THIS IS A FAN FICTION! So we all should know that I do not own any of the Twilight characters and that the original story is not mine. I want to only type it once and before any of the Twilight characters even show up. I DO OWN GEN AND LINSEY THOUGH!!! Always! So please enjoy chapter three!

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Chapter 3: The Leave

I pressed the pause button on my iPod. I was vexed, completely induced with boredom. Thoughts were rushing through my head perpetually. I had tried to think about the pandemonium of finally leaving Texas, to live in a much more suitable place for myself, but I was anxious. I was thinking about the choices I had made. Did I make the right decision? Was being a vampire that great? Was Linsey really my friend or was she just messing with my mind? Maybe I was just one of those young adults who makes the wrong choices. I sighed. Maybe I was just gullible, and she was just desperate for a human. Which I was not anymore, so that would explain Linsey trying to move me away so quickly. I was hopeful and doubtful that that was true. I guess she thought I wouldn't catch on, and that she was very clever. Wait. Why am I thinking this about Linsey? She's my best friend. She always influenced me because I thought her so much better then myself. I was at least as good as her now, and that also could be a reason for her getting rid of me. Why am I thinking about Linsey this way? I mean, she had arranged all of it so far beforehand. She was planning. Or she could just be a good friend, sending me off to be on my own. No way.

When I'm gone, I don't know if I'll even care about Linsey if she thought of me as nothing. She can do what she wants and won't care for my thoughts. WHY AM I THINKING THIS WAY!? What did Linsey ever do to me? I guess I just don't want to lose her...

I checked the clock, 5:06a.m. The glow of early morning had just started to arise. Finally. I was really going to have to get used to never sleeping.

I got up and started walking to the door. Linsey was in front of me in two seconds. I stopped. "Hello", I said happily, trying not to show my theory on her.

"Hi", she smiled back.

"Well I've been sitting here forever", I said glancing back at the bed while motioning my hands toward it. "How long until the plane leaves?", I asked.

"About twelve hours", she answered, studying my face.

It was quiet for moments, as I searched deep into her vibrant eyes for answers to my thoughts, till I couldn't take it anymore and said, "Linsey, I know you want to just get rid of me. I guess I could expect that from you, but I just want to say I'm not mad". I continued with an explanation, "I'm no use to you anymore, now that I'm a vampire. So I guess you can just move on and forget about me". I had said it so calmly.

She looked shocked and hurt. Her eyes seemed sad. "Oh Gen, I could never forget you. You're a great friend", she said, smiling weakly.

"Am I?", I asked, keeping a straight face.

She sighed. "Gen, we were always going to part ways eventually. I'll always keep sending you blood and I hope to see you again in a couple of years", she said while tilting her head a little.

"Yeah", I said, "okay, but please, when you meet someone new, don't send them to Forks".

She didn't seem shocked anymore. "Okay", she said softly. "Oh, and I guess you don't want anymore secrets, so I should say that I can't really control vampire minds. I tried it once, it didn't turn out as good as I had planned. Then when I met you, a human I couldn't command, I just thought you were amazing. Now you have control over your decisions, so I think you are going to do just fine in this world", she smiled at me.

"Thank you Linsey", I smiled back. So we both hugged and each hand a glass of red liquid. Then for the next twelve hours we talked about my human memories with her.

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The sun was setting now. I was about to go on the passageway from the airport to my plane, when I looked back at Linsey. I looked through her bright blue contacts and studied the emotion in her eyes. Her mouth frowned a little in sadness. We both nodded to each other and I turned around and didn't look back.

The plane ride was rather irritating. My green-hazel contacts were annoying me. I couldn't see everything as perfect as I could without them. I mostly just watched out my small window at the black sky and the glittering city lights under me. There were so many rows of seats, so many rows of people on the plane. I tried to act as human as possible, exactly as Linsey showed me a couple hours before. I thought I was acting human very well, other then the fact that my perfect beauty was dazzling most of the people around me. Including the guy seating next to me.

He was a middle-aged man with very greasy hair and a yellow smile. He kept stealing glances at me and leaning in my direction. No matter how desirable he smelled, I was disgusted. He tried to make small talk and ask silly questions that I wouldn't answer. How are you? What's your name? Where do you live? You visiting someone? You know I don't live that far from Port Angeles... He just kept going on and on. I wouldn't talk to him. I just gave him an uninterested look and turn my head back to the window. I averted my eyes from his, I didn't look into them once because I knew I would then find out something about him that I rather wouldn't know. Ug. So far, my 'being on my own', wasn't going too well. Not that I couldn't take care of myself. I knew I could.

I leaned back and rested my eyes. For some reason, I pictured myself running through a meadow with forest all around it and a cloudy sky. I seemed happy and joyful, but then the picture was gone and I heard a musical voice say, "she's on her way". Then another voice asked, "and the Cullens?". The first voice answered, "I have a feeling she'll run into them some time, then you'll have another reason to go back". Then the voices faded away as I pulled my eyes open and shook my head. Weird... I motioned my head to the people in front of me and behind me, but everyone was sleeping. I could feel the man's eyes on me again, so I turned my head to the window.

After a couple hours, the plane came down in Port Angeles, Washington. I got out of the gate and walked swiftly out of the airport, hoping never to see the disgusting man who sat next to me again. I was out of the airport's sliding doors, when I reached into my pocket and pulled out a piece of crumpled paper that Linsey said had the address of my new home. Home. I shook my head a little, then unfolding the paper with one hand, and looked down at it. The address was all there, but there was also was what looked like a code. It had one letter and a few numbers. I stared at it and pondered for a minute then realized what it was. It was the numbers used to find a car in the airport's parking lot.

So I started walking toward it. Although it was dark, I could still see the letters on the polls that marked each different lot. I walked faster, a little inhuman because of my impatience. It was the middle of the night so there were not many people to see me. I walked speedily to the right lot, then down the numbers until I got to the number that was on the paper. I stopped right in front of the right parking spot. I stared for moments and then chuckled. Linsey, Linsey. In front of me was my silver porsche cayman. I turned my back pack around and took out my car keys. Then got in my car and drove for an hour and a half in the direction of Forks.

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When I got past the Forks welcoming sign, it took me another thirty minutes to find my house, because it was so far out of town. I followed a long, whined, narrow road into the forest that was supposedly my driveway. I had begun to feel very nervous, but when I could finally see my house the emotion lifted.

I scanned the outside of the house through the car window as I got closer. It was a very large-looking house. The shingles on the roof were black, and the outside walls were all covered in white stones. I pulled my car in next to the house, and got out taking my back pack with me. As I walked up the path to the front door, there was a lot of little plants and flowers on the side. A touch I wouldn't add, but Linsey was a flowery kinda girl. I looked through the large windows on the side of house. It was pitch black, and it felt eerie, like at any moment something was going to pop out at me. I kept walking and took three short steps to the front door. It was a large wooden masterpiece with a curved door handle and a golden knocker. I sighed. Linsey was too much. I unlocked the door and walked inside, pushing it closed behind me. I couldn't see anything, and no one was here. Hopefully. I found the closest light switch, which happened to be next to the front door.

All the light reflected from the white walls, ceilings, and floors. It had such a luminous feeling. I was in a short hallway from the front door. I walked forward, and to the left was the living room, and to the right there was the dining room, and there was an archway that went to what looked like the kitchen. It was all very original. The living room had opposite facing couches, with a glass coffee in between. The home was so glorious, tall ceilings, and wide areas. I stared at the the now dark, large, windows that over looked the front yard. They went from floor to ceiling. So far my thoughts were inexpressible.

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I walked through my new home, checking every drawer and cabinet. Linsey had made it a very modern style home that I could adjust to suitably. The room that was my favorite was what I picked out to be my bedroom. It was a corner room, so there was a large window on each of the three sides that faced the front yard, the left side of the house and the backyard. There was a nice little balcony, a bed that had a fluffy sea foam green comforter with sheets that had orotund designs, while the bed frame was a dark brown. There was a desk, a couch, and a closet, all of the essentials for a bedroom. Assuming I needed to put my clothing somewhere, I opened my closet. "Wow", I murmured. I was surprised, but I couldn't say I wasn't expecting it. My closet, was a walk-in closet and it was already stuffed with clothes. I spent an hour looking through it.

I had finally completed an outfit that was entirely casual from what was already in the closet; a light purple tank top, a pair of dark jeans, sneakers, and a navy jacket. I had found only little space for the clothing I had brought. When I finally was out of my closet, I had my new outfit on. I was happy with it, and it's comfortableness. I took a large breath and twirled around. I froze in place. I could smell blood, a lot of blood, in the house. I immediately followed the scent. I found myself in the kitchen, in front of the refrigerator. Thank goodness. I reached for the handle and pulled to find it completely filled with blood jars. I unhesitatingly took one out and stuck it in the microwave for one minute. Not like I wasn't expecting it. When I took it out, I could feel the warmth of it in my hands, a warmth that could burn human hands. I sipped it while leaning against the kitchen counter.

I glanced around my kitchen and noticed how useless it would be. I would never eat human food anymore, so why would I need to cook? In fact, I didn't even need a bedroom because I couldn't sleep, and I wouldn't need a bathroom. So having such a large house was a waste. I didn't need any of it, even if I could have it. No use.

I dropped the jar into the sink and whipped my mouth with a washcloth. I stood there, unmoving. I gazed out the kitchen window at the moonlight dabbled trees. I thought of the idea of just running. Running as fast as I could into the deep forest. Leave all my worries behind me and just going, because I didn't need anything.

I was flying past brisk air before I knew it. It felt wonderful and right. I could sense everything around me, knowing when to jump a fallen tree, or when to maneuver around one. I was going faster then I ever could as a human, but right then I felt like I was only jogging. Everything flickered past me in only clusters of colors. Every quick step I made was a startling vibe to keep going. It reassured me that becoming this was actually worth it.

At one point I stopped, climbed a tree and just laid on a branch for hours. I had closed my eyes, let my leg swing off the side and hummed a made-up tune. It was peaceful. I felt one with nature. Then I jumped out and ran again knowing that it was probably going to get light out in only an hour or two.

I got excited when I felt my shoes crunch with sand. I was on the ocean shore. I remembered how I wanted to go to the beach when I got to Forks. I walked past bone-white tree husks and sea rocks. The waves were calming and soothing. The beach was beautiful with the moonlight reflecting from the water. There was so much peacefulness. I flopped down on the sand and tried to see if I could pass out.

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I hope this chapter was okay. I'm really looking forward to chapter four! (Hint: Twilight characters appear finally!) Thanks for reading, please write a review, and keep checking to find out when the next chapter is out! Thanks.