Weeks passed, we texted but it wasn't the same. Knowing we meant more than friends to each other.
I was still doing the bowling league and she started doing it a week after we broke up, which broke my heart having to see her every weekend. I thought about quitting bowling but I was not going to let her bother me anymore.
I did my usual routine on Saturdays mentally preparing for doing my best and getting on the big leagues. She walks in and my whole life just stops. I walk up to her like like I usually do and I say "hi", which she replied with "hey".
Things already being awkward. But it got worse when someone walked up to us. He just has to make it more awkward. But like the best friend I am I ask, "who is this?".
"Oh, this Jesse my new boyfriend", she replied and my heart shattered.
But I put on a brave face, "oh nice to meet you", and I shake his hand but I really wanted to punch him right in the mouth.
I just tried to finish bowling as fast as i could, all I wanted to do was go home and cry.
I walk up to Rachel and her boyfriend, "hey I'm leaving so I will see you around and nice meeting you Jesse".
He replied, "ya you too".
So I just walked off and next thing I know somebody is pulling on my arm, so I turn around and come face to face with Rachel.
"Hey is everything okay?", she asked.
Anger inside me began to boil, "no it's not, I can't stand watching you with somebody who doesn't really love and care about you like I do", I didn't wait for a reply I just walked out leaving her there speechless
I can't believe I just did that, now she knows that I'm jealous and hurt.
Now I'm in my car crying my eye's out over a stupid girl. I'm just sick of getting my heart broken over and over. I guess I was in such a daze I didn't even know I was already home. So I just went up to my room not even answering my mom. I figured taking a nap would be good, so that's what I did.
When I got up I looked at my phone and saw a text from Rachel, and like always my heart skipped a beat. I read it out, 'I'm so sorry Quinn'.
I replied, 'It's okay, I guess you just don't love me as much I love you'.
It didn't take her long to reply, 'Quinn I love you more than life itself and that's why I texted to tell you that I broke up with Jesse because I only love you'.
I was shocked and pratically out of breath from reading the text. I replied with shaky fingers, 'Really? I love you too, I'd do anything for you'.
My heart was practically beating out of my cheat, again it didn't take her long to reply, 'Yes really, and I wanted to apologize for earlier and I wanted to ask you something'.
I replied straight away, 'What is it beautiful?'
'I was wondering if you would like to my girlfriend, officially?'.
I almost fell off my bed, though of course I replied, 'YES! A million times yes!'.
I don't think I've smiled this much before, she replied, 'I will not hurt you this time I promise'.
'Okay, I trust you and I love you baby', I replyed.
'I love you too more than life itself'.
