The next morning, I woke up on what I thought would be Jay's bare chest…but it wasn't. It was just a hurdle of pillows. I looked towards Jay's side of the bed to find that Jay wasn't there? Where was he? I looked at the bedside clock noticing that it was 7 'o' clock in the morning. I yawned loudly, I felt so tired but I knew I couldn't go back to sleep. It seemed quiet down the hallway, hmm. Maybe everyone had their eyes glued to the screen. Well, we are teenagers and we are on holiday so it was reasonable to be up early as there was stuff to do.

Gradually, I climbed out of bed. Shit, I only just realised I'm completely naked. I recalled Jay and I making love last night so we both went to sleep naked. That was extraordinary. Quickly, just in case anyone who wasn't Jay walked in, I put on my night wear which were sprawled onto the bedroom floor. My nightwear consisted of a pink tank top with baby blue shorts. I looked ahead to find that I was standing in front of the long mirror. I just gazed at myself and very slowly, I placed my hand on my still flat belly which would soon get bigger, turning into a baby bump. I rubbed my thumb against it slightly, "I'm sorry," I whispered. Even though, the embryo couldn't hear me, it was just an egg at the moment but it deserved an apology as I almost killed it.

I sighed and opened the bedroom door and strolled down the hallway, through the kitchen and into the living room. There was only Jay. Everyone was still asleep. He didn't even notice me standing there; he was sitting on the sofa, leaning forward with his head in his hands. He wasn't naked, thank god! He was wearing a grey t-shirt along with black shorts. He was barefoot.

"Jay?"

Jay looked up as he jumped a little, "I thought you were asleep?"

"Well I was," I told him as I went to sit beside him. "Then I realised you weren't lying beside me."

Jay smiled, "Sorry babe, I was just thinking," he ended this with a sigh.

I frowned, "What's up?"

He shrugged, "Just thinking."

"About what? Please don't tell me you're not having second thoughts?"

Jay immediately shook his head, "No, no! Nothing like that sweet, just I don't think I'd be a good dad to the baby."

"You're kidding right?! You're gonna be amazing, you can tell by seeing the way you are with Lexi!"

"But I can give her back to Lola, whereas with my own, I can't."

I sighed, "It doesn't matter. You're gonna be fine! We'll have each other, we'll have support. We'll pull through it."

"Don't get me wrong, me becoming a father is making me the happiest man alive but…I want us to find a place of our own as soon as possible," Jay told me.

I looked at him confused, "How come? There's no rush is there?"

Jay eyed up my stomach, "There is now." He then put my hand in his, "I just don't want our baby living in an environment where his parents are living apart."

"What you on about? We'll still be together. You'll just be at the B&B and I'll be staying at my own house. We'll see each other all the time with the baby!"

"See, that's what I mean by living apart. Yes, round yours, the baby will have a corner in your room and if you two stay round mine, the baby will be in a travel cot or something, I betcha! I want us to have a place of our own before the baby arrives, yeah? That way, it can have its own room, a little nursery. I want our baby to have the best start in life."

I smiled, "To be fair, that's what I want to. We do need to have our own room without baby for our own time," I told him suggestively.

Jay winked, "My point exactly!"

I laughed as Jay started to kiss me, I responded obviously! We just sat there, cuddling, wrapped up in each other's arms for what felt like ages!

By the time it was half 8, everyone was up and ready. Peter and Cindy was making breakfast- hope it's not grapefruit and muesli! Lola and Dexter were listening to music through Dexter's IPod, sharing the earphones and dancing away to some hip hop music. Whereas, I was curled up on Jay's lap on the other side of the table as he stroked my hair. Every now and then, we started kissing. At that moment, I never felt happier. At one point, he had his hand rested on my flat stomach. It felt nice, but I was hoping that no one would see that and start getting suspicious. It probably means nothing to them!

Jay began to nuzzle into me which made me grin like mad as he planted kisses on my neck, making me squirm.

"Oh get a room you two," Dexter complained, taking out his earphone. "We're just about to have breakfast!"

"Oh shut up, I don't complain when you're with Kitty do I?!" Jay answered back, for a moment the two boys just stared at each other before Jay turned away, tightening his grip around me.

"I still can't get over last night," Cindy announced. I turned to Jay, wondering what she was on about. He didn't know either as a weird expression flooded his whole entire face. I turned back looking towards the kitchen area.

"Stop going on about it will ya," Peter told her. "It's something of nothing get over it!"

"But it was a pregnancy test, so someone on the camp is up the duff!"

Immediately, I looked at Jay with my eyes almost popping out and my lips drawn straight with my teeth gritted beneath. Jay put his hand over his mouth, looking at my sympathetically whilst shaking his head which caused me to roll my eyes and looking back towards Peter and Cindy in the kitchen. I caught a glance at Cindy quickly looking away. Oh crap!

It's not like I'm ashamed of being pregnant, I never was, I just wasn't ready but now I feel that I am. It's the love of my life's baby and deep down, I couldn't come to terms with getting rid of it. However, I hadn't known Cindy for very long and I didn't want her to find out, going all sneaky.

"Breakfast is served," Peter announced, as he put two plates of scrambled egg on toast in front of Lola and Dexter. Peter then turned to me and Jay grinning, "Are you gonna move from Jay's lap Abs or are you staying where you are?"

Jay wrapped his arms around me tighter, "No, she's not going anywhere. She's staying with me!" Jay kissed me on the cheek, which made me smile like mad.

"I swear you two weren't on that greater terms yesterday and the day before that," Cindy thought. "And now you're acting all lovey dovey! I preferred it when you were on bad terms, less cooties!"

"Leave it out Cindy," Lola defended us. "Leave them alone, that's the best we've seen them. So shut up yeah?!"

Cindy took a step back, wow Lola!

Just at that moment, Peter served me and Jay our scrambled egg on toast. It looked delicious.

"Don't forget, you're eating for two now," Jay whispered in my ear, so quietly so only I could hear. I turned round and grinned at him.

"Don't tell me you're saying dirty stuff to Abi in her ear, we're eating Jay!" Dexter suddenly complained.

Lola and I literally burst out laughing. Dexter's the funniest. On the other hand, Jay just rolled his eyes and dug into his breakfast. I turned a bit so I was just sitting on his lap, not leaning on him, to make it easier for both of us. However, he still had his hand on my side. I took one look at the scrambled egg on toast, it looked lovely, don't get me wrong but now and again, I have ketchup on it. This morning, I really fancied having ketchup on it. Christ, I don't start getting cravings already, do I?

"Erm, have we got any ketchup?" I asked. Peter opened the fridge, tossing the ketchup over to me, which Jay caught as he had a feeling that the bottle was going to hit me.

"There you go babe," Jay said sweetly, handing me the bottle. I smiled as I squirted ketchup over the scrambled egg before tucking into this delightful breakfast! God, it was divine!

"Jay," I began. "Can I have a chat with you in private after this please?"

"Yeah, course you can," Jay replied, placing a mouthful of toast into his mouth.

"Erm Abs," Lola started to talk, gulping a mouthful of breakfast. "Could I have a word with you after too please?"

"Yeah, sure," I smiled, taking another mouthful of breakfast.

Peter and Cindy were sitting on the sofa behind us, eating their breakfast in complete silence. Something is definitely going on with them two, I know for a fact. Well, Peter has already mentioned how he wishes Cindy was never part of his family. At times I wish Lauren wasn't because if it wasn't for her and her drunken problems, I would have passed my exams, would have gone to University next year and there would be no baby. In a way, I feel grateful that Lauren has done that to me because me and Jay are so happy right now, it's unreal!

Lola started to batter her eyelashes, "Can I talk to you before Jay does?"

I sighed with a slight laughter, "Alright then."

Jay tutted and carried on eating his breakfast; leaving me and Lola grinning at each other before carrying on with ours.

The breakfast was mouth-watering, filled with so many flavours! Lola and I decided to put Jay and Dexter on washing up duty.

"Abs," Lola hinted, as she opened the caravan door for us to step out onto the decking. I was about to follow her until: "Oi, you forgetting something?" Jay hinted suggestively, raising his eyebrow. I grinned as I walked casually over to him, briefly kissing him on the lip. He started to bite lightly on my bottom lip. I quickly pulled away, "Not now, Jay."

I smirked as his mouth dropped, not coming to terms to the fact that I rejected him. Hehe.

I turned on my heel and headed out onto the decking with Lola, sitting down on the bottom step. Lola came and sat beside me.

"I love the way you and Jay are," She admitted with a smile on her face, I exchanged the smile.

"Me too," I agreed.

"So," she hinted. "You've decided to have the baby?"

I nodded happily, "Yeah, yeah I have. I can't thank you enough for that chat last night! It really did push me further to what I really wanted."

"Which are you and Jay to live happily ever after," she winked.

I laughed, but I nodded, "Yes, yes it is! Really though Lola, thank you so much!"

"Come here you tart," she smiled and pulled me in for a hug. I wrapped my arms around her hugging her back. Life was so perfect right now!

A few seconds later, we pulled away.

"But Lola," I began. "Please don't tell anyone? I mean its early days yet and I think it's best to wait before we tell people. I mean we'll tell close people like Dex but not Peter and Cindy."

"Yeah, course," Lola understood. "I understand, I won't breathe a word and you're right about not telling Peter and Cindy. They're not close enough. You're right, it is early days. Your secret's safe with me!" Lola suddenly nudged me, "They'll be a wedding next," she winked.

I laughed, "Let's just see how it goes! We're considering getting a place together before the baby's born!"

"Awe, that's nice! Anyway, you need a chat with Jay, right?"

"Yeah," I confirmed. "I need to talk to him about that pregnancy test Cindy found as I left it with Jay and I didn't know what he did with it," I muttered through my teeth.

Lola laughed and stood up, "Well I'll go and get him for ya! We're going to the waterpark today, you up for that?"

I gasped, "Of course! Need to have as much fun as I can before the baby's comes."

"That's my girl! You should be fine; the baby's protected by your pelvis bone!"

"Ooohh, look at you, knowing your baby facts," I winked. Whereas she just laughed and went back into the caravan to go and get Jay.

I sat there silently, playing with my fingers, waiting for Jay. I heard them talking from inside the caravan, I couldn't help but laugh at Lola's remarks towards Jay and the boys' washing up, saying how some of the dishes weren't even cleaned properly. I have a feeling that Lola carried on washing up with Dexter.

"You alright babe," Jay asked, as he stood out on the decking, closing the caravan door behind him. He sat down beside me. I was unaware that one hand had bubbles until he blew them in my direction, hitting my shoulder.

"Jay!" I exclaimed as I rubbed the bubbles off my denim jacket. He looked at me laughing, but came in for a surprise when I lightly hit his arm; even then he still continued to laugh.

"Anyway, what's up?" He wondered when he finally stopped laughing. "Everything okay, or did you just want some alone time with me?" He winked at me.

I rolled my eyes, "You wish, stop being so vain baby!" I paused. Did I just call him baby? He calls me baby, but I never call him that. He smiled, he must have liked it!

"Anyway," I continued. "Did you chuck the pregnancy test on the floor?"

I raised my eyebrow, looking at him.

"Sorry," he simply said. "I didn't know what else to do with it; I didn't think anyone would find it." He started to bite his bottom lip. That is so sexy! He's forgiven. Without hesitation, I kissed him full on the lips, which must have taken Jay by surprise. However, he didn't hesitate to respond.

"Mmm, what was that for?" He questioned, with a smirk on his face.

"Biting your lip," I mumbled. Jay just laughed and pecked me on the lips one more time. "Did you hear we're going to a waterpark?"

"Yeah," I smiled. "I can't wait!"

"Neither can I, but you just be careful!" He warned me. I rolled my eyes, "Yes, sir!"

He grinned and stood up, holding his hand out, "You wanna go for a walk or shall we go back in?"

I took Jay's hand as I got back onto my feet, stepping up onto the decking, "Go back inside," I thought. "I'm sure we all want to head off to the waterpark soon!"

"Good point, come on," Jay agreed as we headed back inside the caravan.

The waterpark had a huge atmosphere. Families were there on their summer break, having fun and enjoying themselves. As we all got our spots on the sunbeds, I noticed a heavily pregnant woman going down a waterslide, you know, the curvy ones? Jay caught eye of it too and muttered in my ear, "You won't be doing stuff like that when you're heavily pregnant!"

I rolled my eyes, turning to face him. "I wouldn't dream of it!"

The pair of us was already standing in our swimwear. I was wearing a baby pink bikini with stars scattered all over the top and bottoms, whereas Jay was wearing Hawaii swim shorts.

"Oh my god Lola, you and Abi have the same bikinis," Dexter noticed, he was wearing red swim shorts. Peter was wearing green swim shorts and Cindy was wearing a plain bright orange bikini. Lola and I looked at each other. Dexter was right. We were wearing the same bikinis but her bikini was baby blue. We just laughed.

"We have the same style Abs!"

"C'mon," Cindy moaned. "Can we go on the slides now?!"

Yep, she was definitely a child!

"She does have a point," Dexter pointed out. "Let's get on these slides!"

An urge of excitement overcame me and I swear down Lola had the same feeling too as we both starting grinning at one another like little children. She grabbed my hand as we began to walking quickly in eager to get on the waterslides. Cindy tried catching us up but she had no chance! The boys just laughed and followed.

We went on all the water rides. They were amazing. Jay and Lola were fighting over me when we went on the raft slides as they both were so eager to go with me. I never felt so popular.

When it came to 1 'o' clock, we started to get hungry; I certainly was! After, there were still loads of water rides to go on, which I couldn't wait to try out. We went into the little café next to the pool with the bar- the boys will probably go in there later! We managed to get a table that seats 6. I was forced to sit in between Jay and Lola, I didn't mind it! It was my boyfriend and my best friend, after all.

"What do you want, babe?" Jay asked me, standing behind his chair. In fact, all the boys were standing up. It looks like; they will be getting the food. Luckily, the café wasn't busy so it wasn't much of a wait.

"I'll just have a cheeseburger and chips please," I smiled politely. Lola agreed to have the same. I wasn't really bothered what the others were having. However, if Jay decided to have something horrible then I certainly won't be kissing him!

The boys went to get our meals while Cindy announced that she was 'going to powder her nose'. By the time Cindy got back, the boys came back with our lunch. It was unreal how starving we all were, it weren't just me! Thank god! We all dug into our meals, while chattering away. We were talking about plans for tomorrow.

Yesterday, we were going to go Canoeing but in the end, me, Lola, Peter and Cindy went on some sort of adventure through the forest. I had decided to go back early though as I couldn't stop thinking about what was a 'possible' pregnancy. I needed to clear my head, with no one about. So, we were thinking about Canoeing, but that idea got blown over our heads when Dexter mentioned that Kitty told him about a beach near the caravan site. This could turn out to be a proper holiday! Who needs to go abroad?

Dexter then suggested that we should go to the pub where Kitty works tonight. For some strange reason, it made Jay feel on edge. "Do we have to go there?" Jay simply asked.

Dexter raised his eyebrow, "Why? You got something to hide?"

Jay laughed, "No! Of course not," With that, he just turned back to his lunch. What was going on? Should I be worried? Well, everything's perfect between Jay and I right now, I couldn't really care less.

"Jay has a point though," Lola pointed out, after swallowing a mouthful of her burger. She was sitting opposite Dexter. "Anyone knows that you only want to go there to see Kitty, this is a holiday with your mates! We want to try new places, you know?"

Dexter rolled his eyes, "Fine! Well Kitty did sug..."

"Beep! Beep! Beep! Kitty alert, Kitty alert," Peter mimicked. The whole table just burst out laughing. Dexter was trying to keep his cool but he was smirking, trying not to laugh.

Dexter sighed, "I was just gonna say that she recommended a club. Like a holiday club with entertainment."

"Where?" Jay wondered.

"Near the swimming pool."

"Ahh, well that sounds good!"

Dexter gave him a quick smile before we all carried on eating lunch. Within about 10 minutes, we had all finished. We got up off our seats and headed over to our sunbeds. Lola and I had decided to relax on the sunbeds for half an hour, letting our lunch go down while the boys went to the bar in the pool. Fortunately, we weren't accompanied by Cindy as she decided to go for a swim.

It wasn't half an hour; it was more like 45 minutes. We all walked round the waterpark finding a new attraction when we came across a huge white slide. I looked up, it was massive. I looked at the noticeboard representing the slide, reading through the rules. There it was. Rule number 5:

'Don't ride during any stage of pregnancy.'

I gulped. Oh shit…

"Erm," I stuttered. "I'll think I'll pass this one!"

Cindy looked at me and just smirked. She probably thinks I'm a pussy but I don't care. I'm putting mine and Jay's baby first! Dexter didn't really care and neither did Peter; although, Jay and Lola caught my drift and understood.

"I'll stay with you babe," Jay insisted.

"No, there's no need, go and enjoy yourself, I'll be fine," I reassured.

"Don't worry Jay, I'll stay with her," Lola offered. "Abs and I will check out the lazy river!"

"You don't have to," I insisted. "I don't want to ruin your fun!"

"No it's fine, honestly," Lola reassured, smiling. "I'm not too keen on this one anyway! Where shall we meet you lot?"

"By the plughole," Dexter told us. "We'll meet you there in half an hour as the cue looks massive!" Lola nodded.

"Come on then Abs," Lola grabbed my hand as we walked away from them, heading towards Lazy River.

It was nice spending time with Lola on Lazy River. We chatted about random things, wasn't all about babies!

It wasn't long until we met the rest of the crew at the plughole. Jay gave me a warm and tender hug. He's so protective of me now, it's rather cute. I don't blame him, his baby is inside me. We went on the rest of the waterslides; I was able to do the rest of them, which was a good thing. It turned out to be such a great day!

It was gone 6pm when we returned to the caravan. We were all in such a hurry to get ready to go and have dinner before going to the club which was recommended by Kitty. I found Dexter's reaction very humorous when Jay accompanied me in the shower to save time.

Peter had decided to cook the dinner which was Cheese Pasta Bake- one of my all-time favourites! While Peter was cooking, we all sat in the living room, just chilling out and enjoying the experience of being in a caravan.

"Abi," Cindy dragged out my name.

I looked towards her, wondering what she wants. "You're pregnant aren't you?" She smirked. I tried my hardest to look casual about it.