Chapter 3
I own nothing except my thoughts of Jacob (he's totally legal now)
Sorry for my long chapter
I tried my best with spelling and grammar i am only a human running on coffee and lack of sleep haha.
Jake POV
After saying goodbye to Bella that evening, Billy was with the clearwaters. I went straight to my room shoved the clothes off my messy desk found a discarded notebook in the bottom of my school bag, scrambled about for a pen and set about writing my plan, it wasn't to force Bella to love me or make her want me, it was to essentially give her the choice a choice other than Edward. Me and the pack had seen the way she acted with him she was a completely different person! He lured her in with his sickly voice that she had described to her sounded like warm honey but to them it sounded like nails on a chalkboard, they sensed how her heartbeat raced around him Edward had told her it was because she loved him but really they knew different it was the flight or fight response her blood pressure would rise along with her heart beat a response Edward and the Cullens thrived off when she was around until they could go hunting.
The only good ones out of the Cullens were the ones she referred to as Rosalie and Emmett, she had told me all about Rosalie's tragic past and what had happened to her, and how she had fallen in love with Emmett after he had been attacked by a bear, how she craved to give life to a baby of her own and how she longed to have a heartbeat of her own.
I put my head in my hands staring at the ceiling, I needed to break the spell Bella was under and I felt I didn't have a lot of time for some reason. I set about writing my plan and hoped she would realise before it was too late…
Bella POV
I returned from Jakes that night with an uneasy feeling in my stomach like I was causing him pain I knew that smile at the beach wasn't his usual sunny smile there was more to it like he was masking his pain while trying to make me happy.
I knew that look I'd had it a lot since Ed...he left me, why couldn't I heal why couldn't I move on it literally felt like i was trapped in a spell like something had an iron grip around my heart and wasn't letting go no matter how much I wanted to. I walked over to my old computer and decided to write a letter of sorts a letter that would never get sent a letter that would release me from his grasp I only managed to type To Ed...when I felt a stabbing pain in my heart I fell off my chair clutching my heart trying to breathe on the floor when Charlie burst in "Bella! Are you okay?" He glanced at the computer and stiffened "Look you are never going to move on if you are writing silly love letters to him"I opened my mouth to protest he just looked at me shaking his head "You know if you had never met him you wouldn't ever have to be like this, he controls you and he's not even here" I sobbed trying to stop the tears falling down my face…."I'm really trying charlie I really am" He pulled me up by my hand and hugged me "I know….let's go down and get some tea"
I followed my father down the stairs into the kitchen, Drinking tea at night had become our thing when the nightmares became too much normally coupled with whatever dessert item id baked previously, recently id been trying to make muffins as perfect as I could but I couldn't get them good enough. I was snapped out my thoughts by Charlie "Bella, you know Jake...well that boy is madly in love with you can't you give him a chance, i know I'm biased because he's Billy's boy but he could make you very happy" he took a bite out of a muffin and winked at me "Not enough chocolate for my taste.
I looked at my tea and thought about Jake, my warm sunny friend...could i give him the chance he deserved. I made a note to go to the store in the morning to get baking supplies I was going to bake like mad for those la push boys and Jake.
