Hey ppl B.B.'s back! with a new chapter! hope I didnt take that long to type this! Thank you for all the reviews and i will make it more detailed if you all want! so yea hope this is better than the frist two!

Chp.3. Always alone by heart...

The next day Sakura's pov':

I woke up at 7:00am and sigh as i got myself up to go take a shower and change.After a while I got out of the shower and changed into my outfit of the day.

I wore black baggy pants with red and black chains ,a black tank top ,my black beany,my red and black gloves, my choker,and for make-up some black eyeliner and red eye shadow.yup as you can tell im very diffrent from most girls.

As I wakled out of the room I herd Uchiha wake up and fall off the bed, I laughed at him from a distance.then I went to the back of the camp were there was a lake.

Oh did I mention what the camp was like, no i havent, well ok ill tell you. In this camp they let us do whatever we want, exept we have to go to see the a therapist every Friday and sundays,well its diffrent for everyone we all have it diffrent days.

The owner of the camp is Tsunada my moms best friend that's why I got to come for free and stay in the last room, but aperintly I have to have a room mate Uchiha Sasuke. Also in this camp we can stay over diffrent rooms if we would like to but, thats not for. the only thing i like to do is be alone,for the rest of the summer.

I walked to the lake and sat on the balcony it had. I took out my ipod and started to listen to the some of my favorite songs. I looked around me and no one was in site. so I did the thing I have wanted to do for a long time now.

Sing, yup I felt like singing my heart out, to scream what I feel if I had to not to hide it anymore from anyone.I feel pain,sorrrow,and i was going to sing A song that resembled alot about me,my life ,but most of all my heart.

but what I didnt know was that someone was watching and listening to everything that I was about to say.

I can't believe that I"m here in this place again
How did I manage to mess up one more time?
This pattern seems to be the story of my life
Should have learned this lesson by the thousandth time

'Cause I promise myself I wouldn't fall
But here I've fallen
I guess I'm not as strong as I thought
All I can do is cry to You

Oh God You have to save me
You're my last and only hope
All my right answers fail me
I can't seem to make it on my own

I always thought that I would be strong enough
What made all of them fall couldn't take me down
Yeah, did I think that I was above it all
I have learned that pride comes before the fall

I can't promise that I won't fall
'Cause here I've fallen
I know I'm not as strong as I thought
All I can do is cry to You

I cryed after that, that was the only thing I could do at the moment. I cryed and cryed "why is it ll the time I try to love, I try to feel, I get hurt, I get pain in return...am I not suppose to love?..." I asked myself.

Then I felt someone was behind me ,I turned and found Uchiha there looking at me. but the thing that got me mad was that he was smirking at me.I glared at him

"What do you want Uchiha? and take that stupid smirk off you stupid face basterd" I said getting up and wiping my tears off my face. "Hn,why are you here?" he asked me. I just glared even depper hopeing he would die right there and then.

"What am i doing here? well i could aske you the same question idiot" I said as I walked to were he was. I was satanding infront of him and I noticed he was way taller then me i think about 1 or 2 heads taller.

"Well, im here beacuase I wanted to spend some alone time ok" he said as I just walked pass by him. Then he got me even more mad than I alreday was. he said the same words my ex-boyfriend said to me

"You dont know what being alone really is do you Sakura?.."

I turned to look at him and glared "Oh really i dont?! well then tell me what it really is!" I screamed at him.he now was glareing at me.

"Being alone is what I am ok, I have one of the worst lifes in history you want to know why?! well I live by myself all the time thinking that someday my parents might want to come and visit me so we could spend time together with me, but no they only call me and say that they love and they tell me that they will come soon, oh and did you know that I have an older brother that is perfect at everything ?! no you didnt becuase you dont even know who I am and what i've been through! so if I were you I wouldnt say anything at all !"

I was looking down anger was revolving around me now then i said something that swor not to say to anyone after I had said it once before.

"Oh yeah ! you think your the only one?! well your wrong ! I have to go through alot more shit than you do, I have to live with perents that hate me ! at least I would want someone to love me to tell me that im important. I also have an older sister that my perents adore, your alone yes I get it but yor not alone by heart like I am! you don't know what pain, lonelyness and sorrow really is...so dont tell me that I dont know what being alone really is because you dont know how it really feels like to be hated by everyone that you thought loved you..."

I saw Sasuke's face and it looked like he was shocked. I saw that I had tears running down my face now and I was looking down. I was in pain at this moment.

"Im leaveing." and with that I left . leaveing the person I hated the most.

Sauske's pov:

I saw Sakura pass by me, that got me mad she just ignord my question! no one ignors me! then I was stupied enof to answer her question,but after that I mest up big time. because this is what happened.

"well, im here beacuase i wanted to spend some alone time ok" I said as she just walked pass by me. Then I got her even more mad than she alreaday was. I said something that her ex-boyfriend said to her when they had broken up, and how do I know this well im Uchiha Sasuke I know everything about everyone in the school."You dont know what being alone really is do you Sakura?.."

She turned to look at me and glared " oh really i dont?! well then tell me what it really is!" she screamed at me.I now was glareing at her.

"being alone is what I am ok, I have one of the worst lifes in history you want to know why?! well I live by myself all the time thinking that someday my parents might want to come and visit me so we could spend time together with me but no they only call me and say that they love and they tell me that they will come soon, oh and did you know that i have an older brother that is perfect at everything ?! no you didnt becuase you dont even know who I am and what i've been through! so if i were you i wouldnt say anything at all !"

then she told me something I would have never known that happens in her life. it shoked me really it actually did.

"Oh yeah ! you think your the only one?! well your wrong ! I have to go through alot more shit than you do, I have to live with perents that hate me ! at least I would want someone to love me to tell me that im important. I also have an older sister that my perents adore, your alone yes I get it but yor not alone by heart like I am! you don't know what pain,lonelyness and sorrow really is...so dont tell me that I dont know what being alone really is because you dont know how it really feels like to be hated by everyone that you thought loved you..."

Then the only thing I remember was that she left me there.

I shook my head and sat down were Sakura was sitting a while ago. "hn, She is amazing...I would have never thought that...no wonder Gaara dated her...hn, mabye..."

and with that I left inside I had to go to the stupied therapist.

Sakura's pov:

I left Uchiha there I just ran and ran to the inside of the school were my room was "god dam it why in the hell did i say that!" i screamed to myself when i had already gone inside the room. I hit my head over and over again agenst the wall.

then idtopped after a while "hn, what could i do about it now anyways, he stays with me.."and with that i grabed my ipod and fell asleep.

After some time:

After a while i woke up and found Uchiha laying next to me.I grumbled few things and sat up. "hn" was all he said to me. I rolled my eyes and lay back down in the bed."is that all you can say after what happend Uchiha?"I asked the person next to me.

He smirked at me. "yeah got a problem with it Pinky?" I just rolled my eyes at him and lay back down."Dam..this is going to be one long hell of a summer." I thought as i got up and went to my suitcase.

I grabed my note book and started to write down lyrics that poped into my head. I always wanted to be a rock band lead singer it was my dream, it was that art, or a pro skater. (an: yea those are my dreams,oh and the lyrics I made them up on this next song! please tell me what you think!).

cant belive your gone,

i styed aupall nigh thinging what went wrong,

im glad you dissapered ,

out of my heart,

i feel much better now,

much better without you,

its clear that i dont need you,

missing you is pain,

loveing you is hurt,

i dont need to hear a single word,

thought you were the one,

let you in and oppened up,

broke me into pices,

shattered me inside,

used me like a doll,

i walk along this no name streets

at the eged of breaking down

nothing feels alright,

everythings so wrong,

but youll come back to me

crawling pleading begging me.

missing you is pain

loveing you is hurt,

i dont need to hear a single word,

thought you were the one,

let you in nd opened up,

broke me into pices,

shattered me inside,

used me like a doll,

all the lies you made,

even if you is all ok,

theres always something wrong,

try to make me feel alright,

but you used me like a doll,

played with my heart,

but i rather feel the pain,

than you messing with my head,

can't belive you tryed,

some day ,

youll want me back,

regret what you have done,

im so glad your gone...

I smiled at the lyrics infront of me "Yes i finally finished it yeah! my 24th song!"I said cheering,[also forgeting that Uchiha was still next to meI looked beside me and Uchiha was there just staring at me like I had a second head.

"What?" I asked him. "Hn" and thats all I got. I rolled my eyes at him and went to go get my p'jays on. After that I went to sleep. "and this is only my second day of this summer camp, man this sux" I thought as i drifted into a deep sleep.

Well this was my 3rd chp.! thanx for reading hope you liked it and review if you would like to! well see you next time in the next chp!