OK so I finally updated, sorry for how long it took but I was going through a rough time, my depression and bulimia came back and I was diagnosed with Bi-polar but its better now so that's ok. MERRY CHRISTMAS.

Warning: BUTT SEX AHOY the rating is going up to M

Disclaimer: I don't own bleach, the song hero, drinking, pancakes, maple and blueberry syrup, sausage or butt sex.

A.N this is my first smut so please no flames

Ichigo and Rukia opened the doors to the living room of the Kuchiki manor to reveal Byakuya, Karin, Renji and Tomoyo all sitting down with tea cups in hand.

"Hey guys I got Ichigo" Rukia said with a smile, the smaller soul reaper went and sat beside her brother on one of the couches.

'Hey Byakuya its good to see you again" Ichigo said some what politely to Byakuya as he took the place beside his little sister on the couch. He looked at Renji who was staring quite intensely at the ground.

"I would prefer it if you refer to me as Kuchiki-Taicho, Kurosaki" Byakuya said pointedly to the orange haired teen. Ichigo laughed, it was the same way with Toshiro, and they both hated being called by their first names.

"Yeah, I've heard it all before" Ichigo said and ruffled Karin's hair. "Remember to always address your teachers and the captains a sensei or Taicho." Ichigo advised his little sister.

"So Ichigo, where are you staying?" Rukia asked the orange haired soul reaper with earnest.

"Oh Karin and I are staying with Kyoraku-Taicho, and his sister" Ichigo said as he gestured to Tomoyo.

"That was so nice of him" Renji chimed in to prevent feeling left out of the conversation.

"Yes and I will be teaching Karin starting tomorrow`` Tomoyo said with a sweet smile.

"I'm sorry to interrupt Kuchiki-sama but I've finished breakfast for everyone, we have pancakes, sausage and strawberries along with maple and blueberry syrup" One of Byakuya's maids said without meeting the stoic male's eyes.

"Thank you, Mari, you may go home now" Byakuya dismissed his maid while keeping his eyes focused on the group in front of him. The plates of food were served to the group of souls, to one it might seem weird that spirits still had to eat but to the group it was perfectly normal, well all except Karin.

"Wow, Ichigo this is the first time we've eaten together like this since that night me you and Renji went drinking in Karakura" Rukia said with a smile, though she didn't know what had happened after she had left… she didn't know how bad Ichigo had messed things up with Renji.

Begin Flash back now

Ichigo continued drinking barely acknowledging the fact that Rukia had just left, the strawberry was to busy drinking away the memories of the day, Orihime had been kidnapped, or that's at least what Ichigo wanted to think, Yamamoto said she could have easily betrayed them but Ichigo doubted it.

Ichigo continued to drink, not even caring how out of the ordinary it was for him, how much damage he was doing or he was going to do.

"Ichigo, I think its time you stop drinking" Renji suggested from beside the strawberry, but was not acknowledged by the intoxicated teen.

"Ichigo you need to stop" Renji tried again, once again being ignore; he would have to try a different approach.

"Ichi, why don't you dance with me" Renji suggested, tugging the stunned strawberry from his seat. It seem like for once Ichigo didn't have a smart ass reply, so he willingly let himself be dragged off his bar stool to the dance floor.

A slow song began as Renji rested his hands low Ichigo's hips.

Would you dance
If I asked you to dance?
Would you run
And never look back?
Would you cry
If you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

"Ichi, I'm sorry about what happened today" Renji said into Ichigo's ear, the orange haired teen had finally placed his hands behind Renji's neck.

"Don't be sorry, it's not your fault, you don't need to apologize" Ichigo muttered against Renji's shoulder

Would you tremble
If I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die
For the one you loved?
Hold me in your arms, tonight

It started off innocent. Renji tilted Ichigos head up so he could see the handsome face, his handsome tear streaked face. Renji gingerly whiped the tears of ichigo's face and gently pressed his lips to ichigo's, neither knowing if it was the alchohol or if they held secret feelings for eachother.

Ichigo kissed back, grasping the back of Renji's head to pull him closer. The orange haired teen gasped when he felt a tongue slide across his lips, asking for entrance. Ichigo shyly opened his mouth to let Renji's tongue in, the redhead immediately beginning to map out ichigos mouth.

And that was when Ichigo snapped, he began to kiss Renji back with a passion, twining their tongues together in a battle for dominance, hands exploring eachothers bodies.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

WARNING! There will be a smutty scene here so if you don't like you can just skip till you see the IT'S OK.

Ichigo broke away to breath but Renji didn't, he attacked the strawberries neck. Biting and sucking on the gentle skin of his neck, but something was missing, renji wanted to feel more of the beautiful teen infront of him. The redhead ground his hips into Ichigo, showing him his need, his need to be close and to hold the teen and to make him feel loved.

Ichigo gasped and pulled Renji off his neck, Renji's face fell and he began to shrink away from the strawberry until ichigo reconnected their lips, Ichigo began to grind against the redheads obvious arousal, moaning slightly at the friction.

"R-renji i…. I want more" Ichigo pleaded, breaking away and looking at renji with half lidded eyes, clouded from lust and alchohol, Renji's eyes widened and he thought quickly.

"A-are you sure" he asked nervously, then mentally groaned, he had probably killed the mopd right there.

Would you swear
That you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
Would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

Ichigo nodded frantically, much to Renji's delight "can you wait until we get back to my place?" Renji asked in a low voice, whispering in Ichigo's ear and nibbling the soft flesh.

"Y-yeah, lets go" Ichigo said with a shiver at the attention his ear was getting.

"Come on, I have a car parked out back" Renji said, he dragged Ichigo through the crown and out the door with the sound of a song slowly fading in the back-round.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you, oh, yeah.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well, I don't care...
You're here tonight.

Ichigo eagerly got in the passenger side of the car, leaving renji to get in the other side.

As soon as Renji got nto the drivers side, ichigo attacked his nick, biting and and sucking at the skin, the strawberry teen was doing anything to put his mark on Renji, the redhead was trying hard to not moan at Ichigo's actions. Ichigo opened his eyes and found him self looking at Renji's obvious arousal, and the thought hit him, making the orange haired teen smirk devilishly.

"Promise me you wont crash?" Ichigo asked the gorgeous redhead infront of him and only receiving a nod in response. The orange haired teen un-did his seat belt and reached over to unbotton Renjis tight pants, allowing his erection to spring free.

"No underwear? Were you excpecting to get lucky tonight Renji?" Ichigo questioned in a husky voice, cause the redhead to blush.

Ignoring the ebarassement he caused the redhead, ichigo tentativly licked the underside of Renji's erection causing the redhead to gasp and grip the wheel tighter. The noised caused ichigo to smirk and he teasingly took the head of the cock into his mouth and sucked softly, causing renji to moan. The redhead put a bit more pressure on the gas petal, desperate to get home faster.

Ichigo slowly took more of the throbbing organ into his mouth, thankfully he didn't gag once by the time he had the whole 7" in his mouth. At a painfully slow speed, ichigo began to bob his head up and down on the hard cock. Ichigo swirled his tongue over the head of the cock and down the vein on the underside. Ichigo began sucking harder and bobbing his head faster and in a more frantic patten. Renji was panting and moaning as he tried to keep his attention foccused on the road. At last Renji pulled into the parking lot of his apartement, the redhead could feel the pressure in his abdomen building, begging to be released.

"I-ichi I cant hold on much longer….. im gonna-" Renji's sentence was interuppted by a pleasured cry as renji released his load into Ichigo's mouth, the strawberry eagerly swallowed the liquid and sat up.

Renji pulled Ichigo in for a kiss and tasted him self on the teens lips.

Ichigo pulled away and with a cheeky smile he snatched the keys and got out of the car, running towards the sliding door of renjis apartement, thankfully the redhead had a apartement on the ground floor.

Renji growled and followed after the orange haired teen, he threw the sliding door open, barely remembering to close and lock it, the redhead threw the door to his bedroom open only to gasp, sitting on his bed stark naked was a very aroused ichigo.

"Gosh it took you long enough" Ichigo teased lightly, he ran a hand up his pale toned thigh.

Renji swallowed thickly and made his way to the bed, pulling of his shirt, shoes and socks on the way. Just as Renji was about to sit on the edge of the bed, ichigo reached over and tugged down his jeans.

The redhad teen immediately caputred Ichigo's mouth in a kiss, the berry began kissing back immediately, laying back on the bed and pulling renji to loom over him. Instead of breaking from the kiss Renji reached blindly for hiss night stand which held a tube of strawberry scented lube.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" Renji asked trying to look Ichigo in the eye. The berry just nodded, to afraid to speak.

"If you want me to stop just say so" Renji said, the redhead coated three fingers with lube and trailed them down to Ichigo's puckered entrance, Renji pushed once finger in slowly making Ichigo wriggle in discomfort, it felt weird.

Renji slowly started easing the finger in and out until he deemed Ichigo ready and added a second finger. At first it was a little painful but not so much that it was unbearable. Renji slowly thrust the two fingers in, scissoring and stretching Ichigo to make room for him, Ichigo cried out in pleasure when Renji stroked that sweet spot inside himself, immediately forgetting the discomfort that was only pleasure now. Renji smirked and experimentally stroked that spot a few more times making Ichigo cry out in pleasure.

Renji added a third finger and immediately searched for that spot to make the berry forget the pain.

"R-Renji, I need you inside me, now" Ichigo begged, his voice low and husky from pleasure, Renji pulled his fingers out and coated his arousal with lube and lined himself up with Ichigo's entrance. Ichigo nodded and Renji pushed the tip in.

Ichigo bit his lip and clenched the sheets in his hands; Renji kept pushing in until he was fully seated inside the orange haired teen, waiting for any indication that Ichigo wanted him to stop. After a moment Ichigo began to push his hips back against Renji, trying to get him to move.

Renji slowly pulled out and thrust back in; Renji continued the slow rhythm until he hit Ichigo's prostate dead on, causing the teen to cry out in pleasure, as punishment for earlier Renji continued his slow pace.

"Renji f-faster, harder I…. I want more" Ichigo begged with a deep blush and finally Renji's control snapped, he thrust into Ichigo faster and harder, continuously hitting the berry's prostate. Renji reached down and grasped Ichigo's straining erection, the redhead pumping the hard cock in time with his thrusts.

"R-Renji i'm gonna cum… I can't hold on any longer" Ichigo cried as he spilled him self on his and Renji's chest. Renji gave one final thrust before he came; the tightening of the walls had been too much for him, with a pleasure moan and a cry of Ichigo's name, the redhead unloaded into the teen.

The two laid there panting until Renji reached over and pulled Ichigo close, the two males fell asleep just like that with the lyrics to the song echoing in Ichigo's head.

Oh, I just want to hold you.

I just want to hold you, oh, yeah.

Am I in too deep?

Have I lost my mind?

Well, I don't care...

You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.

I can kiss away the pain, oh, yeah.

I will stand by you forever.

You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.

I can kiss away the pain.

And I will stand by you forever.

You can take my breath away.

You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.

OK YOU CAN KEEP READING THIS IS YOUR SAFE POINT

Ichigo blushed at the memory and abruptly stood.

"I'm sorry, I just remembered I have something to do" Ichigo said, the strawberry turned on his heel and marched out of the manor.

Renji sighed and stood as well "I'll go talk to him" The redhead said, quickly following after the orange haired teen.

Renji caught up to Ichigo and grabbed his wrist.

"Ichigo, what's wrong?" Renji questioned in a concerned voice, looking over the berry for obvious reasons he could have left.

"It's nothing" Ichigo lied; he knew it wasn't believable but he tried anyway.

"Ichigo, come here" Renji said, tugging the orange haired teen over to a bench to sit down. Once he was seated he focused his gaze on Ichigo. Before either of them spoke Renji pulled the berry into an embrace.

"Just…. Stay like this for a while" Renji murmured when Ichigo made to pull away. The two just staying there in each others embrace, feeling safe

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