Title: Need you in my life
Summary: She hated herself for being so weak. She hated him for being such a heartless monster. It tore her into two. Watching them together. Chuck\Eva\Blair. Post 4.03. ONESHOT
Authors Note: OK. So I think I ruined it by adding another chapter, I wasn't going to add another chapter to this but you know, it felt unfinished and messy and this conversation popped into my mind. So this is the LAST part to this fic and it's very short. I still view this as a one-shot because that's how it started out as and I do like that bit better and so if you're not satisfied with these extra parts, just consider the ending to the last one shot, the ending because anything could have happened with that. Also, I can't stand Eva at all, her character just annoys me so yeahhh.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything.
CHEATING SCANDAL REVEALED.
Blair folded the newspaper up neatly and let her mind process everything that had gone on during the last two days. Chuck had found out that his two month old daughter Isabella, wasn't even his child, the cheating scandal has been printed on every newspaper and magazine in the country, or at least New York, which was basically the same thing and he had come too see her. She closed her mind at the fond memory. A a stray tear escaping out of her eye, she furiously wipes it away.
TWO DAYS PRIOR
She refused too look at him. He had crushed her, ruined her and now here he was, expecting her to act civil? She tried her hardest to act like she hadn't cared that he had married somebody else, fallen in love with another girl, or that the other girl had given birth too his child but it was hard. Even though Eva and him had been together longer then they ever had, but they had both been in love with one another longer, hadn't they? Hadn't they?
"Blair," He softly said and something about the tone he used made her insides melt. She cursed herself for being so weak. She was meant to be strong and powerful. Not some weak little girl that fell for a man who had done nothing but hurt her and married someone else. Her head snapped up too meet his, her eyes seething with anger but before she could voice the thoughts that were running around wild in her mind, he spoke up "I'm sorry." He simply said.
"So you should be," She replied. Her voice a lot softer and sweeter then she had wanted it too be. She couldn't put on the Ice Queen Bitch mode in front of him anymore. They knew each other too well, maybe they always had.
"I've hurt you - in the past and even now I'm still hurting you," He told her. She rolled her eyes, she knew that why did he have to make her feel even more hurt?
"Why would you be hurting me." As soon as the words escaped from her mouth she wanted to take them back and shove them back inside. She was giving him the perfect opportunity to say she still loved him and she didn't. No, she couldn't love him.
"Because," He said, taking a step closer too her. Almost too close. Her eyes flitted down to his hand, his wedding finger was bare. The ring gone. "I married Eva, I thought I had a child with her," He scoffs here and grabs her hand, "I didn't fight for you when I should of," He kissed her hand and she didn't stop him, "When I wanted too," He shakes his head, "Blair, I wanted to so badly and the minute I found out you and Nathaniel were over, I should of called off the engagement and come looking for you." He finishes, hopefully looking into her eyes.
She pulls her hand away and takes a step back, shaking her head in disgust.
"No. Chuck, it's too late. Your married and I've gotten over you. I've been over you for a long time." She watches as all the hope vanishes from his eyes, watches as they turn cold and dark. How she's missed them.
"I understand." He solemnly said, hanging his head low and before she could stop it, before she could even think about her actions she was saying something she shouldn't be,
"I never dated Nate. Not for real," He looked at her, confusion written all over his face. She panicked, having to save herself, "He needed to make Juliet jealous. She broke it off with him, not the other way around." She lied. He nodded his head and turned to leave but stopped just before he exited.
"Blair, I love you. I always will. I, I just need you to know that. I never meant to hurt you, I just wanted to make you happy and you looked happy with Nate, you really did and so I thought I needed to find someone who made me happy and Eva did, for a small time." And then he exited the building, exited her life.
PRESENT
Blair curls up in a little ball and shuts her eyes, trying to maybe get some sleep. Her and Chuck were simply not made to be, and maybe one day the aching in her heart would die out and maybe she would find someone who would make her happy and take away the pain. She was young, after all.
