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Chapter 2: the honest truth
I stayed there crying because he didn't want to see me, and he just ran off. I brought my knees up to my chest and cried unaware of the drama in the kitchen.
Shane's Pov.
I was walking into the kitchen where I saw that Caitlyn and Nate were having a fight. "People you know that we can hear you all the way outside." I said like if it was the smallest thing in world.
"Shane if you saw Mitchi holding another guy what would you do" said Caitlyn
"Let her explain then freak out, oh Nate May is hear" I said
"Okay who's May" Mitchi said
"Oh we met her hear three years ago she was like our best friend, well Im going to see if Jason knows" I said leaving and going to find Jason. My journey was cut short when I saw that he was at the dock with his face in his hands.
"Why did she come back, I told her I never wanted to see her again last year when I saw her" he said
"Jason, I'm guessing you saw May already, and if I may know why you said that to her" I said standing behind him
Jason got up and looked me in the eye "You told her to come didn't you, you jerk, I hate her and you know that" he said angrily
"No I don't know that you hate her, why do you; you two where the best friends that every one thought were dating" I said trying to swallow my anger
"Oh don't play with me Shane" he said trying to get pass me
"What's wrong Jason we thought you would be as happy as all of us were, she was able to smile because of you so until you tell me why you hate her then I'll let you pass"
"Well then you better learn, she's a two faced bitch that made fun of me when I told her that I was in love with Tess. She doesn't approve of us and says that she is using me. I don't care about that I'm in love with her. And if you want to know her words were. JASON SHE DOESN'T LOVE YOU SHES A FUCKING BITCH SHES GOING TO USE YOU DUMASS. OH WAIT YOUR TO FUCKING STUPID TO SEE THOSE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU. THOSE WERE HER WORDS" he said walking away
I stayed in shock why did she lose her cool yes she wants him to be happy but I think she also wishes that he can see what she can give him. Wait since when is he with Tess. I walk all the way to the cabin to see a crying May on his bed. "May don't listen to Jason he's a jerk it doesn't matter that he's with Tess" I said hugging her and rocking her back and forth. Then I saw that Nate and Caitlyn were coming. "Shh… there there let it all out" I began to pat her back
"Shane what happen" said a very worried Nate
"Jason" I said looking down "he told me about their relationship and that he's with Tess"
"Okay he does know that he's being used right" said Caitlyn she sat down next to May and began to help her calm down
"Nate lets go out side" May had fallen asleep and I didn't want her to hear "its about time you know about Jason and May" he looked at me weirdly before taking Caitlyn to her cabin and coming back to talk to me.
"So what happen with Jason" he said looking down at the dirt. We were outside by the tree and enjoying the breeze.
"Jason told her about him being in love with Tess so she got upset knowing that Tess doesn't like him that she likes me, of course we all know that he is stubborn and didn't listen to her and she yelled at him and he chose Tess over her." I said looking up
"So he broke her heart and I'm guessing that when he saw her he walked away and left her hanging" Nate said looking up when he saw May getting up he went in and sat down next to her I stayed outside thinking about how Jason and Tess were together. I saw her walk up to me.
"Shane Im sorry" she said looking down. Right then and there she reminded me of the girl that she was back then shy and innocent
"It's not your fault you only want the best for him and his happiness and if it with Tess will then there's nothing we can do about it even if he will get hurt." I said smiling at her
"Your right well I better go to sleep, bye Shane" I kissed her forehead. And walked inside, to see Nate pacing around the room.
"Hey you mind telling me what's going on" I said
"Well it true Tess and Jason are together I went threw their stuff and I found a porn picture that she send to him on his phone." He said sitting down "that's not all there's several of them making out and all"
"we have to make sure May doesn't see those she would be crushed" I said as I began looking for something to change into something to go to sleep "we can deal with Jason in the morning and after all tomorrow we have that Sleepover Jam and I want to sing with May"
"Well that's true" he said as he went to go change in the restroom.
"Jason"
"Shane"
I began to go to bed when Nate came out and began attacking Jason
"So that's all you do walk away after you haven't seen her for a year! Then out of all the stupid thing to do you go out with Tess. SHES INLOVE WITH YOU IDIOT!!" he said slamming him to the wall holding his neck "May only wants you to be happy with someone that will love you too" he said barely above a whisper letting him go looking at the floor "and I wish the best for her".
"If she wants me to be happy then she would forget about me" Jason said coldly
"You're only thinking of yourself you selfish basterd" I said finally losing my cool
"Look im happy that's what she wants then she has it cause I'm happy with her" Jason said
After that we all went to sleep of cores I only wished Jason will only feel a little guilty all that matter was May. Though, I needed to spend time with Mitchi.
May's Pov.
I went back to the cabin were I saw that everyone was sleeping and made my way to the bathroom and took out a razor and took it apart. I stared at the tree blades that were now in my palm and took one. I began to pull up my undershirt sleeve before cutting the pale white skin. First line: for loving Jason. Second line: for ruining our friendship. Third line: for everything my parents and all those that I love have done to me. Fourth and Fifth: for all I have done to people I love. I waited for the blood to stop flowing before to bed. After that I had felt better lightheaded like if nothing matter anymore.
"May wakey, wakey" said a voice
"No I want sleepy"
"Fine I guess I'll tickle you"
"Shane you wouldn't dare"
"want to try"
"I'm up" I said as I threw the covers off me and began searching for something to wear it was easy because today there were no classes so I chose some army green cargo pants a black t-shirt with a purple one over it I put my black elbow length gloves and my checkered black vans on before I went out to see Shane again on my bed asleep. "Okay I take ten minutes to get ready and you fall asleep in those ten minutes so get up"
"Why do I have to?"
"Cause you have to go with Mitchi"
"Oh yea we have a double date with Nate to day" he said getting up and leaving for breakfast "come on". I walked after him not hard to believe but that I was going to follow him around when we got to breakfast I told him if he saw Jason to tell him to go to the lake.
"So why do you want to see me" Jason spoke softly. I was sitting on the dock and letting the wind blow in my face.
"Because I want to let you know that I'm sorry" he sat down besides me
"Nate told me that you love me is it true"
"Yes, and all I want is for you to be happy, and if it's with Tess then its okay" I said leaning my head on his shoulder
"Why didn't you ever tell me" he said as he rested his head on my head
"I was scared that you wouldn't feel the same now I know that you don't"
"I'm sorry I yelled at you last year"
"All I want is to be your friend Jason"
"I do as well" his hand found mine and held my hand "I'm sorry I can't return your feelings"
"It doesn't matter as long as you're happy" I said getting up
"Yea it almost lunch time" I laughed this boy always thinks with his stomach. We made our way to the kitchen. Parting because he went with Tess and I went with Shane and Nate. I was with Mitchi and Caitlyn. We were actually having a conversation until is saw Tess kiss Jason right in front of me.
"Shane look back" I mouthed he took a quick glance before getting in his face
"Okay Jason what's your problem" he said
"So what I faked everything I said to May she deserved"
"YOU LITTLE ASS" Shane yelled before he jumped on him and began attacking him.
"Shane" yelled Mitchi
"Fight, fight" was all that was heard around the room. Jason and Shane were fighting. Jason had a busted lip and Shane had a black eye forming. I began trying to hold Shane while Nate hold Jason with help from Caitlyn and Mitchi.
"So that's all that matters right a blond girl that doesn't care about you. Rather than someone that has always been there for you, for three years. And then you lie to her because she only wants the best for you. That's it I can't take it were not friends. You hurt her, you said I was the jerk maybe you should rethink that." Shane said walking away
"So that's it you chose her over me. Tess does care about me more than May would; she wasn't there when I needed her when we met. She walked away like she always does. I hate her. She left me when I needed her so what's so different know" he said wiping the blood from his lip
"She was scared that you didn't feel the same way but you gave up she holds on even if she runs she can love, unlike you. Open your eyes Tess doesn't love you"
"Don't you talk about me like that I care very deeply of Jason" Tess spoke
"I don't believe that but okay" Shane said as he walked out with Mitchi holding his hand and went over to the lake. "Mitchi do you believe in love at first sight" he said pulling her into a hug and whispering in her ear
"I fell for you when I first saw you, so yes I do why do you ask"
"I'm in love with you and I don't want to let you go" I said as I kissed her
"I love you too Shane" they stayed there talking and then leaving for the double date.
"Jason" I said to no one in the forest
"I'm sorry I didn't know someone was hear" I said with my head low my hair was long and up to my waist. That was when I was whole.
"No its okay" said a guy "I'm Jason"
"I'm May" I spoke softly
"That's a nice name, so why are you hear"
"Oh, it's a nice place to clear your mind and rest from the drama that Tess Tyler is giving everyone"
"Oh, you're that girl right the one that is said to be a witch cause you like black right"
"Yea, though it's not true I don't do witchcraft I find it stupid"
"So your not as bad as everyone says that you are" I looked up to see his face it was hard because it was late at night.
"Why are you hear" I said with no emotion it didn't matter he didn't know that I like him
"I was thinking about someone"
"I see not that it matters, nothing does expect music in my heart"
"how do you want people to let you in if you don't seem to care about others. It helps if you let people into your heart I mean if you don't you'll just seem cold and distant from the world"
"I get hurt most of the time I have given up on humans the only thing I haven't given up is my love for music and all that matters is that I will one day be able to show it to others" I said walking away from him and into my cabin his words in my head never leavening me that day was the day that I first smiled after what happen to me.
"Jason" I said that night when I went to the forest
"May" he said
"I'm going to try and change" I said before leavening
"That's the spirit"
With that I became the new me and I now I'm that same broken girl
"I'm going to change again into that girl that you fell in love with so that I can fall in love again, that the honest truth" I said to the sky. The girl that was able to change and fall in love was the person I wanted to be the one that's past didn't hunt her.
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