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A/N: I hadn't planned on making Bella so OOC but as I was writing it just kinda went that way. So, sorry if you don't like human killing, newborn crazed Bella. Please review, I want to know how you think I'm doing!

BPOV

We stopped in front of a bus stop in a rundown neighborhood, it looked like most of the houses we're abandoned. I didn't smell any humans but I did catch the faint scent of another vampire. I assumed it was Victoria. "Wait for just one second Bella. I want to see if Victoria is here first. I should talk to her before she sees you." I nodded and sat down on the bench. Laurent quickly walked across the street and into a one story house. The house looked as though it should be condemned, it had boarded up windows, peeling paint and even from where I was sitting I could tell the porch was falling in. Laurent was in the house and back out again in a matter or seconds.

"She is not here, we can stay for a while." Laurent motioned for me to cross the street toward the house. "Why are we waiting for her? Why don't we just go back to Denali? Isn't that where you were staying before you came back to Forks?" He didn't seem to react to the first question but the next two questions seemed to upset him. He answered the first. "We are waiting for her because I want to get this issue resolved I don't want to have to fight with her later if she finds out another way. Victoria is not to be underestimated. If she thinks I'm hiding something from her, she won't stop until she discovers what it is."

"Okay, but what about Denali? Is that where we're going after we take care of this?" I saw anger flash across his face. "No!" He shouted and I cringed away in fright. His face softened as did his voice, "I cannot take you there ever. I was involved with one of the sisters, Irina, she means nothing to me anymore. She would be extremely jealous if she saw you, Tanya has issues with you as well. She has always had a thing for your Edward. I fear that the sisters would kill you just to get you out of their way." Even though I knew I had no claim to him the thought of someone after Edward really pissed me off. I was suddenly glad we weren't going to Denali.

We got into Victoria's house, the inside was just as run down as the outside except for a few nice pieces of furniture and a fireplace in the living room. Laurent said they only really used the house for meals and to clean up. I felt so gross after hunting and running forever I really needed to clean up. Laurent had a small backpack on his back under his coat that I hadn't noticed before. He pulled some clothes out for me and directed me to the bathroom. It was nicer than the rest of the house, but not by much. At least it had clean towels.

I swear Laurent's taste in clothing rivaled Alice's, I'd have to remember to ask him about that. This time he dressed me in a short pink dress, it had a scoop neckline that showed just a hint of cleavage. It draped down in the front and had a wide band at the bottom that hugged my hips and ass perfectly. The shoes were a matching shade of pink with four inch heels and bows on the toes. I wondered how he had managed to get everything into that little bag. Oh well, I didn't really care.

We finally had a chance to sit and talk about everything that had happened. I say talk but it was mostly just me asking a billion questions and Laurent patiently answering every single one. "How long did it take me to change?" He paused only for a second. "Three days." Three days I wonder how my parents are doing, I was more worried about them than I had realized. I suddenly wanted to cry, but knew I never could. "Bella, what's wrong?" I found my anger, he was the reason I would never be able to see my parents again. "Whats wrong?" I shouted, "What's wrong is the fact that I'll never be able to see my family ever again and it's all your fault! I would kill them if I ever tried to see them again. Oh my! I killed people today. This is all your fault, you did this to me."

"Bella, darling, I am honestly very sorry that everything had to happen the way it did. I'm sorry that you will miss your family. I am not sorry however, that you drank human blood. It is only natural, that is what our kind were made to do. You'll do well to learn that, embrace it." I was about to argue with him, when the door to the house burst open. I jumped into the nearest corner facing the door in a defensive crouch. I was looking straight into the wild eyes of Victoria. "You changed her!" She screamed at Laurent, and started towards me.

"Victoria, listen to me." Laurent's voice was hard and loud, it made me jump. She stopped to listen to him but never took her eyes off of me. "Victoria, Edward left her, he doesn't love her anymore. It will not hurt him if you kill her." I knew that he was speaking the truth and that it may help to save my life, but it hurt so badly to hear someone else say those words. It really made them true. I could tell by the look in her eyes that it made no difference. She was still going to kill me. I wasn't even that upset, I had lost everything. I lost Edward months ago and in just the past three days I lost my family, my friends and my humanity.

I was still in the corner when Victoria lunged at me. I didn't know what to do. Part of me wanted to just stand there and let her rip me apart. Another part of me wanted to kill this stupid bitch. Was this part of being a newborn vampire crazy mood swings? If I survive this I definitely need to ask Laurent. I decided I was going to fight not so much because I wanted to live, but because she was really pissing me off. I was getting ready to lunge back at her when Laurent knocked her out of the air and into a wall. She didn't see it coming and had no chance to fight back.

Laurent looked so furious, I've never seen anyone look so terrifying before. He ripped her head off first and threw it into the middle of the room. "Throw it in the fireplace!" He screamed as he continued to rip off pieces of her body and throw them to me. I was stunned for a second. All I could do was stand and stare. Her head was on the floor at my feet, her eyes were open and starring back at me. "Bella, throw her pieces in the fire, it's the only way she'll die. She'll never stop until your dead." With those word I was snapped back to reality. I did what I had to do, besides, I really didn't like this bitch.

I grabbed her head by the hair and threw. Her head landed in the middle of the fireplace and a puff of purple smoke started to fill the room. I started grabbing and throwing the rest of the pieces of Victoria into the fire. When Laurent was done ripping her apart he helped me burn the rest of her.

APOV

"Edward, you should wait out here." We had just pulled up to Charlies house and I had a vision of how Charlie would react if he saw Edward. It was not a pretty picture. "Whatever he has to say to me I can handle. I deserve everything he's going to say." I sighed at my self-depreciating brother, "Edward, you were only doing what you thought was best. Besides, right now I'm not worried about you, I'm worried about Charlie. I don't know if he can handle seeing you right now. He is really tore up about Bella, and you are only going to make him feel worse."

I got out of the car and headed toward the house, the house was full of people I could tell they had organized a search party for Bella. As I reached the house, the door opened and Angela pulled me into a hug. I was surprised by her strength and the fact that she didn't pull away when she felt how cold I was. What surprised me the most was the fact that I didn't see it coming. I couldn't see anything, everybody's futures had disappeared.

I was kinda freaked out that my visions weren't working but I had more important things to worry about right now. I asked Angela where Charlie was and she told me he was in the kitchen with Renee and Phil. I made my way through the crowded little house and found Charlie sitting at the table with his head in his hands. I had never seen anyone look so broken up before. My frozen heart broke for him.

I paused in the doorway not so sure anymore if I was doing the right thing by coming back. My visions weren't working and I didn't know how Charlie would react to having me here after it was so obvious that the reason she was gone had something to do with the Cullens leaving her. I was thinking about whether or not to leave when Charlie looked up at me and I saw the relief in his eyes. "Alice! I'm glad you came, I wasn't sure if word had reached you. Have you heard from her? I thought maybe she was trying to find you."

"Charlie, I'm so sorry. No we haven't heard anything from her. Someone called Carlisle, I'm not sure who, and told him that she was missing. I had to get down here and see if there was anything I could do." I saw the light go out in his eyes, I was his last hope to find her. "Charlie, how long has Bella been gone for?" He looked at me for a moment I could tell he was confused by my question. "I didn't wait to get all the details from Carlisle before I took off." I couldn't tell if he was believing the lies I was telling him but I couldn't tell him the truth.

"She's been gone for three days now almost four. They found her car parked at the bottom of a path in the woods. Jacob Black said that she and him had been out that way before. I told her not to go out in the woods, people had been going missing and being attacked by animals." He put his hands back in his head and started crying again. Three days, almost four days. I had no doubt in my mind Bella was a vampire by now. I just had to figure out how to find her.

I was about to comfort him when I heard Edward having a heated discussion with someone. Nobody else would have heard them, but with my vampire senses I could hear them and I knew whoever Edward was talking to was pissed.

EPOV

I hated sitting in the car waiting doing nothing, but I didn't want to hurt Charlie worse than I already had. None of this would have happened if it hadn't been for me. If I had just left her alone, if I had just stayed away, she would be fine. I was so busy berating myself that I didn't notice someone approaching the car. The passenger door swung open and I felt myself being yanked rather forcefully out of the car.

"What are you doing here leach?" Jacob Black stood before me with two of his friends from the reservation, one on each side, he spat the words into my face. "Answer me bloodsucker, why are you here?" I realized that Jacob smelled horrible, and that I recognized the scent. Jacob had turned into a wolf just like his ancestors had before him, and so had his friends. "Jacob, I don't want any trouble. We heard that Bella was missing and we came to see if we could be of any help."

Jacob laughed a spiteful laugh right in my face, "You've done enough, Dracula. You caused this, all of this." He waved his arm around to all of the cars parked around Charlie's house. "I know you can see inside my mind, go ahead take a look. See how she was after you left?" He was thinking about the day I left her in the forest behind her house. I cringed seeing what a horrible state she was in. Did I really do that to her?

"She had finally started getting better, I was helping her move on. But then some of your fellow bloodsuckers started showing up and I guess you already know what happened to me. I turned into this thing and couldn't be around her anymore." His face was pained as he said those last words and I could see that he had really been in love with Bella.

He didn't give me time to say anything in reply. "Then one of your fanged friends showed up in this meadow that Bella had been so dead set on finding for some reason." Jacob was breathing heavy and he looked on the verge of tears. I was seeing everything in his head. The meadow. Our meadow. Bella on her knees crying alone in our meadow. Then someone was with her, Laurent, he's the vampire who bit her? I thought he was in Denali with Irina.

Jacob showed me more, as he and the other wolves approached Laurent I expected him to drop Bella and run. What he did surprised me, he liked her wound causing it to heal and took off running with her. I saw through Jacob's mind the desperation in Laurent's eyes. He wanted to keep Bella, my Bella! I felt a growl deep in my chest starting to come to the surface.

I didn't get a chance to vocalize my pain. Alice was suddenly beside me, I heard her hiss at Jacob and his friends. "Get out of my way I just want to see my brother. Edward, pull yourself together, we have to get out of here. We need to talk in private. What is that smell?" Jacob snorted, "You don't smell like roses yourself, sister leach." Alice seemed genuinely shocked that he knew we were vampires. How did she not see this coming?

"Alice, they know about us because they're wolves. Remember the ones Carlisle and I told you about the last time we lived in Forks?" The realization dawned on her, then she looked like she would be sick, if she could get sick. "Edward," she whispered so low she thought no one else could here. "I can't see them." Jacob laughed in victory this time. "Really? You can't see us? And by the look on your face you didn't think I'd be able to hear you either."

Alice just stood looking stunned, for once she was speechless. "Look, just get out of here. You've caused enough damage here. Bella's gone and she's not coming back, she's dead so just go." That snapped Alice out of her daze, She's not dead Edward. She's been changed, I know because I've had visions of her since she went missing. I only nodded slightly acknowledging both Jacob and Alice at the same time.

"Come on Alice, lets get out of here." I got into the driver side as Alice slid into the passenger side of the car. I headed toward our home here in Forks. We could talk and get cleaned up. "Edward, I'm having trouble finding Bella, she's a newborn and her mind is racing. It would be a lot easier if I had an idea of who she was with. I can never see the vampire she's with."

"I can help you with that. It's Laurent."

BPOV

I don't know much about being a vampire I've only been one for not even a full day. Maybe it was the newborn blood lust, or maybe it was the excitement from killing that crazy bitch, but suddenly I was almost crazed with thirst. "Laurent I need to hunt now!" He barely had time to register what I said and I was out the door. I couldn't help myself, I caught the sweet smell of humans. Suddenly, I didn't feel so bad about the men that I killed earlier. All I felt was the need for more.

As I got into the more populated part of town I could tell the different smells coming from people. I could tell I was going to like the men the best. The smell coming off of them was so incredible, even sexually arousing. I was still a virgin because Edward didn't love me enough to be with me. It must have really disgusted him all of the times I tried to get things to go further with him. Oh well, I doesn't matter anymore. Besides, I'm sure I could find somebody who will love this new body I have.

It was night time so there were clubs and bars open. Yes, I know that I'm only 18 but I have a feeling I won't have to worry to much. I found a club that had a few good looking guys outside, so I walked on up to the ropes. I walked in front of everybody that was waiting in line and was let right in, this I could get used to. As I walked into the club all eyes were on me, and for the first time in my life I like it. I really didn't know if it was just because I was a newborn vampire or because I was just a vampire but I had a new confidence.

I walked up to the bar and ordered a vodka cranberry, for appearances, and waited for my prey to come to me. I had never drank when I was human outside of one time when mom had let me taste her champagne, at a wedding, when I was sixteen. Renee had always liked vodka cranberry and it was the only drink I knew of. I didn't have to wait long, a tall good looking man probably in his twenties approached me.

He was wearing a black dress shirt that had blue and white vertical stripes and a white collar. The top two buttons were undone and the sleeves were rolled up to his elbows. His pants were simple black dress pants that made his butt look good, and his shoes were expensive. Damn, am I turning into Alice? That is so not something I would have noticed before.

"Hey there. Can I buy you a drink?" Seriously? That's the best you've got? I held up my drink to show him that I already had one. He was cute, he might be fun to play with, or just to drain. "Do you wanna dance?" Okay, so I was never one for dancing when I was human, but I was so overcome with this feeling of, I don't know, power. "Sure." I grabbed his shirt and led him to the dance floor, careful not to let him touch my skin.

The song Closer by Kings of Leon was playing, it's such a sexy song and I was going to give this guy a show. I suppose it was the least I could do since I planned on killing him soon. I started dancing with my back to him. I felt him come up behind me and rub up against me. He was already aroused so I wouldn't have to wait long to be able to get him away from here. I raised my arms in the air swaying with the music and grinding my ass against the bump in his pants.

As the song ended I could tell he was about ready to blow his load in his pants right here in front of everybody, ew. I leaned into him, put my hands on his shoulders and whispered in his ear. "Do you want to get out of here? We can go back to my place, it's not far." I think I actually dazzled him. He stared blankly at me for a second then took a deep breath in and nodded. "Yeah, lets go."

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