Sparks POV

I was sitting on my desk as I thought of what is best for my team. If I leave...they may be sad but then again ...it's the safest thing to do and if. Stay...I could turn evil again and then I could destroy them and all I want is for them all to be safe and it can't happen if I'm here. Everything that has happened is all my fault. And no matter how many times someone tells it isn't my fault, it is my fault and it will always be.
I glared and grabbed a piece of paper and a pen. Everything will be just perfect if I leave. Ill leave and go somewhere far away from here and never come back. I will forget everyone and live on my own and never ever love again. Ill become a normal monkey out in the wild.
Nova won't have to worry about me no longer. And. Can't worry about her any ore that's why I have to leave. I have to leave her and let her find someone else to be with even though I wish that person were me. I have loved her for as long as I can remember. I sigh and begin to write.

Nova's POV

"He kicked you out?" Asked Chiro.
I nodded sadly and they look at each other.
"That's wierd...Sparks is acting very strange." Said Antuari.
"He's guilty!...He won't stop blaming himself for the fire of hate incident!" I say and they sigh.
"I want the old Sparks back." Says Otto sadly.
"Yea...It's been a long time since he has acted like his regular self." Says Gibson.
"I miss him too." Says Chiro sadly.
"Don't worry guys...I'm sure hell come around." Says Jinmay.
"What if he doesn't." I mumble.
"He will Nova don't worry." Says Jinmay.
"I miss him...he hasn't acted like the old sparks I love." I said. They stare at me sadly.
"We all miss him as much as you do Nova...Let him solve his problems on his own...he needs som time." Says Antuari and I nod.
"I never thought I would say this but...I do miss Sparks' jokes and...Childress." Says Gibson while crossing his arms.
"We all do my friend." Says Antuari.
"I just hope we get him back" I mumble. I miss sparks so much. I can't live without sparks, I love him too much even though it took me a long time to admit it but I do love him more then myself and I always will. I miss his jokes, his laugh, his smirk, even how he flirted with me. I know I have always told him to leave me alone but now that he has...I never want him too. I want him to bother me. To talk to me. I sigh.
"Lets to to bed monkey team...Tomorrow is another day." Says Chiro.
"Okay." I mumble and we stand and head towards out rooms. As I walk to mine I look towards Sparks' room one more time then I walk inside mine.

Sparks POV

I read the letter I have written for Nova one more time then I stand and open my bedroom door and walk out. I slowly walk through the empty hallways till I reach Nova's room. I take a deep breath and slowly put the note in front of her bedroom door hopping she will find it in the morning.
I sadly turn around.
"Goodbye Nova...forever...I will always and I mean always love you." I whisper and I walk back, to my room ready to take off and leave everything forever and never come back. I will make sure my family is safe...I will hide behind the shadows...never spotted again.

Nova's POV

I toss and turn in my bed unable to sleep. I kept closing my eyes and the only thing I see is sparks. And I'm sure if I ever fall asleep ill dream about him. I just can't get him out of my mind. I know how guilty he feels and I just feel horrible. Don't know why but I do know that I love him to much to leave him alone. I need to cheer him up somehow. There must be a way.
I get up and look around my dark room and get up. O slowly drag myself to the door and open it. Yawn as I step out but only to step on something. I look down and see a piece of paper.
"Nova?" Someone says. I look up to see Chiro.
"Hey Chiro...couldn't sleep?" I say.
"No...I'm worried about sparks." He says.
I know how he must feel. Sparks was his best friend and I know how much Chiro cares about him. He may even care as much as I care for sparks.
"Me too." I say.
"What's that?" Asks Chiro as he points to the piece of paper.
"I don't know..." Say as I pick it up and he stares. I then start reading out loud.

""""Nova...
I know how all of you have been thinking and worrying about me. I just want to say that...I'm ok...don't worry about me anymore because your just putting yourself down. I want all of you to be happy and safe.
That's why I have taken the decision to leave. I will leave and never ever come back. I know you will try and stop me but just don't. Never confessed how I felt for you but I know you know. I never just flirted you for nothing...it was for something.
Tell everyone not to worry. The only way to keep you safe is to leave. I won't come back but I know you will be sad. Don't.
Find someone else to be with. Someone who deserves you and keeps you happy. Someone who KNOWS how to take care of you. Anyone.
dont cry for me and please keep the team going. I have failed you all and. Can't live with all the guilt that is eating me inside.
Thanks for everything Nova.
I will always...ALWAYS love you.
I'm sorry
S.P.R.X.7.7""""

I stared at the note. No...NO!
"No!" I yelled
"Sparks!" Yelled Chiro.
"Go get the team ill find him!" I yell. Chiro runs and. Run to sparks room I have to stop him before it's too late! I have to! I can't let him leave me! I need him and I know he needs me. It's not his fault it just isn't!
"Sparks?" I yell as I run in his room but find it empty I shake my head and run to the command room and any place he could be at.

OH NO! Sparks is gone! IS HE GONE!?
FIND OUT IN THE NEXT CHAPTER. WILL NOVA STOP HIM? OR IS IT TOO LATE?!