AN: so this is not a chapter but I wanted to address a guest reviewer who I think might be the same person. I never said in the AN of the first chapter I knew what this story would be.

Some of my faithful readers know I have been going through a difficult time lately. Chapter one is loosely based on what is happening in my own life( no one in my life has committed suicide)I am trying to deal with it as best I can, writing is therapeutic to me, I don't plan things out in advance. That's three negative guest reviews in a two days, not sure what's going on but let me make myself clear

1. You don't like Caryl- don't read

2. You don't like my style- don't read

3. You have a problem with my grammar- don't fucking read- for any new readers I have a French background- maybe I should get a beta but then I wouldn't update as much. Truthfully I hardly feel like updating anymore.

I'm not posting anymore negative guest reviews. Constructive critics mid welcome but sign in. Maybe I am coming off as bitchy in this post but I have had enough. I'm not looking for sympathy either. I'm not a pro, I write as a hobby, and right now I'm just trying to distract myself from real life.