's what you want I will stop, but you don't know how hard it is too."
I saw the look of sadness flash in his eyes before he was able to compose himself. I couldn't let him just leave like that, the sad expression would stay on my mind for what would feel like forever. He began to walk to door, before I realized it myself I was running after him.
I wrapped my arms tightly around him not wanting to ever let go. It happened so quickly after that. He moved my arms away from him and turned to face me. I saw his gentle face slowly come towards mine till our lips meet. I felted his tongue lingering the entrance of my mouth, waiting to be invited in.
I gave into it as our tongues met and began to fight for dominance. Waves of thirst and lust shook my body, making me dizzy. We slowly moved back till I felt my back against the wall again. The room spun, my legs lost their strength, and the back of my head hit the wall hard.
I whimpered involuntarily in pain. "Ah…." 'Damn it!' I cursed inside my head. I didn't want that kiss to end, but the act cleared my mind like a bucket of ice water. "No!" I cried out in panic.
With my remaining strength, I pushed him away and broke into a run towards the door, but I just couldn't make myself leave. I fell to the ground knowing my desires had gotten the better of me.
Well I needed it before I wanted to but I thought it was a good part to stop it. Well I still have more I want to put out put I want to spread it out more. Well I really hope this is enjoyable for you all to read. Love you guys for taking your time and reading this. It means the world to me honestly. ^_^
