Chapter Three

L woke up and turned towards Light to see him laying next to him. Light opened one of his eyes, feeling L move and watched him. L looked back at him for a long time before sitting up and putting his hand to his head.

"Does it hurt?"

L nodded before rubbing his face that felt slightly damp. He must have had a bad dream, but he couldn't remember it. He did remember that night though, with the exception of leaving and coming back to the hotel to get in bed. He sighed, "I'm sorry Light-kun. I never meant for all this to happen," he turned around to face the younger man.

"It's okay, it's not your fault," Light said looking up at L with the help of the moonlight.

"No, it's no okay and it is my fault. I got the hotel, I got you to go in that place with me, I got drunk, and..." he shook his head, "I... I never wanted you to see I'm not perfect."

"Nobody's perfect Ryuzaki."

"But I'm L, I'm suppose to be..." L looked down, his hair covering his face.

Light sighed and brought his hand up to L's face, he pushed back the hair to reveal L's face, surprised when his hand brushed against a wet cheek. He left his hand there on the detective's face, "L, you're perfect enough for me," he said sitting up and leaning his forehead against L's.

L smiled and placed his hand over light's, "Are you going to call me Mr. Detective again?"

Light laughed and laid back down, pulling the detective gently down with him, "Maybe later."

"Does Light-kun want to sleep?"

"I'm tired. How's your head?"

"It could feel better."

"You know Ryuzaki, you're a little whore when you're drunk."

L blushed, his hole face turning red, "No, I'm not Light-kun!"

"Then why were you all over me?"

"Just because I'm all over you doesn't make me a whore!"

"It doesn't?"

"No, you were the only one I did that to."

"Oh, does that mean something then?"

"Light-kun, please be quiet. I was drunk and couldn't help it."

"Really? You know they say when a person is drunk their true selves come out."

"Who says such things Light-kun?"

"It's just something a lot of people say."

"Who?"

"I don't know, it's just something I heard. Shut up Ryuzaki, you always make everything so difficult."

"No Light-kun, you're the one who does," L's voice got slightly loader than normal as he sat up and glanced down at Light.

"L, what the hell is your problem," Light also sat up, not caring if L got mad at him for using the 'name'.

"I don't have one."

"Yes, you do. What is it? Why am I so difficult, is that why you're acting like this?"

"You just," L's voice was back to normal as he looked down at the sheets, his finger to his mouth, " You wouldn't understand."

"Then make me, make me understand L."

"No Light-kun, I can't," L put his head to his knees, hiding his face and clinched his fingers in the fabric of his jeans.

"And why not?"

"Because Light-kun, you would never understand how I feel."

"Never understand how you feel about what?" Light moved to where he was sitting in front of L. He placed his hands on L's knees and leaned close to him.

"What you do to me."

Light watched L's fingers tighten and un-tighten the grasp on his jeans over and over again. He got on his knees trying to get close enough so that he could wrapped his arms around L's shoulders.

L looked up, his mouth open as though he wanted to say something, but nothing came out.

Light looked back at him trying to read the older man's eyes, but like always there was a wall there. The wall didn't let Light see into L's eyes, but he could tell that this wall wasn't very sturdy anymore and just by the way L was acting he could tell it had holes in it. Light could tell ever since that day he found L on the roof, the day L should have died. Light wondered if those holes were what L was talking about.

"This, every time you do this. You can tell when there's something wrong and you always try to comfort me. Every time you do... every time you're close to me..." he shook his head before spreading his legs to let Light closer and to lay his head on the younger man's chest.

"Is that why you chickened out on me when we were going to dance?"

L pulled away from Light and got up fast, running to the door. He was stopped when Light's hand held his wrist tight, "Please, I'm trying L."

L turned around to face him only to find Light's arms wrap around him and pull his head close to gently place his lips to L's. The detective's eyes went wide before they fell shut. He couldn't help the small whimper that left his throat when the younger pulled back.

Light smiled softly, "Do I understand?"

The dark haired man stared at him speechless before blinking and completely closing his eyes, "Light-kun, do that again please."

Light chuckled before placing his lips back on the older man's. He pulled away again, laughing when L put his hands around the younger's neck and tried to kiss him again, "And you said earlier that I was the one who liked being to close."

The detective blushed and stepped back, putting space between them, his hands back to his pockets, "I... like..."

"Hmm?" Light smiled and stepped closer and put his hand under the older man's chin.

"I like when you kiss me..."

"Just me?"

"Yes Light-kun," L said titling his head up with his eyes half closed as he reached for another kiss.

"Want to feel something better?"

L stared at him unsure about what Light was talking about before he nodded slightly.

Light smiled and ran his tongue over the soft pink lips. He left his eyes open so he could watch how the older man would react. L's eyes closed as he opened his mouth partially, allowing the warm tongue into his mouth. Light placed his hands on L's hips, bringing him closer as he let his lips touch the older man's, moving them against his. L hesitantly let his own lips move against the other man's as well. He wrapped his arms around the younger's neck and let his fingers travel through the soft brown hair.

Light pulled back just enough to breathe, "Move your tongue," he whispered and pushed back some of L's hair waiting to see if it was okay to continue. L nodded and let his lips meet Light's again. this time he moved his tongue against Light's. They kissed until Light had to breathe and pulled back, "Did you like that?"

"Yes Light-kun, thank you," L said running his fingers along Light's arms. Light smiled and pulled the slightly smaller man close to him, leaning his forehead against the others. L shifted around trying to ignore the fact that he noticed the bulge that pressed against him. He titled his head to the side and laid it on the brunets shoulder giving Light perfect access to the smooth pale neck.

Light ran his tongue over a spot making the older man shiver. He sucked on the spot lightly at first before sucking harder and bit it gently. The younger man smiled as the detective let out a heavy and shaky breath.

L's fingers found their way through Light's hair again as the other hand clinched Light's shoulder. He titled his head more to the side as Light found more places to kiss and suck on. He shivered from the air that came out of Light's mouth as he laughed hearing the moan escape L's lips. L moved his head upward and placed his lips back on Light's to kiss him again.

Light's hand (that wasn't holding L's head to him) went along the smeller's side and up under his shirt. His finger tips brushing along the silky skin. L's hand that was resting on Light's shoulder wrapped around the wrist lightly. He whimpered and pulled away from the kiss feeling Light rub himself against him.

"Don't do that Light-kun," L said quietly, a blush spreading across his cheeks and nose. He leaned down to avoid Light' eyes.

"Why not, you don't like it?" Light whispered and smirked teasingly.

"It's not that Light-kun."

Light nuzzled the side of L's neck before putting his lips close to the detective's ear, "You're a virgin, aren't you?" the younger said into the ear and gently kissed under it.

L sighed and brought his hands down and twirled his fingers in the younger's shirt, "Light-kun," he said without looking up, "I know you're probably going to make fun of me because I'm 26 and still haven't... but I have no time for that kind of stuff. I've been to busy in this detective thing since I was really young."

Light laughed, "I wasn't going to make fun of you... much," he put his hand under L's chin and brought the detective's face up to look at him, "But that is a pathetic excuse."

"Light-kun," L stared at him trying not to get angry, "I... have not had the time or patience to get close to anyone and I'm not going to use someone just to have sex with them.

"Wow, a girl would be lucky to have you," Light laughed.

"Light-kun..."

"Yeah?"

"Would you... use me just to have sex?"

Light furrowed his brows together, "No, L how could you say that?" He sighed, "I didn't even use girls for sex." (He used them for other things such as the Kira case, but he didn't even remember that). "I have done things with girls before, but not have sex."

"You really do like me Light-kun, don't you?"

"Yeah, I do. I wouldn't have kissed another guy unless I really liked him."

L smiled and wrapped his arms around Light.

"We need to go back to bed if we want to get up early and do stuff in town."

L nodded and followed Light back to the bed and layer down.

"Light-kun," L whispered turning over to face Light.

"Hmm?"

"What about..." L trailed his hand down and lightly let his fingers go over the bulge in Light's pants, receiving a hiss from the younger .

"Don't touch me, I'll be fine."

"Are you sure Light-kun?"

"Just let me cool off, I'll be fine."

L rolled over and buried himself in the blanket trying to push the thought of Light laying next to him hard, aside. He closed his eyes tight and forced himself to fall asleep.

:D I am done with this chapter now.

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