i'm sorry to update sooo late! First it was pure lazyness but then we were full of test, LoveToBeCrazy knows what I am talking about. I promise this is going to be getting better but there are things that need to be set up. I update each Sunday from now on.
Who Do You Think You Are Kidding?
Previously: "So…?" He said.
"Well Jacob, as you have noticed I have change –for good- and now Steve Neville offered me a job in Fueled By Ramen and not any job, I'm going to be a famous singer!!!" I said shouting the last part
JPOV
I was talking with Izzy and then she finally said what she came to say, and to be truth at first I couldn't believe she thought that she had change for good when she actually she isn't. Well, she is better, but she is not that better than before, her eyes are still sad with no life, she is very skinny because she barely eats anymore but at least she talks, right? But she is still doesn't make people feel she is ok, you see pain at the first look at her. It's painful to see her like that.
"Izzy, who the hell you think you are kidding? Of course you look better than a month before but you haven't change that much. Of course I'm happy that you are trying, but you can't lie to yourself thinking that you're ok again when you aren't, and you know you have Melissa and me to support you. And after all that, congratulation Izzy you're going to be fabulous!" I said, she was like a sister to me now.
"Oh my god Jacob, I just don't know how to let him go, I don't know how I'm going to deal with that when I'm famous, you know how he took my life, and I don't know how to get it back!" She said in between sobs, I hugged her; this wasn't the first time this happened.
"Izzy, you are doing it amazingly, and you are so strong and brave. Izzy, you are going to be able, and you are going to be a singer and that will help you so much, you are going to meet so much people that you are going to have your life back in no time" I said and then she stop crying.
"Thank you so much Jacob, I wouldn't know what to do if I didn't have you." She said drying her eyes and face.
"I wouldn't know what you would do either." I said with a laugh.
She gave me a little smile.
"Come on Izzy, smile, the world would want to see your beautiful smile." I told her.
"Thank you, Jacob" She said happier.
"You're more than welcome, Bella" I said happily.
"Oh shoot, look at the time! I have to get going! Thank you Jake" She said running to the door.
But I stopped her and hugged her.
"Good bye, Izzy, good luck!" I told her.
"Thank you. I'm going to need it tomorrow, Steve is going to my house" She shouted.
"Be careful with the amount of sugar you eat, you're hyper." I told her.
"Remember to tell Melissa to call me!!" She told me.
And with that, she left.
BPOV.
Jacob does know me better than myself. He truly does.
I keep lying to myself that I forgot him, and that's not true.
After 20 minutes, I arrived to my house.
"Hi Charlie!" I shouted after opening the door.
"Hi, Izzy. Were have you been?" He asked me.
"Umm, I went to Jacob's to tell him the news" I told him, I didn't know why I didn't want to tell him that I went to Jacob's.
"That's great, Izzy, how did he took it?" He asked while I started to take the things out of the refrigerator.
"Fantastic!" I told him.
"You know Izzy, leave that, I'll order pizza." He told me.
"Ok, then" I said.
I went to my room when suddenly my phone started to sound.
Na, na, na, diva is a female version of a hustla
Of a hustla, of a, of a hustla
Na, na, na, diva is a female version of a hustla
Of a hustla, of a, of a hustla
And that song only meant one thing: Melissa was calling.
"WASSSUP GIRL?!?!?" She shouted.
"Did Jacob tell you?" I asked.
"Tell me what?" She obviously didn't know.
"I am going to be a famous singer!!!!" I shouted to the phone.
"What? Are you kidding me?" He told me.
"No kidding, so I need a favor!" I said.
"What kind of favor?" She asked.
"Tomorrow, after Neville's visit, I need you to go with me to go shopping!!!" I told her.
" Ok!!" she said.
"I will call you after Neville's visit and then I'll go and get you to go to Seattle." I told her.
"Ok. I'm so existed. See ya tomorrow!" She told me.
"I am too. Se yaa!" I said.
After a while, the pizza arrived and I was so tired I just grabbed a piece of pizza, ate it fast and went to bedroom to change into pajamas and grabbed my old iPod Nano 1st generation and started to hear Keep Up by Hyper Crush to calm me because I was f***ing nervous.
Can you keep up
With my body movin' back and forth like speakers
When I'm dancin' you can barely see my sneakers
Can you spin me like a record, spin me like a record
Record, record
Tomorrow was going to be a big day.
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