Castiel was in love. He knew it. He hadn't stopped thinking about Dean since he had left the party and that had been over a week ago. He tried to remember the feeling of Dean's lips on his or the warmth he felt when Dean wrapped his arms around him. This was hard to do when his two older brothers where hounding him for ideas for raids and drive bys and other illegal activities.
"Castiel, would you please tell Lucifer that a shooting at City Hall would be ill advised"
"Castiel, would you please tell Michael that a shooting on City Hall would strike fear into the Winchesters and maybe even gain us some territory"
"Castiel, would you inform Lucifer that more than a few of our best gunmen would be killed if we attempted the shooting"
"Castiel, would you tell Michael that he's a dumb fuck"
"Cassie baby would you hand me another apple martini" Well that last one was probably Gabriel, but it was basically what he went through everyday. The only thing that was keeping him going was the fact that he was going to get to see Dean. He had promised him. Castiel was lounging in his room reading his books when Michael and Lucifer barged in.
"Castiel we've got a job for you" They both said. Castiel sighed and put his book down. Castiel was better known as a strategist, but he was pretty handy with a blade if you put one in this hand. Michael would send him to take care of the higher ups of certain gangs to make sure they where done properly.
"Your target is Alistair Deville, he runs with the Demons a couple towns over" Castiel nodded and took the file that Lucifer was holding. There where four major gangs in the area. There was the Demons who where ruthless and where murdering people left and right, they occupied the next town over. Then there was Purgatory, that's where all the freaky shit went down. All of the best torturers, pyromaniacs, and junkies where in that gang. The Novaks, or Angels as everyone else called them, where the most organized of all the gangs, they where more like a family mob. They had been running this town for as long as anyone could remember. Recently in the last few decades a new gang was come to light. The Hunters which where run by the Winchester Family. They hated every other gang but their own and wouldn't hesitate to shoot anything. Alistair had been hopping from Purgatory to The Demons for a few years now, he was the best torture expert in the state. He could get info out of anyone.
"We need you to neutralize him" Michael said. Castiel rolled his eyes.
"Why don't you just say kill, it's a lot more honest" Castiel told him. Castiel grabbed his file and strode out of the room.
~~~~A Few Hours Later~~~~
Castiel was sitting in his car waiting for his target to go inside his house. He loved his Cadillac, or "pimpmobile" as Gabriel called it. Suddenly out of the corner of his eyes Castiel saw a black car pull up. It stopped and no one got out, strange. He turned slightly to get a closer look. An older car, Chevy Impala, well cared for, defiantly not Alistair's car. Castiel turned back to look at the house and a few mintues later another car pulled up. This looked more like his target. It was a slick, shiny, yellow Corvette. It pulled up into the driveway of the house and Castiel saw as Alistair stepped out of the car. Castiel smiled. He could probably get this over with and be home in time for Oprah. Castiel started to make his way out of his car before a big, strong hand came up and clamped over his mouth. Castiel struggled to get away and he tried to reach for his knife, but his attacker said something that made him stop.
"Shhh babe it's just me and Sammy" his attacker said. The hand on Cas' mouth went away and Cas quickly turned around. Dean Winchester was there is all his glory and behind him was a gigantic moose man that he guessed was Sammy.
"Dean, what the hell are you-" Cas tried to ask, but Dean cut him off with a kiss instead. Sam rolled his eyes at them and Cas pulled away.
"Dean" Cas said with a demanding tone. Dean smiled and leaned his head on Cas' forehead. It was enough to make him melt.
"Sammy and I are just gonna whack this Demon guy" Dean told him.
"Me too" Cas replied. Dean smiled and leaned forward to kiss Cas again. Cas enjoyed it this time. He had missed Dean so much. They got lost in each other and didn't realize that Sam was watching the whole thing.
"Ehem" Sam coughed. Dean and Cas continued to make out in front of him.
"Ehem" he said again. Now Dean was sticking his tongue down Cas' throat and visa versa.
"DEAN, we are outside an enemy gang house and your making out with another enemy gang member, can we focus on our hit right now" Sam said. Dean reluctantly pulled away from Cas.
"Cas I'm sorry Sammy here is being such an ass, but he's right babe" Dean said. He lulled himself out of the car and next to his brother. Sam looked at his brother and saw hurt on his face. The same hurt was on Cas' face too. They really didn't know when they where going to see each other next. They could never be together and it was killing them both.
"Why don't I go ahead and whack Alistair and you two go off and have a...date or something" Sam suggested. Sam wanted to laughed when he saw both of their faces light up.
"Would you do that Sam" Cas asked. Sam sighed.
"Cas, you might be a Novak, but you make my brother damn happy. I've never seen him like this, it's crazy. He's always talking about you, and about when he's going to see you next. He smiles more often and he is just so...damn happy and you've made him like that...so yeah" Sam said as he scratched the back of his neck. Dean patted Sam on the back and have him a little smile.
"I should be done in about two hours...that should be enough time to do...whatever your guys do" Sam said. Sam waved goodbye to the men as he walked up to the house. He saw as Dean hopped into the front seat of Cas' pimp car and they drove off into the night. The lovesick idiots.
~~~~15 Minutes Later~~~~
"So what does my little angel want to do tonight" Dean asked as he slipped his arm around Cas' shoulders.
"You" Cas said bravely as he gave Dean a little wink. Dean stared laughing and Cas thought it was the hottest thing he had ever heard.
"Besides the obvious, what would you like to do on our first date" Dean said as he moved closer to to Cas. Dean started nipping at Cas' ear and Cas thought he was going to drive off of the road.
"I don't know...there...oh Dean" Cas moaned. Dean must have been trying to get Cas to crash the car.
"How about you pull this pimp car over babe" Dean whispered into his ear. Cas couldn't have pulled over fast enough. Once he had parked the car he unbuckled himself and jumped over onto Dean's side of the car. He straddled Dean's waist and grabbed Dean's jacket collar for better support. He pulled them closer and kissed him as hard as humanly possible. Dean's hands roamed over Cas' body, eventually settling on Cas' hips. He held onto them for dear life, like Cas was gonna sprout wings and leave.
"I've...missed...you so...much...Dean" Cas said between little kisses to Dean's jaw.
"I can tell babe" Dean said as he moved his hands up under Cas' shirt. Cas giggled and Dean could feel it go through his spine.
"How about we move this to the back...let you lie down" Cas said as he mouthed at Dean's neck. Dean chuckled.
"What makes you think I want to lie down, don't you think you should lie down" Dean said. Cas pulled away and looked deep into Dean's eyes.
"Oh no Dean. When your with your father and your brother you might be top dog, but your my little bitch now" Cas said. Dean had never been so turned on in his life.
"Oh hells yeah"
~~~~A Few *ahem* Private Moments Later~~~~
Dean was probably the happiest man alive. He was naked in the back of a car with the hottest man in existence on top of him. Dean was twisted a strand of Cas' hair around his forefinger and Cas was still trying to catch his breath.
"You sure do scream a lot for a Hunter" Cas said. Dean flicked him on the head and Cas flashed him a big smile.
"It's not my fault that Angels are good in the sack" Dean said. Cas smiled more and leaned down to kiss Dean.
"We're gonna have to go back soon, Sam will be wondering where we are" Cas said as his smile went away. Dean's heart hurt when Cas said that. He knew that this was stupid, that they would never get to have these moments. They'd never wake up to see the other one in bed with them. They'd never get to make each other coffee, or watch a football game late at night. Of all the people that Dean could fall in love with it had to be Cas. Dean felt a few tears stream down his face and he felt Cas' hand smooth them away.
"I didn't think you where the type to cry after sex Dean" Cas joked. Dean gave him a little fake smile.
"I just don't want this to end, this is perfect" Dean said. Cas sighed, he knew it was perfect too.
"We'll see each other, I can sneak over to the library and you could maybe crash a few more parties" Cas said trying to find a way. Dean lifted his hand and ran his fingers through Cas' sex hair.
"Is that what you really want Cas. Us sneaking around for the rest of our lives, never being able to...be normal" Dean asked. Cas moved his hand to take Dean's hand away from his head. He let their hands fall into the floor and their fingers tangle together.
"One day Michael, and Lucifer, and John, and everyone else is going to kill each other. One day you'll rule the Hunters and I'm gonna be the head of my family. When that day comes then we can be whoever we want to be, we can be together" Cas explained. Deans brought their hands up to his face and he started placing kisses on Cas' hand.
"And how long is that going to take. Months, years, decades. My father wants me to marry some bitch so we can form an alliance. How am I gonna stop him. What am I going to do the next time we have a gang fight and your on the wrong side of my gun" Dean said as he cried some more. Cas had joined him and Dean felt the little drops pooling on his chest.
"I love you" Cas said between sob. Dean untangled his hand from Cas' and lifted Cas's face up to look at him.
"I love you too Cas, and I'll be damned if some family feud is gonna get in my way" Dean said. Then he pulled himself out from under Cas and tried to locate his clothes. As he slipped on his pants and his old t-shirt, Cas out his hand on his shoulder. "What are we going to do Dean" Cas asked. Dean turned to him and pecked him in the lips.
"We're going to see Bobby"
