Into a place where thoughts can bloom
Into a room where it's nine in the afternoon
And we know that it could be
And we know that it should
And you know that you feel it too

Panic! At The Disco: Nine In The Afternoon


I only got an answer to one of my questions, if even that. According to Eric, I wanted to end my undead life so badly, that I went to the fellowship of the sun on my own free will. They are like this anti-vampire church or something. I don't really remember. Don't judge! I got a lot of new information today, so even though I'm a vampire it's hard to remember everything.

Eric told me that I felt so empty that I ended my life, even though he tried to stop me but I didn't listen. He was going to follow me too, but I used some 'maker command' to make him go away.

From what he told me, my 'people' were really loyal to me, because they killed people as revenge for not getting me back. I am not really happy about that. I'm afraid that these loyal vampires of mine, would somehow find out about me living with Sookie they might come to the same conclusion as Eric did. They might think that Sookie has bewitched me and maybe she has. But a different kind to what they think.

So far the only things I know about myself are 1. My name is Godric. 2. I am over two thousand years old. 3. I ended my life last night and somehow ended up here. 4. I made Eric into a vampire. 5. I was the vampire sheriff of area nine in Dallas, Texas. 6. I have some kind of sparky feeling whenever I touch Sookie.

Also guess what? I can see myself in the mirror! Sookie was really freaked out about that at first, because she always thought that vampires can't see their own reflection.

So now I also know how I look like. I look like about sixteen years old and I'm 5 foot 8. I also have tattoos on my body. I have dark, short hair and blue eyes. I noticed how lost I was on my thoughts when I heard that Sookie yawned. I looked at her and she looked so cute, all tired.

Anyway… Eric and Pam (he is her maker so that makes her my grandchild or something, I guess) left after our 'talk'. He promised to send his day man or daytime assistant of some sort to Sookie's house. So I could get some things, like to make a safe place for me to sleep (Sookie agreed to that). At first she wasn't keen on the idea but after I refused to leave her, she agreed so I didn't have to sleep in the ground.

You might be thinking…What the hell am I thinking? Staying with human girl, when I know what she could do to me. Or what in the God's name Sookie is thinking? I'm a vampire after all and really old. It wouldn't take a lot for me to hurt her (not that I would). So anyways I made Eric promise to pay Sookie for letting me stay here.

"Sookie?" I asked.

"Yes, Godric… It feels so weird to know your name now," she smiled at me.

"I just… wanted to thank you," I told her.

"For what?"

"For letting me stay here, with you," I said to her and she smiled at me sweetly.

"It's OK."

"No it's not. I just… I thought that you might think I'm a danger to you or something. Not that I want to endanger you!" I stated quickly.

"Are you worried about me?"

"I am and… I also was afraid of going with them. I know they are my 'family' or whatever you call it, but still…" I told her honestly.

"Why?" she wondered aloud.

"Because they know me."

"And?" she asked me.

"I can't remember them and I know they would eventually be disappointed that I can't remember them. So I just want to thank you for, uh for everything. That…..that's all."

"You're welcome, Godric. But I think you should've gone with them," she said sadly.

"Why's that? I can go if you want to, Sookie!" I didn't want to be a bother.

"It's not that. It's just Eric's day man won't come until tomorrow and you had to sleep in the ground today."

"It's fine," I assured her.

"Then you will stay," she said.

"What are you?" I wondered aloud.

"I'm a waitress."

"Not what I meant," I told her and smelled her from her sunny hair to her neck. I felt her shivering and I smirked at her. I liked how I wasn't the only one who felt the sparks and was affected. I felt something come out from my mouth and when I realized what happened, I put my hand quickly to my mouth.

How embarrassing that I let my fangs out! I swear I don't want to eat her. They just came out! I glanced at her.

"I'm sorry! I didn't mean to," I told her.

After the 'incident' Sookie went to sleep and I just looked at how she looked as she slept. How can one creature look like she did? She was so sweet and innocent. I swear to protect her with my life was my last thought before I went to dig myself a hole to sleep.

When my 'hole' was ready, I sneaked back to Sookie's room. I stood next to her and saw that she was wearing a white sleep wear that had some kind of patterns it. It was really cute and was just Sookie's kind of clothing.

I could help myself from taking my hand and move it from her toes to her thigh. She felt so wonderful and I just wanted to bury my hands between her legs.

But I knew that I couldn't because 1. she hasn't given me permission and 2. She was asleep. I moved my hand from her thigh again, to her side.

Why couldn't I help myself? I wondered before continuing to touch her. Now I got to her shoulder and I was going to switch to her other side. But I could feel the sun coming and ran quickly back to my 'hole', got in and covered myself up, so I couldn't get sun on my skin.


I will protect you Sookie, even if I die in the process. Even if I have to hurt Eric, because no one will hurt you ever…

N/A: What do you think? Naughty Godric touching virgin Sookie: D:D:D

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