Hello, new chapter, yea...well I'm really bad in the update thing, but well I'm here again. I hope this is good, is very short but well sorry...next chpater should be longer.
Thanks to Allysa and her nice job.
Chapter 3. Light and Darkness.
When Jessica died he almost dies with her because the pain and grief in his heart was stronger than him. For months he wished for death. But in that moment, more unexpected than Jess's death, his brother came back into his life. Well, Dean always had been there for him like a brother, but Dean came into his life as the person that loved him and made him smile with all the silly things that he does. Dean is his life; his big and eternal love.
For Sam, this Dean is something new to him, because they have been together all their lives, and Dean was always so cold about his feelings. He never said anything about his father's fading, or his mother's death, and now he is different because Dean's lips are on his, Dean's hands are all over his body. Now Dean is his Dean.
Since their first kiss that night in the Impala, Sammy knew what happiness is. But when he found out about the baby his heart throbbed faster for love. For him this was a big shock, obviously, and the news made him nervous. He never thought about a baby. About the possibility of being a father, but now a baby is inside him, there is a little person that is part of Dean. A little thing that will be his big light.
Light, light which is what Sam is looking for right now, a light. He doesn't know what is happening he can't hear anything; all in this place is darkness and it's so cold and silent.
Three weeks have passed since he woke up. For Dean it has been three long and painful weeks in this hospital. Close to Sam's bedside, holding his limp and cold hand, and touching his now more protruding belly. His father is next to him almost all the time and sometimes Dean can sure that John is crying but he can't really care less. Not when Sam is like this, gone to the world without hope of be awake again. Sometimes, when the fatigue wins, and he falls asleep, he can feel Sam; he can feel that he is cold and alone and scared, but then he wake up and looks down onto Sammy's face and the dreams are just that, dreams.
Bobby has been giving them money, John has rented a house close to the hospital so Dean has a place to rest and sleep. There are no signs of the demon, but for John and Dean the demon is in a second place because now the more important things are Sammy and the baby.
Their child is four months now. In the beginning, Dean felt heat toward the baby. In his head, he couldn't understand how it was possible that it was growing up completely fine and Sam was not ok. After long conversations with his father and a big lecture from Bobby, he understands now that this child is the only possibility of having Sam with him now. But it's not just for that, he loves his baby because it's his baby, and he is going to be a father. He is going to have a baby with Sam and that is the best reason for loving this baby. But almost all the time it's so hard to think of a new life when one is almost over.
TBC...
