Sorry for taking so long to update, I've have been very busy...but..we've found us another house...that needs ass loads of work, but...I still have the rest of this month till may..then I won't be able to update often...since we'll be moving our stuff...so I'll try my best to give you guys more frequent updates...but I can't promise anything since exams are coming up soon...ah..the wonders of the 9th grade...and recently I've found some new stuff like Will and Grace...I love that show...and this really cool anime called Black Cat..which the dub doesn't suck...finally...well enough of my babbling...

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Kyuubi's journal

Naruto's Journal

Me: No lemons for me, roll the disclaimer!

Super Duper Disclaimer Man-thingy: She doesn't own Naruto! Dun Dun Dun Dunnnnnn (flies away)

Me: O o

Ame: O o

Random Readers: O o

Me: Anyway, on with it

Kyuubi's journal

Naruto's Journal

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Wishing For a Miracle Hoping For a Cure

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Beep...

Beep...

Beep...

Beep...

Silvery blue eyes slowly opened as she groaned. 'Where am I?' Slowly she sat up wincing in pain as she sat up.

"Ah I see your awake."

She turned towards the door where a twenty three year old man stood, his brown hair pulled up in a ponytail. His brown eyes sparkled a bit as he smiled, "Hello Uzumaki-kun, I amUmino Iruka, you're doctor."

"Doctor?" She asked curiously.

He laughed a bit, "Yes Uzumaki-kun, you are in the hospital, it seems your brother is too...but he's in another part of the hospital."

"Naruto! Where is he?" She asked getting up.

"You shouldn't be getting up Uzumaki-kun, as for your brother, he's alright. Now, please, get back in the bed."

Kyuubi shook her head, "No, I want to see my brother."

"I'm sorry, you aren't in the proper condition to go see him, you two are jut recovering from being raped, so I don't really think that your well enough to be up..."

"I don't care! I want to see my brother, the last thing I remember is a knife being held up to him, then I woke up and saw Naruto..he was tied up...and Orochimaru was...was...was..." She trailed off looking at the floor. "I promised mom I would look after him. Let me go see him!"

"I thought he was the oldest?"

"He is, but he has the tendency to get into a lot of trouble, and he is so stressed out, working three jobs, and then coming home to help me with homework, and cook dinner..."

"Your parents?"

Kyuubi glared at the floor, "They're gone..."

Iruka looked at her sadly, "Alright Uzumaki-san, I'll go see if you can go to your brother, and if you can be moved in there with him."

"Arigato Umino-san."

Iruka just smiled and walked out the door, then quietly shut it. Poor girl and her brother, it seemed as if they were living the life of an adult.

He really needed to go talk to Kakashi, maybe they could adopt her and her brother, maybe...

Kyuubi sighed, she wanted to go see her brother, so they could get out of here and continue on with their lives.

March 18th

I woke up in the hospital today, it really scared me a lot, especially without Naru-nii here. I wish I could find him and go home, but I hurt so bad. I wonder if he's fairing any better? I hope so. Well Umino-san said I should get some sleep, and come to think of it, I am getting sleepy, maybe it's the medicine, I don't know, well good night. Write when I can.

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March 18th

This doctor came in here today, he told me that Kyuubi is doing fine, but I should wait a day until I could go see her, then he started asking me questions. I didn't answer some of them though. If they never bothered to ask about mom and dad in the past, why ask now? Why bring up painful memories for me, so they can get the answers they want. Then we get sent on down to the orpahnge and split up. No they won't do that...I'll make sure of it! Well I have to go now, they need to run tests and stuff, I hope where ever you are mom..dad...I hope your happy for the hell that we've been through. I hope your just so fucking ecstatic.

I wanna thank you for not being there when we needed you

not caring what happen to us..

I hope your life is what you wanted it to be

cause' you've just ruined mine...

I hope your happy now...

Cause' you've just ruined mine...

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I know the chapter is short...but I am kinda on a time limit...how does this sound...tomorrow during keyboarding, I'll try to type up a chapter of This and Life's Little Deceptions and send them to my email and post them when I can...well I hope you like this really short chapter... and the song-ish thing at the end belongs to my friend she wrote it. Maybe I'll put the whole thing in later...hm..I don't know...well please review, for I am an old lonely hermit crab... in need of life I get from reviews!